Bears of Everything

The R word

2009-11-30T01:58:00.005+08:00

R stands for a lot of things but what I meant here is the Results.

So the word is out and everyone is checking their results I suppose. I got to know it from my friends too, I didn't know it at first. The news came when I was about to go out with my parents for Yumcha session. My GOD! That YumCha was like the longest ever~~~~

After reaching home, I came straight to the room and start login to the VU website.

Everything seems so slow...even the page loading was like taking forever.

Once it was loaded~ I felt a punch thru my heart!

I got D!!!!!

At first I thought it was like a D, "D".

You know, "D" in our public exam is like 'FAIL' or in college was like 'RESIT'.

...but in fact, it was a DISTINCTION!

Anyway, I'm very contented and very happy about my achievement. Though I think I can do better but it's good enough for a starter.

::Results::
1 High Distinction (Business Statistics)
1 Distinction (Management)
2 Credits (Business Law & Economic Principles)

So yeah, this is "THE END" of the semester. A very fulfilling and satisfying one.
I can enjoy the rest of my holidays without any worries.

Heap! Heap! HooraY!

梦

2009-11-22T02:41:00.002+08:00

有种感觉

难以形容

甜甜的

疼疼的

好久没有那种滋味

这不代表什么... 只不过是一种心情

我做了好多很奇怪的梦

梦中的你, 是多么的完美无缺

可是, 醒来以后就知道, 刚才所谓的完美, 只不过是场完美的梦.

心想:: 这场梦是不可能会成真! 醒过来吧!

就这样一来, 一天又过去 .

Jesse McCartney

2009-11-17T01:34:00.007+08:00

Jesse McCartney is so addictive!!!

From 'Beautiful Soul' until now 'Body Language'...

I don't know why I still find the youthness in him and the songs he compose.
There is something special in it and there's not much of imitation.
No doubt he's cute and good looking but his songs are more amusing.

I can't remember since when I started loving his songs, then I kinda lost track on the way. But recently, I got it back and I'm back on track now.

He changed from a very boy-ish teenager to a more matured looking man.

I can't believe he's no longer a teenager.
In my mind, I can always remember him as a kid, as 'that-guy-in-SummerLand'...
But now, my impression towards him is like...'Wow! He has grown up so much!!;

I'm Lovin' It!

Holiday~!

2009-11-14T02:29:00.002+08:00

Sleep Deprive~~~~~~~~

I've been out the whole week and I didn't really get enough sleep. My legs are sore, so are my arms. Basically I would say, my whole body is paining and aching every where.

But, the good thing is that I went SHOPPING!!!

Retail therapy at last~!!!!!

Had a great week with my classmates and I'm looking forward to this 3 months break!

There are a few essential things that I need to do during this break.

Most importantly is to get some rest
Secondly is to LOSS WEIGHT!
......and the list goes on.

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Have a great holiday people~!

Happy

2009-11-12T23:39:00.005+08:00

I'm happy for myself!!

Seriously, I'm delightful-ly happy for myself!

Everything is settled for now, at least before the 30th of Nov.

The lecturers have finally uploaded all the internal marks and I would say, I'm DARN HAPPY with it!

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Internal Results are as below:-

Business Law : 33/40 ;

Management : 44/50;

Business Statistic : 39.67/40

(which I'll aim for a D or HD)

and

Economic Principles : 24.5/40

This is the ONLY ONE which is not that satisfying but it's not all bad because knowing very well that it's very new to me. I've tried my best studying for it but eventually...it didn't turn out that good for me. My 1st test was alright, got like 14.5/20 but the 2nd test which was full MCQ is total shit! I messed it up~! Well, nothing much can be done now. Instead, I studied hard for my finals, so I hope everything will turn out alright. I won't be aiming high for this subject but at least a Credit would be very good~! ^^

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I'll enjoy myself to the fullest until 30th~! If everything goes well, then I'll totally drown myself to this 3 months break!! Whee...

Some YouTub-ing Results

2009-11-07T14:23:00.006+08:00

Though it's still exam period but I'm more on YouTube than my books!

Anyway, I came across this few songs by MALAYSIAN ARTIST.

Quite impressive music they have.

One of them is James Baum from Penang. He is of German and Indian mix-parentage.
So far, I heard 2 songs that are quite nice.

i) SOLDIER

ii) LOCKED IN LOVE

The first time I heard both song, I thought it was some American artist or group singing. After searching on Youtube, only I got to realize that it's actually by a Malaysian~!

The other one is Bunkface. They are pretty famous for their song associated with TM Advertisement. If not mistaken, their song is Through my window. The video clip is cute~!

Enjoy people~!

2009-10-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes unpredictable things happen. When it occurs, it's gonna be a life changing event. It don't apply to all but only some of it.

Though it's hard to take it but somehow it's a good experience. It is also when one learn to be smarter and not make the same mistakes again.

Regardless of what, I'll always support you~~~

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2nd of November~!
That's the day where everything will start...
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9th of November~!
It's where every thing end!!!!!!

Yup yup~~ Finals is just a few days away. Kicking off with Statistic, followed by Economics & Management. Lastly, the finale ends with BUSINESS LAW~!!

I can't wait for it to come to an end. So looking forward to my 'Summer Holiday' which will only end in February~! Muahahaha~~

I shall get back to my books now~! Ciaoz

Ballet

2009-10-25T17:58:00.003+08:00

I miss BALLET~~!!!!!!!!

I was browsing through my classmate's photo and saw her in ballet attire. It brought back a lot of memories to me...

The shoes, the attire, the posture...so elegant and unique~~~

How I wish I could turn back time and continue with where I stopped...

∆ Change ∆

2009-10-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

∆ ChAnGe ∆

The definition I got from my Management subject is "Alteration to status quo".
Basically, I feel that it's just more of alteration, difference in norm.

Time changes, every milliseconds, every second, every minute, every hour; so does LIFE~!

I have about a week from my finals now, then I'm done with my Year 1, First Semester. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a pathetic situation. Knowing very well that I can finish my final year by now, but yet I can't do so due to certain circumstances. How could it change to be like that?

Again, it involves change.

Like what I was taught today, without change, there will not be any improvement in life or anything else. Innovation fork out new ideas that can be improved.

*Result of 3 hours of Management in a day*

Relationship, friendship...can change, for the better or worse. It cannot be accurately predicted of what the future may be, all you can foresee is just how the situation MIGHT be moulded with the given scenario.

Life is precious.
This lifetime only comes once.
Live it to the fullest~!
Believe and have faith.

I miss this...

2009-09-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

♥ I miss this ♥

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

2009-09-25T00:07:00.004+08:00

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

It's all different now...
It don't seem to be the same anymore
What is wanted is unwanted; What is unwanted might be wanted.

[courtesy of ClipArtof.com]

I'm supposed to study for my economic test tomorrow, I'm not well prepared at all.
Everything just seems to be out of the way, out of motivation I suppose.
Or am I under stress? No idea.
It's just that I have so much in mind that Economics just not seem to be part of it.
There's Management in mind,
there's Sue's Bro's wedding...what else?
Everything except Econs.
Guess I'm just trying my very BEST to avoid that subject!!
Anyway, gotta face it regardless of what.

Wish me luck people~! It's gonna be my last TEST before my finals~!!! ^^

Signs

2009-09-22T01:12:00.004+08:00

I came across this video clip online,
find it quite interesting and would like to share it with you guys.

Perhaps it's nothing new, but it's pretty meaningful.

Take some time off your books and relax your mind.

Click here

Just my thoughts

2009-09-15T00:13:00.004+08:00

Seems to be so near yet so far these day,
Rain falls and river don't go dry.

I'm here with a splintered heart,
my tears are at the midst of falling down.

Things don't seem to be same anymore
Have we changed? I wonder...

I have my thoughts to voice out,
You have yours...

If everything comes out at the wrong time
Things will go gaga...

Teardrops on my Guitar,
makes me cry...
makes me reminiscence...

Silence doesn't mean that I'm angry,
I would rather not say anything to make things worse.
It's better that I keep silent and think.

Who would know that I'm crying silently?
I wonder...
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I'm tired...and I wanna sleep

D.O.T.A.

2009-09-13T01:16:00.006+08:00

DOTA:
Defense of the Ancient as defined by Wikipedia.

I used to find the game rather boring and stupid. Hmm..guess I was wrong back then. Though I still find it kinda waste of time but yet I played it for 3 consecutive hours today.

It was quite fun but being the only girl in the whole battle is...hmmm...I don't know if this is an advantage or disadvantage.

It was a 5 on 5 game with Piggy's colleague. Met up in Danau Kota (Setapak) TBun for the game.
Initially I though I'll be bored 'cuz thought that I was not joining them for any game. Since there was not enough people, so I joined. Hmm...most of the time I'll be teamed with Piggy cuz he has to guide me here and there. I would say that I'm quite dependent on him cuz I don't really know what to do. After a few game (each game only lasted about 45min I think), I think I know what I have do.

Heroes that I've tried are Drow Ranger and Vengeful Spirit. I personally prefer Vengeful Spirit compared to Drow. Don't know why?!? The first hero I used lastime was actually Drow and I got to master it. After not playing for some time, I just forgotten everything. So this time I used Vengeful Spirit since Piggy trained me using that one. Hmm...guess I've improved after such a long time.

Finally,
#1 - I don't get killed so often
#2 - I get to use my skills
#3 - not getting LOST so much but I still do
#4 - I can KILL hero!!!!! and I KILLED 3 in a one of the game! My highest record!!
#5 - I don't need to be controlled by Piggy anymore. ^^

The thing with DOTA is that I still get 'lost' while fighting and also unable to 'stun' the right hero. ARGH! There are still much room for improvement so I'll play more I guess...

When girls don't put out!!!

2009-09-10T19:29:00.003+08:00

got this from a forwarded email and just feel like sharing it...

When girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy...it's pretty damn smart.

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much.
And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.
I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfit s. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all.

She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... She was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
Dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....
but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.

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Agree?

Disagree?

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Personal opinion:

This is so absurd!!! Okay, perhaps the girl did sthing wrong, but she doesn't deserved to be treated that way. Do you know how much humiliation she had to go through?!? In bed, there is only 2 of them; this is in a jewellery shop, paying money and the guy just put off like that?!? I don't feel that it's right for him to do so though. No offence but guys, come on! You might just get into more trouble like this...
Smart way? Guess not...it'll backfire someday...
Calling your own girl a bitch?!? Might as well you just stay away from her...

Corey & Me

2009-09-07T14:17:00.004+08:00

Corey
*such a poser*

The ever hungry Corey trying to get the biscuit out of my hand!!!

This was taken on Saturday (5/9) at my Grandma's place.
Piggy was feeding him biscuit crumbs.
Corey was so cute~!!!!

1 2 3 4...

2009-09-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

There's only one thing...
To do...3 words...for you....
I Love You!!!!!

My brother was supposed to play for me the other day, but I was 'TOO BUSY' watching drama...
Sorry Yit but thanks a lot too...
This is a post for you...with you playing...

Please click here to listen to Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4....

~Enjoy~

Celebration.Announcement.Tragedy

2009-09-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

I have been procrastinating for the pass few days and not doing anything productive at all.

List of what I've done:
. Sleep
. Watch Drama
. Online (MSN, FB..etc)
. Eat
. Driving lesson n test

Staying at home has always been like that....

But...

This mid-term break has been slightly different.

(1) A Celebration
First of all, it falls during the Merdeka celebration. Though I have not been exactly celebrating Merdeka for the pass few years but I've seen the whole nation celebrating it. I read from the papers, from the TV and from my friends' updates in Facebook. I realize that different people have different way of celebrating it.
As for me, same as any other years before this, I've been celebrating the day with my family. Merdeka day is also my Dad's Birthday~! So yeah, we went for a small family dinner at Kensington in Oakland after that we went back home for the traditional 'CUT-Cake' ceremony. Knowing that Dad loves the 'Pecan Butterscotch' from Secret Recipe, we manage to get it for his B'day cake. He loves it a lot and all of us had a good time chit-chatting while having cake. I really miss those days when all my family members are nearby and back when I'm always in Seremban.
Comparing the days back then and now, I really miss those day. Those are the most treasured time I had with my parents and my brother. Now that all of us has grown up and Dad is out-station most of the time, we don't get to meet up so often. Only during festivals or some odd-weekends that the whole family will come together...
I wonder what will happen in the next 10-2oyears time when both me and Yit is already married?!? Sigh...
Love you Daddy~! Happy Birthday!!!

(2) An Annoucement
I passed my DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE NOW~~~ ^^
I know it's not sthing to be proud of because I took ages to get it done. It's not because I failed previously but it's due to other circumstances. Anyway, it's all good now~! ^^
Piggy, you don't have to drive so much now~! ^^

(3) A Tragedy
On this Merdeka Eve, something tragic happen. One of my cousin brother had some drinks with his friends in Era Walk and ended up drunk. He was quite big-size so no one can actually move him back into the house. He wanted to sleep in the car so his siblings just left him there.
The next morning, one of the my uncle went to his house and found him in the car. He was breathing but already in a coma.
According to them, half of his face has already turned black. By the time, he was sent to the hospital, half of his brain is already dead. Brain haemorrhage it seems. It was a devastating news to all of us, and his Dad almost fainted in Johor. Everyone rushed back from all places to see him. Even my aunt and cousins from S'pore came back too.
As my cousin brother's blood pressure fluctuates, thus the doctor is unable to operate on him. The doctor advise that he should be sent to KL General Hospital for operation. On the same day, he was admitted to KLGH.
This is where the most tragic, most devastating news come in, he is pronounce brain dead. There is nothing much to be done at this stage, the doctor ask if the parents are willing to donate his organs. And they agreed, so by yesterday evening, they've already harvested some of his organs for donation. Currently, they are having prayers at my Uncle's house.

I believe, his death will bring about awareness among the family members. Especially my cousins that smokes and drinks a lot. Thanks to alcohol and cigs, it has taken a young man's life. He is on 33-years-old when he passed away. He leave behind his parents, 3 sisters, his wife and three (3) children.
It breaks my uncle and aunty's heart to see their ONE AND ONLY SON leaving them due to such incident. I saw my aunt today, her eyes were almost popping out of the socket, so swallon, so red. It pains me to see them this way. I feel really sad for his wife and children, I wonder what will happen to them now. I guess my uncle will really take care of them on behalf of his ONLY SON. He is also the ELDEST grandson in my Mummy's family.

R.I.P. Ah Wai Kor Kor

Basically, these are the main events that happened throughout these few days. So people, take good care of yourself. Appreciate your life and time with your loved ones. You will never regret it.

Nice day~!

Excitement on...

2009-08-24T22:56:00.004+08:00

At this point of time, I am at my UTMOST MOOD today...

This is due to Management and Organisational Behaviour subject.

I was quite happy and satisfied with the assessment marks that I've gotten~! YEah, though it's not the highest in the class, but yet I'm very happy with the achievement on not being in the group of '70% of the class got 4.75/10'

Though not very nervous but more like anxious to know my marks, I went for Tut class as usual. Miss YaYee was kind enough to distribute the assessment after discussion on Questions, if it wasn't for that, I suppose the whole class will have problem concentrating!

Anyway, everything passed by like super slow (for me)...1 hour's class felt like 2 hours!!! Finally, time to get our assessment back. She asked us to jot down the expected marks and show it to her before she give us back the paper.

When it was my turn, I just told her that I was expecting about 4/10 (because she said so many people failed, I don't dare to put much hope). Her reaction was like 'Are you sure?!?'...which makes me even more nervous. >.<"

The moment I took my paper back, I saw 8.25!!!! I was so happy~!!!!
Yup yup!! I got 8.25 out of 10 marks!!!!!

Practically I've been smiling the whole day!!!! I went shopping at Forever 21 (I ♥ Them) to treat myself! ^^ Bought 2 blouse! So yeah...at least my effort paid off~! I shall do better next time~Ganbatte!

2009-08-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Arlow~~~
I would very much like to blog about my B'day Party but I'm really very dreadfully tired today.
For the FIRST time in my life I sat for Economics Test!!!!!
Well, it was an assignment test, so wasn't that bad. We had about a week to prepare for the answer. I was a bit nervous during the test because I kind went 'blank' while doing the paper...sigh. The good thing is that I manage to finish the paper on time. ^^

Hope that I'll do well in that paper though...

It's a Saturday tomorrow but I have classes. Block Teaching from Mr. Matt Nichols from VU Melbourbe, Australia. It's on Business Law subject. This thingy goes on for about 3 days but once the tutorial it's done, then the 3rd day we don't need to attend anymore. So yeah, tomorrow's gonna be a busy day~! After classes, will have to meet up with Ah Gong they all for dinner at Shogun in 1 U. A friend - Jing Kai came back from US I think...so we are having dinner together.

I shall blog about my Birthday when I'm a bit free...I free from exam for now, but have assignments to do~~~~~

Ciaoz...Have a nice day~~

2009-08-13T19:46:00.003+08:00

Law Plan is up next on the LIST~~~~Here are my not-so-piled-up books...

Initially, my aim was to finish my law assignment by today, but seems quite impossible after realizing that there are a lot of things that are missing. I guess I still have a long way to go...
It's due on MONDAY~~~~ again...it's on a MONDAY!!! Why do I have to choose Monday's Tut?!?!? Know why? I don't have a choice 'cuz I didn't turn up for the tut signing up. *Smartness*
But fair enough that my timetable is not that sucky compared to some of them that actually set their timetable. ^^

Lastnite me and Piggy watched District 9 for FREE~!! Yup yup!! Thanks Terri for the tickets~!! I guess different people will have different view on that movie cuz it's not really that straightforward. Some might complaint, some might compliment, but for me, it's quite a nice movie. Regardless of the beginning which was a bit 'SESAT', the overall outcome is GOOD~!! ^^
Personally, I feel that the plot and the storyline is quite unpredictable, which makes it nice! You won't know what to expect and what comes next. Furthermore, I didn't read the sypnosis on this movie, all I know was that it's about Alien & Humans...that's all...

Till then...Signing off!

My First...

2009-08-10T22:33:00.005+08:00

Finally I passed up my very very FIRST ASSIGNMENT @ Essay Plan!!!

on Management & Organizational Behaviour~~~

I'm so glad~!! One down...few more to go...

Me not feeling so well since yesterday, having cough and slight sore throat. According to Piggy, my throat is sore due to ulcer. I can see the ulcer too!!! Haiz... As for the cough, hopefully it'll go away soon...

It rained today in college. The libray is unusally cold!!! Today is not really a productive day though, haven't read much. Not that I don't wanna read, but I don't have the mood and books to read. My body wasn't feeling that well, but I know that is due to the rain and coldness...but now I'm alright~! Just a bit cough here and there...*cough cough*

This is cute little Corey from my Grandma's place.

Cute eh? Guess what he's doing??? Pee Pee-ing!!!!!
Muahahaha
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He's kinda the replacement for Spanky...sigh...
but he's a lazy bum though, hopefully he wont' be one when he grow up~!

唉！

2009-08-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

我累了
好想停下来一会儿
好想慢慢走
好想往后看看
好想……好想……

感觉上我很久都没有停下来了
没有喘气的那一刻
从工作到读书
都没有真正的休息过

没有地方居住是很难的
每天要依赖朋友接送
我很不好意思

唉！

Disappointment-to-be?

2009-08-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

I got a feeling that I'm gonna be disappointed by the event that's gonna happen soon...

Not to say that I'm being negative...

Just the thought of it, reminds me of what happened few years ago...

It's just really disappointing and I just felt like kneeling down and cry at that moment...

In exactly a week's time, the event is gonna be organize again...

Do u think it'll turn out to be a disappointment?

I hope not...I just have the fear of it reoccuring again...
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Sigh...

1 out of my 2 best frens are not coming...

2 out of my 5 Sban close friends are not coming...

Disappointment?!?!?!?!?

Something to....

2009-08-06T18:54:00.005+08:00

Guess what?

These days I've been spending more than half of the day in the library. The thing about this library is that it's very comfy and the environment encourages you to study. The resources here are quite unlimited.

Kinda like the library here...
I like the books here basically, I can find anything I want here. Though the resources needed to do the assignment are not easy to find, but at least there EXIST here...

From where I'm sitting, this is a small section of it.
This is also where I find my books. ^^

Something to ask...

How can I assess environmental uncertainty to Apple and Iphone in Malaysia???

Can anyone help me?

I'm lost at this point. Apart from that, I'm okay I guess.

Something weird...

These days I've been pretty dehydrated. I can feel it. It all started the other when I filled up water in college, the water was like muddy color, then I kinda have this fear so I didn't fill up water in college. At times, I forget to bring water to class. So I ended up buying small bottle of mineral water or drink coffee. >.<" Well, at least today it's slightly better. I brought my own water bottle FILLED with water~~~~

Some progress that I would like to share with you guys...

I have been doing some walking in the college and I found this 'newly renovated' toilet at one of the corner. Hmmm...it's way better than the other toilets around...Yikes!!!!

I manage to found a few new routes too!!! It eases the pain of walking and getting lost around. ^^ Cheers!!! It's like a MAZE in here...

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Have to get back to my assignment now...
Have a nice day people... ^^