Bears Of Everything

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2011-08-30T02:22:00.002+08:00

Contemplating?

Is that what I'm doing?

I suppose so. My mum threw me a lot of questions today which I have no answer to them. Well, not exactly no answer, it's more like I'm not too sure about the answer.

Thinking Hard.

Thinking Slow.

Wish me Luck

10 virtually instant ways to improve your life

2011-07-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

This is an article adapted from LifeHack.Org. I came across this article when I was google-ing "How to Improve Life". Why this all of the sudden? Why did I want to improve my life? Isn't it good already?

Well, I have gone through ups and downs in my life (who hasn't?) and somehow along the way, there were 'contamination' and I would just like to go for 'detoxification'. I want to improve my life mentally at the moment. The way I have been living now is not exactly a 'healthy' way, so I feel it's just time to make a change. There is no harm in improving your life. This should be the way!! Improving your daily life makes it so much more meaningful.

You can view it here too!

So here goes the adapted version.

Stop jumping to conclusions. There are two common ways this habit increases people’s difficulties. First, they assume that they know what is going to happen, so they stop paying attention and act on their assumption instead. Human beings are lousy fortune-tellers. Most of what they assume is wrong. That makes the action wrong too. The second aspect of this habit is playing the mind-reader and assuming you know why people do what they do or what they’re thinking. Wrong again, big time. More relationships are destroyed by this particular kind of stupidity than by any other.

Don’t dramatize. Lots of people inflate small setbacks into life-threatening catastrophes and react accordingly. This habit makes mountains out of molehills and gives people anxieties that either don’t exist or are so insignificant they aren’t worth worrying about anyway. Why do they do it? Who knows? Maybe to make themselves feel and seem more important. Whatever the reason, it’s silly as well as destructive.
Don’t invent rules. A huge proportion of those “oughts” and “shoulds” that you carry around are most likely needless. All that they do for you is make you feel nervous or guilty. What’s the point? When you use these imaginary rules on yourself, you clog your mind with petty restrictions and childish orders. And when you try to impose them on others, you make yourself into a bully, a boring nag, or a self-righteous bigot.

Avoid stereotyping or labeling people or situations. The words you use can trip you up. Negative and critical language produces the same flavor of thinking. Forcing things into pre-set categories hides their real meaning and limits your thinking to no purpose. See what’s there. Don’t label. You’ll be surprised at what you find.

Quit being a perfectionist. Life isn’t all or nothing, black or white. Many times, good enough means exactly what it says. Search for the perfect job and you’ll likely never find it. Meanwhile, all the others will look worse than they are. Try for the perfect relationship and you’ll probably spend your life alone. Perfectionism is a mental sickness that will destroy all your pleasure and send you in search of what can never be attained.
Don’t over-generalize. One or two setbacks are not a sign of permanent failure. The odd triumph doesn’t turn you into a genius. A single event—good or bad—or even two or three don’t always point to a lasting trend. Usually things are just what they are, nothing more.
Don’t take things so personally. Most people, even your friends and colleagues, aren’t talking about you, thinking about you, or concerned with you at all for 99% of the time. The majority of folk in your organization or neighborhood have probably never heard of you and don’t especially want to. The ups and downs of life, the warmth and coldness of others, aren’t personal at all. Pretending that they are will only make you more miserable than is needed.
Don’t assume your emotions are trustworthy. How you feel isn’t always a good indicator of how things are. Just because you feel it, that doesn’t make it true. Sometimes that emotion comes from nothing more profound than being tired, hungry, annoyed, or about to get a head-cold. The future won’t change because you feel bad—nor because you feel great. Feelings may be true, but they aren’t the truth.
Don’t let life get you down. Keep practicing being optimistic. If you expect bad things in your life and work, you’ll always find them. A negative mind-set is like looking at the world through distorting, grimy lenses. You spot every blemish and overlook or discount everything else. It’s amazing what isn’t there until you start to look for it. Of course, if you decide to look for signs of positive things, you’ll find those too.
Don’t hang on to the past. This is my most important suggestion of all: let go and move on. Most of the anger, frustration, misery, and despair in this world come from people clinging to past hurts and problems. The more you turn them over in your mind, the worse you’ll feel and the bigger they’ll look. Don’t try to fight misery. Let go and move on. Do that and you’ve removed just about all its power to hurt you.

A Little About The Author of this Article

Adrian Savage is a writer, an Englishman, and a retired business executive, in that order, who now lives in Tucson, Arizona. You can read his other articles at Slow Leadership, the site for everyone who wants to build a civilized place to work and bring back the taste, zest and satisfaction to leadership and life. Recent articles there on similar topics include How to save yourself from being hooked again and Why fear of failure is the most common blockage to success. Adrian’s latest book, Slow Leadership: Civilizing The Organization, is now available at all good bookstores.

People that make a difference in my life

2011-07-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps!

I haven't been very consistent with my blog post, sorry about that. But I guess there's not much readers anyway, so I think I'll just update whenever I can.

Few weeks ago, I have been in this very down mood. Partly because I didn't do too well in my finals, got the results and it was not something that I am proud of. In my defense before anyone start criticizing, I did the best I could. Guess it wasn't enough?!? Oh well, no fret! I shall just do better the next time round. My second chance won't come until next year, so it'll be pretty hectic for me next year as it'll be my final semester for this course. Another reason would be --- thinking of how life would be after graduation (though it's about a year from now).

As I finish each semester, I will think of how long would I take to graduate. But miraculously, last semester what I thought was "when did I started this course?". It was July 2009. How long has it been? 2 years. Time flies, don't you think? With a blink of eye, I'm in my final year, waiting for myself to achieve and graduate with a degree! (FINALLY!) All this while, I have been saying that I prefer working than studying, but as I approach the working life(as in PERMANENTLY working), I think I'll prefer studying. You can have all the fun you want in the world and no one cares about you. You can skip classes if you want (not advisable though), and you can be late for classes and enter from the back door. Can you do all those when you're working?!? NOPE. What you'll get as punishment might just be embarrassment or probably pay cut, well it depends I suppose.

I wonder how life would be after we graduate? My dear bunch of friends which made my life in Sunway colorful. All of us will be heading to different directions. This is gonna be exactly how it was when I left INTI. Everyone is spread across the globe pursuing their career.

Great Combination of Life

Friends are essential in life. They make a difference in your daily life and true friends will stand by you regardless of what the circumstances are.

Hometown Peeps!

Although my friends/classmates are younger than me but they are good people with pretty matured thinking. When I thought I would be mixing around with a bunch of kids (no offence but this is really what I thought when I first joined Sunway), they amazed me! Don't judge a book by its cover! True enough! I heart you girls a lot!!!!

Sunway Buddies!

I saw an article somewhere before, relating to friendship. It says that you don't have to be sad if your friends leave you because they have done their duty in your life. Why are friends here? Because there are around to guide us through difficulty and assist us. Instead of getting pissed at them, we should be grateful to them. Once their duty is done in your life, just like guardian angels, they will leave and head on to another destination or another person to guide them. The article was pretty meaningful. Will try to find it and post it up here.

Inti Peeps!

In different stages in life, you meet different people. Though there are vague memory of my friends from kiddy garden and primary school, but just want to thank you all for being there for me. As I grew up and met more friends in high school and college days, I enjoyed myself with your company. Without you guys by my side, I doubt I can make it through those days. I seldom keep in touch doesn't mean that I have forgotten about you guys k? It doesn't work that way.

Lovely Girls! (Sorry KY, don't have another pic)

Alright, enough of it already. Till then peeps!

Picked Pocket

2011-06-11T02:37:00.001+08:00

To tell you the truth, I have never been so furious with some stranger before this day.

But why today?

The sole reason to that question is: Pick Pocket!

So here's how it goes.

My brother was in KL Sentral this evening to catch a train back home. And guess what? Some blarddy Malay bastard stole his phone. My brother managed to punch him and stop him, but too bad, the bastard has already passed the phone to someone else. ~~I think my brother should have punch his balls instead!~~

My brother even shouted "Pencuri! Pencuri!" but to his dismay, no one came and help. See how selfish Malaysians are? No one gives a shit about you.

So here's the BEST part. My brother manage to get some policemen to help him out. The policemen search that bastard's body and can't find the phone...and...those fellas let him go!!!!!!

This is where I don't understand.

Earlier, after the incident, I called my Dad and told him about it. He called the Brickfields police station and told them what happened. The police there told him that my brother should have went to the "pondok" to seek police assistance, and Even If The Police Can't Find The Phone On That Bastard, They Can Still Bring Him (Aka The Bastard) In For Questioning!!!!!! Plus If Don't Admit, They Can Counter Check With The Cctv!

So, what the f*ck just happened at the station?

THE POLICE LET HIM GO!!!! Smart asses right? Seriously! WTF are they doing? No wonder there is no way to curb such crimes in M'sia because this is what they do! Let culprits walkaway! Fantastically Great Job!

I'm seriously very disappointed with the Malaysia police force. My brother is too. I told him to not expect too much from them. There are more disappointments on the way. This is just a small matter. I think we aren't the only ones. I have lost my faith towards them long long time ago.

Look at the case of the Acid Splasher. What are they doing about it now? Yeah...photofit produced and all, but is he nabbed? No yet right? Sigh. Look at those victims. They are much more in pain than we are.

I believe Malaysia police force can do better, what happened to the police force that we used to look up to when we were young kids? What we have studied in the books are not exactly true, aren't they?

Well, this will actually make me very low, but I don't give a shit at this moment.

"To those blardy bastard that stole my brother's phone, may you guys trip and fall flat on your damn f*king face! That's right! It will be so misshaped, even your goddamn parents also can't recognize you!!!!!"

Toodles!

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P/S: Bro, if you're reading this.

Don't be too sad about it.

Something new awaits for you. Love ya lots!

勇敢

2011-06-07T03:28:00.000+08:00

~~My FIRST paper for this semester's finals will kick off in less than 12 hours.~~

::勇敢::Bravery:: by A-Mei

I'm studying but I just can't help it as this song kept on playing in my head.

A close friend of mine sang this song in a Taiwan Competition, Superstar Avenue 7 - that's how I came across this song. As many of you may know that I'm not a big fan of Chinese songs, so it's very rare that I can addicted to these sorta songs.

Jess Lee sang this song with much feelings and emotions. I won't deny that I teared a bit when I watch her on television. ~~I think my eyes will get watery every time I listen to this son.~~ The original version by A-Mei does the same effect also, probably with even more emotions. Meaningful song I would say.
Just love it!!

Jess Lee's Version

A-Mei's Version

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It takes a lot of courage to make the first move.

Once the you take the first step,

the following steps will not be as hard.

Shall I take the path not taken?

Or should I just stay on this path?

There are just too much risk.

I'm risk adverse.

Confused.

亲情 :: FAMILY

2011-05-31T23:19:00.001+08:00

I was talking to this friend of mine from INTI last time and he sorta makes me think of this:-

"What if today is the last day of my life?"

Would you want to live with regrets? Definitely NO right?

Talking with him reminds so much of those good old days back in college when I was doing A-levels. I wish time could just turn back and let me relive those moments. I'm not saying that my Sunway friend are not good or anything, they are fantastic people; just that I miss those time...that feeling I have.

There are so many things to explore in this world and there are so many dreams that I would very much like to go after, but with certain circumstances, I'm unable to do so at the moment. After those words, it sort of inspired me to go after what I want. So for this 2011, I hope that I can achieve those that I have listed down.

亲情 means FAMILY. There's a saying in Chinese which I learn when I was in standard one but I only got the meaning after several year. 亲情深似海, means FAMILY RELATIONSHIP IS AS DEEP AS THE SEA. Which is totally true. Family will never dump you aside and not care for you, they'll always be there for you and support you all the way.

Staying at home and spending time with my mum made me realize that I have missed out so many things at home. Not being able to stick around for long, and only during weekends, I can't seem to feel the warmness in it. But somehow, this study break just gave me a wake-up call. My family is always there for me. Regardless of what the circumstance are, they are always there. I miss my Mum's cooking so much!!! It's just irresistible! ( I bet almost everyone will agree that their own mum's cooking is the best in the world wide world, right?)

Live your life to the fullest.

Enjoy without worries (of course don't go overboard).

Be yourself and live with no regrets.

A Blood Pressure Away...

2011-05-31T01:30:00.002+08:00

It was just another ordinary Friday, after lunch, I went back to get some stuff and accidentally left my phone in the car. I was too lazy to go get since I'll be going to get my brother in like 15 minutes time.

I was just too tired that day, and when I was about to doze off, a phone call woke me up. ~~(Yeah, we have a house phone.)~~

It was my Dad!!!! The news that he brought me just struck me that instant, right straight to my heart. He told me that my Mum was admitted to the hospital. She had very high high-blood-pressure :: 210!!!!

That moment, I was in the midst of clearing my thoughts. Was I in a nightmare? *Pinch* Nope! I'm definitely not. There were a lot of things running through my mind.

To be honest, my mum is a very healthy person. She exercise regularly, eat really healthily too! She doesn't eat oily stuffs, only lean meat. She was even a vegetarian for almost 20 years before she got too weak without enough nutrients.

I just grabbed everything and rushed to the car. The moment I got my phone, I saw 6 messages & 6 Miss Calls. Before I get to read any of the messages, Piggy called. He told me that alot of people are looking for me. I teared the moment I heard that. I was so afraid that something will happen to my mum. I just can't think straight anymore. For a whole 2 minutes, I just sat in the car, crying...I called my brother and told him I'm coming to get him.

Long story short, Piggy got off work early and all of us went back home straight. It was seriously very scary to hear that my mum was admitted. It took us about an hour plus to reach S'ban, just in time to get into the hospital before their visiting hours are over. I have no idea where to go to, so I consult the Emergency Unit people which lead me to the guards. The guards were not helpful at all, instead they were really utterly rude! Damn U Biatch! Instead of helping me, I got scolded. So yeah, I found my way to the ward where my mum was treated.

I saw my aunt sitting there, waiting patiently for her. After some time, I got to know that mummy was getting her eyes checked as she got headache and blurry vision. I managed to talk to her and I would really like to thank that doctor for doing check ups for my mum even though it's after working hours. Thank You.

Merely after that, mum was brought down to the semi-critical ward. The doctors checked her blood pressure and saw that it has gone down to 138 (still high but much lower than before), they discharged her. And I was relieved. She was too. ~~She doesn't like to stay over in the hospital.~~

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With what have occurred that day, I got to see how much my brother cared for my mum. He was very very worried. So was I. Both of us was just in despair and lost. Piggy was there to comfort us.

Taken during CNY short trip to PD.

Mummy, regardless of whatever it may be, all of us will be there for you. Be strong k? I love you a lot. Really really a lot. All of us love you a lot.

Appreciate whatever you have in front of you.

I'm really thankful that my mum is better now. Thank God!

I'm Back!...with BANGS!!!

2011-05-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

I have been away long enough now.

So here's my new look! Got my bangs about a month ago. Took this photo while I was on the way to the Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor 2010 @ Mist Club Bangsar.

Well, I have been meaning to update this blog for a real long time but somehow a rather, Google Chrome just didn't allow me to do so. Well, not to say GC didn't allow, it's more like, GC detected this malware on my site, so even if I update it, it'll have no function since it's deemed to be dangerous. Oh well, I guess it's over now. They have finally sort thing out?!?

I miss blogging so so much! Whenever I wanna burst, I'll just reach out here but during those few months, I have no where to go. I sourced my fear, anger...etc..into my little diary. But I was lazy to write, so I decided to draw my feelings out instead. Probably it just didn't make sense but I feel better after that. In fact, it's a lot better.

I'm no artist or what-so-ever, it's more like I have this thing for cute little emoticons or stuff like that. I love graphic design a lot. Before venturing into this course of mine, I considered about graphic design. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I have no choice but to let go...yet again another dream of mine to pursue something that I like. So...yeah! It's alright I suppose. Probably it's for the better good.

Anyway, so I created another blog which enables me to only upload things that I drew...in class...or it's more like scribbles on my notes. It's nothing much. Have a look! You might find it entertaining at times, or probably irritating. It's all up to you. If you like it, stay with me; if you don't, it's alright. I understand. Thanks thanks!
*Psst... Feel free to make any comments that you like alright? No harm done. I need improvements too! =) I will really appreciate them too!

Check it out at GwenArt

Manny HAPPY!

2011-02-26T01:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Have a Great Rabbit Year!!!!

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Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!

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Happy...Happy Birthday MUMMY!!!!

(There's a lot of B'day this month,

but the most significant one is my mum's,

so I'm wishing her here. Love you mummy!)

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What 11.1.11♥ ?

2011-01-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

Whilst at office today, I was keying in the date and notice that today is 11th January 2011 @ 11/1/11

When I came back home and login to facebook, I saw a lot of people putting "11/1/11 ♥".

I used to take all these days seriously. Like making a wish or pencil it down somewhere so that I would remember these dates. But somehow or rather, I lost interest in it. Part of growing up? Or is it just me.

I wish I would be blogging about something HAPPY for the first time in 2011 but I'm just not exactly in the mood to do so. Anyway, I don't think many people read this blog, so it doesn't really matter. For those earthlings that read, a BIG THANK YOU!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Have a GREAT 2011!

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There's so much to write, so much, in fact it's too much to talk about. One day...one day I'll talk about it.

Any Hercules?

2010-11-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

I'm always like that. Craving for something at the wrong time!

At the moment, I'm watching Valentine's Day and also doing my Accounting Past Year Paper.

Though I've watch Valentine's Day numerous times, but I just won't get fed-up of it. Somehow, it cheers me up and by the end of the movie, I'll have a smile on my face.

Yesterday, I watched Hercules! My All-Time Favorite Hero! I used to play the game almost everyday back then, but I think the movie is much better. It brings back a lot of sweet memories of me and my daddy.

Look at this kiddo with HERCULES!!! ADORABLE!!! I wanna take a pic too~!!

Heading back to the books + VDAY movie~!

The Little Culprit of My Pain

2010-11-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

*DOM BOM BOOOOOOMMMM*

I was using Google Chrome and it failed on me. I figured that it couldn't be Blogger's prob because I saw my friends updating theirs. So much for being Miss Smarty-Pants, I ~~smartly~~ change my browser to Mozilla. I'm no tech savvy person, but I do have few browsers on my lappy in case one of them decide to fail on me.

It was already like that since last night. I was a bit annoyed cuz me, being smarty-pants forgot to on the laptop charger, so the lappy just shut down. Then before that happen, blogger gave me problem. Sigh. What a night!

Well, my main point of blogging is not because of that. It's due to something else MUCH MORE SERIOUS!

So I went for an interview last Thursday and I didn't have anything to wear except for a shirt. Ended up I went shopping with my friends on Wednesday in KL. Wanted to take the bus there but...let's just say Ferina's luck was with her, instead we took a cab to Pavilion. To cut the story short, I mange to get a pair of pants and also a pair of close-toe heels.

The next day, happily I went for the interview. I even scheduled to have lunch with my friends too. After the interview, my feet were already giving up on me. It's was getting really painful. Then it was lunch, which wasn't that bad cuz we sat half the time. Then it was the Zara Warehouse Sale @ Atria. Me and XiangBin went for it since it was on the way back to my place. I guess, my feet really gave way by the end of the shopping spree. I can't walk anymore. Since Atria was kinda deserted, so I did the unexpected :: I took off my heels and starting walking towards the car :: It's embarassing but I just can't help it anymore.

The pain sustained throughout the weekend. I had this sort of pain before so I just let it be. With nail polish on, I didn't get to see what's happening to my toe until I washed it off on Sunday.

OMG!!!!! My Biggie Toe had Internal Injury!!!!

LOOK AT IT!!!! Awww~~~~

*Not a very pleasant view, so be prepared*

Mind my skin, just focus on the nail

To be honest, it doesn't look that bad but it's damn painful!!!!!

Blue-Black, that's what I call it, but not sure what others would call.

Gosh!!! No wonder it was so painful throughout the weekend.

2010-11-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Diwali to my dearest friends!!!! A belated one.

This year, Deepavali falls on a Friday, so all of us had a long weekend. *Wheeee~~~!!!!!*

For me and piggy, I headed back to Seremban on Thursday night and to my surprise, the highway was not as crowded as I thought it will be. *Good for us!*

But when we reach Seremban, the town was crowded!!! And JAMMED too~!! I guess people are doing their last minute shopping, so we have to take a detour to go back home.

With the next day being Deepavali, we had prepared ourselves for feasts by our friends.

First stop was at Sarvin's place for lunch. *No pictures*

For dinner, we went to Yun's place!

I didn't take many photos but I'll let the photos do the talking...

We were one of the first comers to this splendid place!

AWESOME FOOD!!!!!

Notty but very uberdorable PUP! SPIKE is the name!

A Not-So-Clear Shot of the Fireworks.

Us and the HOST of the night~ Mr. Yunesh!

Little Kiddo here was hype on music & firecrackers! Cute fella'!

So, that's all for Deepavali celebration on my side. How about yours? How did you celebrate it?

Cruelty to Man's Best Friend

2010-11-08T18:40:00.001+08:00

It's a beautiful day today because:

1. I got a 12 hour sleep.

2. I got a call from someone which I hope I'll get (I'll reveal to you once it is supposed to be told)

3. I'm watching HOUSE M.D.

Well, to interrupt my good day, I came across this article about dog shooting.

Just wanna express my view and don't mean to have any political /religious with anyone or any country.

Previously there was this case on dog hanging (more like puppy hanging) but this two idiots, now in Ipoh, the city council decided to shoot dogs, even though they have license.

Very VERY disturbing photo by this two idiots!!!!

Happy Halloween!

2010-10-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I wanna announce that I'm pretty doomed and dead for the finals this semester.

Thanks to my procrastination that I'm not studying. I blame myself for it. So if anything were to happen, it's all my own fault.

I'm not greedy. Just a PASS would do for me. Ok?

God Bless all of us that's gonna be sitting for finals! Especially those that are sitting for Corporate Finance & Financial Institution and Monetary Policy on Monday!

All The Best Peeps!!!

S.Mile

2010-10-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

You see what I tend to do just to avoid studying? Procrastination! I can just sit in front of the comp and just stare without doing anything. Great! Exam stress I supposed.

Breakfast: Muesli

Lunch: Tuna Sandwiches (2pcs)

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Studied 5 Chapters of FIM ----------> Partially dead
Studied 0 Chapters of CF ------------> I'm dead

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I realized that I haven't been taking much photos of myself lately. Even taking with friends are rare unless they are the ones doing the courtesy. I used to love taking photos, but somehow along the way, I lost interest in doing so. Perhaps psychologically I don't feel that I look nice in photos anymore. My classmate say I have a great smile, but then again, when I look at the photos was taken lately, I don't feel that great. I don't feel that happy after all.

I used to be so carefree and smile a lot last time, but these days I seemed to be bugged down so much that I forgot how cheerful I used to be. Mum said I have changed. And I realized that too. I evaluate my well-being almost on a daily basis. I think of what I have done throughout the day and compare it to how I used to be. Seriously, I am not who I am 2-3 years ago.

Being a really patient person for near to 20 years of my life, the sudden change in my attitude shocked my mum. I was pretty surprised that Dad was okay with it. He said he has been waiting for this day to come because he doesn't want to see me get bullied by others. Which is pretty true. During those days, some people tend to take so much advantage of me that I get bogged down by whatever comments they gave. They seem friendly but being friends with them over the years, I realized that they are not. They are just putting on a mask and pretending to be nice. I would like to thank them for teaching a lesson in life. A great one indeed.

Perhaps this change is not so good after all. Losing my patience somehow made me smile less...less cheerful. Can I smile more again?

SMILE Kee Kuen! Smile again~!

Babeh Burfday!

2010-10-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jiok!

This post is rather late. But well, hope you enjoyed yourself though.

Snoopy came from KK a.k.a. Kota Kinabalu to celebrate this babe's birthday! Fuiyoh!

Celebrated @ TGI Fridays, Pavilion.

Birthday girl was in Pink!

Snoopy's IC : The Old Snoopy vs the Current Snoopy!!!! LOTSA DIFFERENCE!!

I didn't took much pic, but Snoopy did. So maybe read her blog! Well, she has yet to blog about it, but I think she will...

After dinner, Jiok + Snoopy bought Baskin Robbins. Pink Wednesday. So there's some discount.

Look at Snoopy!!!!!

Happy Birthday Again Jiok! Love ya!!!! See ya soon~!!!

*Sorry I didn't get you any present. Sorry Jiok. =(*

Don't be mad at me alright?

Off All The Wonderful Days!

2010-10-27T11:31:00.001+08:00

I realized that this sorta things always happen to me, especially during exam period. Either I fall sick or something will just come up.So Not Good!!!!

Pass 2 days, I was purely procrastinating. The only thing I did with my books were arranging them nicely, filing my notes. That's all! Didn't read anything at all. The only so-called-productive-part is that I watch almost half a season of CSI:NY S1 for the 2nd time. Great right? Sigh...

Off All The Wonderful Days in the week, my BRILLIANT yet CONSIDERATE neighbor decided to do his/her renovation beginning today!

DAMN!!!!!

Now, how am I suppose to study?

1. Blast the music DIRECTLY into my ears *pity my ears*

2. Find another place to go.

3. Continue procrastinating.

4. Only start studying after their working hours

5. Call The Cops! Shoosh them away!! *highly impossible*

ARGH~!!!!!!!!

Seriously! Off all the Wonderful Days in the world, why today?

I've lived here for almost a year, only TODAY you decided to do something with your trashy house?

The house is in a total mess!

Kena LELONG (Auction) before!

Owing Management fees up to RM30k ++!

Electric + Water kena cut off since doing how many eons ago...

and...the toilet bowl is in the living room!

*This is rather hilarious*

How is that possible?

Now, is it a trashy house?

Oh well~~~ that's life! and it has to go on...

...and I'll go back to my books now~!

Ciaoz!!

2010-10-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

Morning Peeps!

Finally I have found time to blog.

Well, woke up early this morning, hoping that I'll have my body clock tuned back to normal.

Went to the management office and booked the badminton courts. I can't believe that people actually wake up early just to book the courts! They stood outside the office and waited for the office to open! My goodness! Well, Piggy ask me to wake up early to go book, so I went down and saw people already queuing up. It's my first time waking up so early JUST TO BOOK the COURTS. Usually I'll just go before 12noon, but today...exceptional case! Oh well, it all went well. Just had some irritating Aunties bragging about how they got into a road block and got out of it because she was 8 months pregnant. Some more got action one! *Hand extending from Belly outwards* Gosh~!

Had a healthy breakfast: Muesli + A cup of milk

I'm trying out this regime to have a better lifestyle and a healthier body. I have been wanting to do so for such a long time but somehow, schoolwork just don't allow me to do so.

I have one more week till finals. Having said that, I'm so unprepared for it. I do hope I'll have a Credit for the subjects, if I were to achieve a HD or D, that'll be superb/ out of the world!!! Oh my~!

Went back home last weekend, and it was pretty stressful. Not because of studies, instead it was more of a family affair. When I was younger, I look forward to see my relatives coming back from overseas, but now, I have doubts visiting them when they are back. There have been too much controversy these days and the tension that was build up is not easily ease. I'm in no position to relieve it, so I might as well stay out of it. At first, I thought it was only my family that was having such nonsense, instead I realized that it happens in all the families, just that people don't talk about it. Oh well, I'm just thankful enough that everything went pretty well.

Will be heading to P1 later to help my friend in her termination thingy. Hope that it won't end up in a heated argument ~~with those ruthless bastards.~~ They have really bad customer service. Seriously! Their attitude sucks to the max! There are countless complaints about their service and the network coverage that they have. Agents will be convincing customers that there is coverage within the area and customers are entitled to have a full refund within 7 days if they are not satisfied with the service. Guess what? The company played with the words they used in the contract, and there are exclusion clauses and blah blah blah...in the end, you'll only get your refund after about 2 months~! So, see for yourself, how bad is their service? They practically con people into buying their product. Business strategy? F*** IT!

Alright. That's all for now! Let's see if I have time to blog later~!
Ciaoz!!

Have a nice day people!!!

2 Months and 2 Days

2010-10-16T04:40:00.000+08:00

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals!

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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OMGosh!

2010-08-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks?

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose.

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Holding Back The Tears...

2010-08-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~

A New Semester!!!!! More like results review...

2010-07-30T17:08:00.001+08:00

A new semester just kicked off last monday and nothing much have changed.

Not forget to mention of the industrial dispute in VU, our results got withheld. It was some what a strike that has taken place by the university's staff. Surprisingly, it was not only VU that faced such dispute; in fact, quite a number of Australia Uni's too! Even UNSW! Wow!

Anyway, there was not much that we can do though. Though I'm anxious to know about my results, but what can be done? It's out of our control. Thank God that only the result of one of the subject a.k.a. Introduction to Marketing was withheld.

I'm pretty much satisfied with my previous semester results. Wanna know it? Hmm...not trying to show off here, but just wanna share my joy! I think this might just be the best results I got so far since I went into college!

Tadaaaaa!!!!

One(1) HD and Two(2) D

*Note: HD=High Distinction; D=Distinction

*Jumping with joy!!!*

*Hugging mummy after I saw the results*

*Woot! Woot!*

All I expect for this semester might just be only D, instead of a HD. Computing subjects are not exactly my fav, but then again, I have no idea how I got such results! I guessed my coursework marks were relatively high? Maybe that's the reason why. Because I know I didn't manage well during finals. What I've studied did not come out; whereas those that I actually put my heart and soul to study came out. I just wrote crap on to the paper and pray that I'll pass! Just a P=Pass will do for me. I'm overjoyed with my results! Hooray!!!

As for the Ds...As usual, I though I flunked when I saw D. But got to realize that it's not exactly what I thought, it was really relieving! The subjects are Accounting for Decision Making(ADM) and Professional Development 1(PD1).

Accounting was never my fav subject. As you might have known, I was not an accounting major before and science was my fav all this while. A sudden change might not be that bad after all. I like the fact that I'm actually find accounting pretty interesting and it's way easier to understand as compared to immunology, biochemistry and etc. Oh gosh! I can barely remember anything from Biochem now. Perhaps some structures and amino acids, that's about it I suppose. LOL. ADM was not as hard as I thought it is, my classmates can even get HD for it! It seems it's way too basic, so maybe that's why people like me also can get D. Haha.

PD1 is a full coursework subject. It's the most stressful subject throughout the whole semester because there were a lot of group discussion and as you all know, sometimes group discussion just don't lead us to the right direction. My group consist of 4 people and 3 of them are from Indonesia with only me - a Malaysian. It was rather shocking and I was pretty lost being in the group but it all went well after all. The weird thing about our group is that, most of the discussions are in Bahasa Indonesia, which I can't speak at all. My Bahasa Melayu is like awful, what 's more with the Indon language? Guess how I got through it?
::They'll speak in Indon. I'll try to understand as much as possible then i'll speak in English to give any opinions::
As time goes by, we spoke more and we're more close. All of them can speak English but I think it's a normal reflex to speak in Indon when u see your fellow friends. It's all good with me. By the way, they are all 3 years younger than me. Do the calculations and you'll know how old they are!

From LH to RH: Ardo, Winda, Kuen & Ricky

Guys! Thank you for a fantastic group work. Though it was stressful, but it was a true experience. All of you have great presentation skills! Keep up with it! Cheers!

As for Introduction to Marketing...it's to be confirmed. Sigh...

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。

2010-07-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。
(Quoted from JS)

没有人会明白那种感受...
算了吧!
还是自己撑下去吧!

加油!

.....续....

累...

超累...

哭, 也哭过了...

干嘛还是这样?

你为什么还是不明白?

偏偏还是要持续下去...

我, 可以离开吗?

A Dream

2010-07-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

I have something huge in mind.

Still thinking if it'll work.

I'll be doing some research on that particular area in the next few days and hope that it'll happen.

Wondering if there'll be anyone that will support us on this?

This is a dream of me and brother.

A dream that we would like to achieve.

...something that we both knew in our heart that it might make it big.

really looking forward to it.

Waiting

2010-06-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

Life is like a busy road filled with cars.

Either you rush through the heavy traffic

you shall just wait for your turn to cross the road.

Stop. Wait. Look.

At times you'll get fed up with such processes especially when waiting is involve.

Have you tried being stuck in a traffic jam that last you for an hour or two, maybe even more?

That's sickening!

Well, that's how life is. Half the time you'll be stuck in the jam and wait...and wait...and wait.

I do get stuck in the congestion sometimes but half the time,

I'm stuck in my own mind!

Waiting for a resolution to arise

even waiting for someone to appear right before me.

To be truthful to myself,

I'm tired to waitiing.

I ask myself,

why am I always the one waiting?

All the while, I've been really patient.

Please don't test my patience level,

it's definately degrading and that's not a good news.

I hope in the future,

people will be punctual and not let others wait.

I don't wanna be a hypocrite here,

I just wanna voice out my feelings cuz

I just feel that I've been waiting for people since like forever!

People don't appreciate!!! AT ALL!

2010-06-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

Okay!!!

I'll be sitting for my next paper in like 25 hours from now!!!!

I can't concentrate!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm going nuts!!!

I'm thinking of a lot of things!

Let me list them down ~~perhaps I'll be able to concentrate after this:~~

I wanna get a CAR. But no $$$$.

No $$ No Talk

I wanna do my own business.

Thinking of this particular one but don't know how to start with it.

Still thinking...

I just found out that I have a cousin actually studied in the same school with me and I didn't know.

She added me on facebook but I just brushed it off thinking that it was just another friend.

While browsing, I realised that she was my cousin, a not-so-close one, I guess.

Now she's studying like 1km away from me?

Wow! Amazing! How did I not know that?!?!? Oh well! What a small world!

Wonder if she knew it all along that we were distant relative?

I can't stop thinking of what I wanna do/going to do after finals!!!!!

I want finals to be DONE already!!!!!!!

Ahhhh....

feeling better?

Hmm...

Yeah I guess.

Alright, back to study mode now. =)

Oh! One last thing! I can't get CS off my head? I don't know why????? I wanna play wei~~~~~~

111?

2010-06-05T02:40:00.001+08:00

What's 111?

Hmm...1=1x1?

Hmmm....1=1=1? *lame*

WRONG!

~~Actually those were spontaneously generated answers. Not something that I have in mind.~~

Alright...this is what I wanna say.......

Woot! Woot! Woot!

Happy ONE(1) Year Eleven (11) Months Dear~!

Muacks!

*That's what 111 stands for!*

I enjoyed my every moment with you.

Regardless of any misunderstanding that is bound to happen,

!~I Love You~!

P.S. Wish me luck in finals!

Why do we always have to live in fear?

2010-06-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Why do we always have to live in fear?

...living in a den as though we are afraid to let people know what we do.

...living as though we don't have any rights to do anything.

...living like servant to others...

What the heck is this?

I'm turning 22 in a few months time!

I have a life to live!

I don't want anyone to control how I live my life.

My loved ones are the people I treasure the most.

Regardless of what circumstances, I believe that we DON'T NEED TO LIVE IN FEAR!!

I don't care how people look at me.

I'm not rich nor pretty.

I'm not talented nor smart.

So what if I'm not rich?

Can't I live my life MY WAY?

Can't I have a normal day?

Can't I have luxurious food once in a while?

Can't I go travelling with my friends?

Can't I JUST HAVE MY LIFE BACK?

I'm just a plain girl.

My family is MY FAMILY!

I don't see the point of explaning to people how I'm living my life.

All those idiots need to know is:

IT IS MY LIFE! YOU CAN'T CONTROL IT!

DAMN IT!

IF YOU DON'T HAVE A LIFE!

GET ONE! !@#$%^&*(

~~I seriously dislike people telling me what to do in my life. First of all, you guys took away something precious from me. FINE! So what's next?~~

I'm Almost Done....with 1st year...sobs

2010-06-01T19:53:00.001+08:00

Another 8 more days, it's gonna be another battle. Wish me luck!

I'm almost done with my first year. Finally! FIRST YEAR will be over!!!!!

I wonder how many first year am I gonna go through! *Choi! Choi! Choi!; Touch Wood*

I would like to confess that:

1. I have not been studying much this semester.

2. I pray that I'll pass all my subs this semester.

3. I hope my coursework marks will be alright.

4. the Information System exam will be a open book test! It was for the previous semesters, but why not us? Sigh! Praying hard for an impossible miracle!

Actually, I find this semester rather educating depsite the fact that I haven't actually been a good girl. I came to know about a lot of things and also knowledge that I thought I wouldn't obtain. There are some people that has finally reveal their true self, which is rather disgusting and annoying. But I'm good with the fact that you wouldn't be in the same class with me anymore. Cheers!
I know I'm mean in this sense, but for my future, I can't risk anything.

This is only meant for certain people.

2010-05-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just feel that there's no point in staying in contact.

I don't mean to be rude but regardless of how hard I try to keep in touch, people just don't acknowledge me.

I leave facebook message, I text them, I msn them...but all I get in the end is...SILENCE.

You guys would rather reply others except me.

Is it cuz I have yet to reach the status that you guys have achieved?

Am I such a bad friend after all? If yes, tell me!!!

Or some of you have just been using me to get what you want?

Or is it just me, being myself?

So sick of it sometimes, seriously.

I don't mean to hurt anyone in anyway, those that did this to me would feel it. If you're not the one, just ignore it.

I just need to speak out for once and let people know how I feel.

I've been holding back my feelings all this while. I care for people but in return I get back stabbed. At times, I just feel like an IDIOT!

...I guess I'll have to lead a life as ~~a loner~~...sooner or later...

P.S. I appreciate those that have stand by me throughout whatever I've been thru. Thank you.

什么?

2010-05-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

我的头脑缩小了

什么屁都想不到!

真的很想很想大喊一会儿!!!!!!!!

困!

累!

闷!

S.I.C.K.

2010-05-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

So sick of everything!

So freaking tired!

So sick of assignments!!!

and....I'm so sick!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

The thing is I got this very weird feeling last night after having dinner with Grace and Piggy @ Kim Gary.

First of all, my whole body started aching, then I was like so dead tired!

By the time we finish dinner, I'm already so exhausted!

We walked Grace to her car and then we headed home.

I was feeling feverish by then. It felt as though my whole body is so restless and there is a certain chilly feeling.

After reaching home, I was feeling damn cold!

Didn't bathe though and went to sleep straight.

I was wearing my jacket, long pants, socks with blankie on too! But still the chilly feeling never left.......

FEVER started.

The night was not that bad and I woke up at 5am!!!!

DAMN! But managed to sleep back.

Supposed to go to college for some discussion in the morning but just can't bring myself to wake up.

The worse thing is, headache came along!!!!

WTF!

Finally woke up about 9++am, feeling much better compared to lastnight.

Still having the weird feeling.

Called mummy and she said my bro also had the same thing lastnight!

Hmmmm....even weirder!

My bro is in hometown whereas I'm in PJ!

How is that possible?

Hmmm....weird...going class soon...ciaoz...

*I know I sound weird in this post.

With all the non-proper phrases and sentences.

Just for once I would like to write like that.

Feeling drowsy and tired*

KL TOWER Part 1

2010-04-24T01:21:00.001+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with facebook! I can't upload photos of my trip to KL TOWER!!!! Argh!

这样很闲啊!

It's so f-king irritating! *Oops! Sorry for such vulgarity (Does this word even exist?!?)*

Will update again tomorrow on the KL Tower trip 'cuz at the moment, I'm too darn tired.

With the internet speed like that, I'll go nutz soon!

Am trying to get some photos up so I might as well let you guys know a little about today.

I reach uni about 8++ am, had light breakfast and rush to the library's dicussion area to 'chop' place for discussion.

Waited...and waited...and waited for like 15mins, I tak-tahan so I sms my group leader. She replied and eventually turned up not long after that.

Pretty thankful that everyone actually turned up! =)

Then, I got a message from a friend saying that today's replacement class is cancelled! I was like WTH! Though it's replacement class, but if it wasn't for it, I wouldn't have suggested discussion such early in the morning! Argh!

Anyway, there's another class at 2.30pm but I skipped it! HEhe! For what? KL TOWER TRIP!

Since the completion of that tower, I yet to have a chance to visit it! But many thanks to VUBC (Victoria University Business Club), I got the chance!

Hmmm...I think it's time to sleep now. Having discussion again tomorrow noon! OMG!
P.S. Crystal! I need you badly in my group!...come back... *sobs*

The Playground!

2010-04-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ice cream never fails to cheer people up!

After our dinner at Betty's, on the way back, we drop by the petrol station to fill up petrol. At the same time, we were kinda craving for ice-cream!

So, I bought Red Bean Adsuki (Wall's) for Piggy and me - Mango Tango (Wall's).

We got to the playground in the condo place and sat down with ice cream!

Yippie!

Ah well...it brings back a lot of memories when I was young where me and bro will play in the playground with Daddy looking after us. Hmm...those were the days.

Just for Fun!

Will be visiting KL Tower tomorrow with my classmates!

An Honest Mistake!

2010-04-22T02:00:00.001+08:00

ZOMG!

I swear! I hope! This will be the last time that this kinda thing should ever happen again!

I got a call.

In Cantonese (*note that the whole conversation was in Cantonese! Imagine me speaking!)

she asked politely, " Who's this? "

I answer, " Hmm...who's there?"

She said, " I got a message from your number, so I called back. I'm JJJ."

I answered," Hmm...message? What message? I didn't send any message."

She said, "It's a picture actually. Got a lot of numbers written on it. I don't understand, so I called."

Then it struck me! SHIT! I must have accidently pressed on the MMS thingy!

so I answered, " Aiks! I think I send it by mistake! Hmm...you are XXX's mum right?"

*must be wondering why I have friend's mum's number? Hmm...Good Question!*

She said, " Ya! And you are?"

I answered, " I'm his ex-classmate. Sorry arrr...I didn't know I send it wrongly."

She said, "Oh! You want to send it to him is it?"

I answered, "Actually no. It was just an accident. Sorry arrr..."

She said, " It's ok. K then. Bye!"

I answerd, "Bye"

I think that moment I just froze like...a snow-woman! Brain-freeze!
Of all the people! Of all my other friend's mum! *I don't hate you or anything!*
I just got too shock and this is just too unexpected!
It was funny at the same time too!

plus...

it's embarrassing...=(
Sorry Aunty. I didn't mean to. It was an honest mistake.

Anyone wanna make a wild guess who XXX is?
*Hmm...don't think so I guess*

#1 MidTerm Break

2010-04-06T02:10:00.000+08:00

Three(3) Post in a day, is my day that boring?

Hmmm...let's see. It's not that boring actually. Let's go through what I've done today.

I woke up about 11am, drank coffee & ate brunch and read the papers.

Called Piggy. His phone literally died on him and now he's using my brother's phone.

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Played with Cassie(my lovely dog) for a while and chit-chatted with Mummy!

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Mummy asked if I wanna eat Yam Cake.

Of Course I want! It's delicious especially when Mummy is making it!

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Chatted with Vivi for awhile

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No drama so I can't DRAMA-ED. Thus, I MOVIE-D

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Watch "Wizards of Waverly Place" and re-watch "Coffession of a Shopaholic"

(In between, I was multi-tasking where I watch and surf the net at the same time.)

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Dyed hair for Mummy used Henna. (She loved it!)

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Mummy cooked a simple yet delicious dinner.

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Bathed

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Chat with Piggy & Vivi for awhile

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Watched "NCIS" and "Criminal Minds" with Mummy.

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Here...I am...blogging...

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Sleep I guess...

That's all for now peeps! Off to bed! Signing off @ 2.02am!

Happy One-Year-Ten-Months!

2010-04-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

Though unable to be with you on this day, but you'll always be in my heart

一年十个月快乐!

*Translate it, Piggy*

♥ You!

Miss You too ~~

Ahh...Missing you all

2010-04-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

I was browsing through my photo album just now.
Came across some really memorable and makes me feel so nostalgic about it.
I miss those days when everyone was so close and those boudaries were not there.
These days, everyone seems to be so faraway, in different area, different country and doing different things.

Oh well...life goes on but...

...I miss all of you a lot...

I miss lab class so so so much!!!!! This is our last Biochemistry with Dr. Palsan!

Aww... now I really know that I love science more than accounts. But what choice do I have? Sigh

I miss my A-levels friends too...

Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.

...my high school friends...

Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.

The other day, I found this song in YouTube, where the group of us will get to listen when we study in the common room down Block G. Things were different back then as compared to know. I find that song pretty memorable and reminds me a lot of those days. Though it's really irritating when it gets repeated every single minute but that's the memory in it. I managed to shared it in FB with some of them but not to all. While I finally got to share to that one person, I almost got ~~rejected~~ denied by it. The way he put it is as though he don't want to have any connection with it anymore. I find that really hard to accept.
Perhaps it was some misunderstanding that happened but I really hope it will go away.
Perhaps it's not significant at all and only I would be so dumb to remember it.
Perhaps it really does bring back some back memories to you guys.
Ahhh...Sigh, that's what I meant by I hope there were no barriers like how all of us used to be. I know it's a childish and immature thinking but I can't help it. Ahhh...well, no point now. ~~Guess the 7 Bears those exist anymore~~.

Regardless of what boundaries and barriers, if there's a will, there will be a way. Communicating and staying connected is no prob unless you don't want it. =)

Though I think not many of you will be reading this but it's alright. Just blogging anyway.

Picture Time!

2010-04-03T16:16:00.001+08:00

Not really in the mood for words, so might as well blog with pictures.

A single photo tells a millions words...

So here goes nothing!

From the beginning of 2010 till today, these are what was captured in my camera.

Happy New Year~! Dumb dumb bro~ LOL!

Happy Birthday~!

Genting Enjoyment~~~~

Mummy's Dish!

Pavilion CNY!

Pray Pray @ Temple in Genting~~~

Me, Mummy and The CAT!

Wedding Dinner...

V-Day Piggies!

CNY meeting ups~~~

The Gurls

Ex-5 Cekal Classmates

Caligraphy Competition @ Chan Wa S'ban

Tenji

Happy Birthday Joey~!

Full House @ Sunway with Classmates (Crystal)

A very close friend of mine in Uni - Crystal

Sushi Zanmai with Piggy~!! Yummy!

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Last but not least,

Farewell for Crystal.

We'll see you next semester!

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It's gonna be Easter Sunday tomorrow, so I'm here to wish everyone a very blessed Easter Sunday!

Whatya Want From Me?!?

2010-03-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

I have so much in mind these days but I have yet to release it out. Dont really have the time too!

My brother has started work here, so it's an additional soul to the house, but also means more housework for me! Sigh...

I have assignments due on Tuesday and the word count is 2000, but all I've written up till now is 93words! Doomed! ~~*But I believe I can reach the limit very soon with my CRAPPING skill*~~

I don't understand why sometimes guys can be so cruel. Why can't they be slightly more attentive? Why can't they just don't make a girl cry? Seriously!

I told a friend of mine that I'm looking at myself when I see her. Those that's happening to her has happened to me before. It hurts, I know but you'll have to stand strong and fight for yourself. It has never been an easy battle, so be strong gurl! You have all your friends around to support you. They are good friends, so don't bother about the biatch! Stay strong my friend!

As time goes by, we get to see who are your true friends, and who are those that would just dump you aside. In uni these days, I'm like reliving my high school days! Seriously! I can't believe that there are people that's so childish that would actually brainwash others, so that she can control them and not allow them to befriend others. OMG! Sad to say, those that kena brainwash, I don't know why they will follow that biatch! Isn't it obvious she's one wicked witch from the west! Oh well! That's none of business but I just feel that you people are very dumb dumb...Hope you all will wake up one day and realize that she has poisoned you gals!

BTW, I'm so so so so broke this month! I'm left with about 50 for the whole week, which includes bus fare, meals and etc. I have been very naughty these days cuz I've been spending on unnecessary stuffs. Every single time I go out, I would wanna get something for myself or for someone else. It's like a 'shopaholic' symptom! But now, I have nothing to spend, I have no choice. Sigh....This is madness! I'm getting weirder by the day!

Something to share...

Ain't that sweet!

The Big 11

2010-03-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

It's been a while.

The last post was even before my classes commenced! How pathetic!

Oh well...that's for being unable to access to the internet. I lived in the stone age for like a month plus! Let's give some updates to you guys.

The BIG 11:

1. I shifted to Kelana Jaya. So, I'm currently staying there and travel to-n-fro for classes. The public transport here is pretty convenient, so I don't have much worries on that.

2. The place I'm renting now has a good environment. I'm lovin' it! At least now I have my on space.

3. I My piggy bought me a table! ^^

4. It's coming to an end of Week 5 now. I've got assignment due next week already! I have already started to pass up assignments. Even had an assessment on last weekend. Hope I did well though!

5. My brother just started work on Monday at BHPetrol, the place I used to work lastime. He's a contract staff there. Will he continue with his studies? Yesh! Definately! Just waiting for the right intake. =)

6. I realize that I've been quite a shopaholic since I came back. I've been buying a lot of things, some unnecessary ones too! I'm worried! Thank goodness I don't have a credit card!

7. I went for cell group with Vivi the other day for the first time in my life!

8. A very close Uni friend of mine is defering her studies. I'm gonna miss her a lot!

9. Just got to know today that there's a 'little devil' (cuz she's short) in my class! OMG! She's horrible!

10. I signed up for facial spa treatment one of these day in this month. Haven't make any booking yet. But will definately go cuz I paid a deposit!=.=

11. I finally have internet connection! Thanks to Daddy that sent the modem to me all the way here! Of course thru courier service! ♥ you Daddy!

Dis.like.

2010-02-11T01:11:00.004+08:00

The weather is terribly HOT these days! Perhaps that's one of the reason why I'm so impatient.

Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*

Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.

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How come people you love so much can be so cruel to you at the same time?
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.

What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]

I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!

I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!

I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!

I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!

I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!

I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.

I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.

I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!

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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]

I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)

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I ♥ You

2010-02-05T16:46:00.005+08:00

Happy 1 Year 7 months Piggy!

I ♥ You

Thanks for always being there for me.

Love you Lots!!!

2010-02-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

I was pretty upset few days ago with some issues. I realize a lot of things since then. Though it was only a few days of ups and downs but it's more than enough to torture me and make me understand certain facts of life.

This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:

"I hate how things are at the moment!!!! Damn!
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/

I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"

I guess you can see that I'm pretty pissed off with something. Yes, indeed I am. Still am.
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.

What I'm gonna write is only towards them and does not affect others.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.

The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.

Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?

After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.

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What I learned?

To be patient and have faith in God.
Never reply emails when you are f-king angry. *Luckily I didn't*
Stay by each other while going through difficulties.
Daddy, Mummy, Lil' Bro and Pig will always be with me when I need them the most!
Not all rich are bad, but when they are, just act stupid. (though I'm still learning to act stupid)
Be thankful.
Let go of our ego. (Yeah, I admit that I have pretty high ego, I guess that's why it's hard for me to act stupid)
Ignore sarcasm and harsh comments.

More of scrapping and painting? What? There's more!?!

2010-01-29T00:30:00.009+08:00

Scrap! Scrap! Scrap!

Paint! Paint! Paint!

That's what me and mummy have been doing for the past few days. Anyway, we're halfway through. Let's have a look at the main gate.

It used to be Dark Blue! (Background of the Dogs)

After scrapping, it's like super rusty!!! Guess that's for not occasionally painting it. It's been more than 5 years that we last painted it. It was also during CNY's time when Grandpa was still around. (Sobs! I Miss Him Lots!)

Anyway, we only manage to paint the side railing, one of the gates and also the inner gates. Hopefully it'll be done by tomorrow. Cheers...

♥

Something interesting happened today

Note the dogs now.

From Right: Sox and Cassie

The "Old Newspaper" was coming to collect the stuffs so we had to chain both of them.

This Sox was so damn excited when he saw mummy holding the chain, he ran straight for the open gates!!!

Damn!!!!

Both of us were shouting at him but he was like a freed bird, flying away to the open air (except that he's running).

Here comes the part. He saw 2 dogs further down the road and he ATTACKED!!!

My Goodness! I was angry but also find it funny. The 2 dogs were way taller than Sox but I don't understand why Sox would wanna pick a fight with some-dogs that are way taller? So happen that the 2 dogs owner were cleaning the balcony so they sprayed water and Sox ran away. *chicken*.

He didn't go back home despite me chasing him around. He just ran on and on, but to the other direction of the road. At this point of time, I was just hoping he's streetwise enough to not cross the road.

When he was reaching the junction, I just call up to him instead of shouting; I bend down instead of chasing.

Guess what? That dumb dumb came running to me.

The moment I grab hold of him, I carried him all the way back into the house and chained him up.

Need not say what comes next, Mummy beat him up... Sigh.
Painful lesson to learn. Sigh. It hurts to see mummy hit him but I can't do anything about it. I just ask mummy to stop and eventually she stop.

Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them. They are just too adorable to be resisted!

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

Especially CASSIE!! My beloved!

She's been with us for the past 10 years, almost 11 years! So, she's not young anymore. She's my first dog and we saved her from the road side near my house. She was just a puppy back then filled with ticks and all. Those days are still clear my mind!

Along the way, she has destroy quite a lot of things in Mummy's garden and make a big mess out of it. Digging holes, ransacking the place are just common stuff she does to the garden. I remember once I left my shoe outside to go in and get a cup of water. The next thing I know, she was biting my shoe and it was a leather shoe I got for CNY! I cried but I didn't beat her(maybe just her mouth). Whenever she does something wrong, I'll be there to protect her. I won't let mummy hit her whenever I'm around. It's a BIG NO NO!!

She listen to me when I'm sad.
She'll always be there to comfort me despite the fact that she can't talk.
She understands me!
She has VVIP pass to enter the house! No scolding! No Beating! Cool eh?!?
She has been sitting beside me this few days while I was doing the work outside!
So adorable! =)
Love you Cass~~ Pwetty Pwetty Girl! ^^

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Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them.
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Nice Day!

♥.J.A.N.U.A.R.Y. ♥.一月份.♥

2010-01-28T00:40:00.011+08:00

First and foremost... Happy New Year to everyone!! I know it's a little too late to wish you guys but hope you guys don't mind plus it's still January! Hehe...

Anyway, here's what I've been up to these days. Nothing much but it's good enough.

Celebrating New Year @ PD

Celebrating Jun & Yeow's B'day @ Kajang

Genting Trip for the twins' B'day

Celebrating Piggy's Belated B'day with his family @ His Home

Bruschetta for Dinner with Mummy @ My House (Yum! Yum!)

Piggy Cousin's Wedding Dinner @ Kajang (Me & Terri)

Celebrating XB's B'day @ Shabu Shabu, 1 Utama

Spring Cleaning the House...Here are my Bro's toys that he wanna give away.
He took a picture for remembrance.

Meeting up with my beloved Ex-Inti Classmates!
My goodness, this is what I've been craving for a long long time! I've been missing you guys like crazy!!!!!!!!

Pics of Me and Piggy @ Pavilion
Nice Deco for CNY though I'm not fond of it, I prefer X'mas Deco. (^,^)

Shopping with Bro @ Sg. Wang, Time Sq, Pavilion & Mid Valley!
We manage to cover all these places within a day! =) Cheers! Yit bought lotsa stuff while I only got some cuz I've done my shopping earlier. ^^

::Hair Issue II::
I STRAIGHTENED my hair!!!!! Hooray!!! It's more 'well-behaved' now.
=Oopsie! No nice pic yet...=

After a week of cleaning the house, it's time to paint the house! Painting...I would say that it's quite a good work out. It's simple but tedious at the same time but I guess you could learn patience here. =) Perhaps different people would have different kinda understanding but that's what I realize.

Oh Ya! I baked some cookies with mummy. I told her I wanted to bake it myself but she just can't stop helping me.
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Two(2) types of cookies and still mum is helping.
I asked her why can't she let me do it myself.
Guess what she said? I not 放心 [I'm worried]!!
=.=
I was like what? I'm not a child anymore then she blah blah blah...
it was a funny conversation though.
No matter what,
Love You Lots Mummy!
You're the Best Mummy in the Whole Wide World!!!!!

Me trying to prove that I'm actually making it!

Cookies Served!

Yummy! Yum! Yum!

Tomorrow, it's gonna be back to scrapping and painting...no pics on painting yet though.

=Oopsie=

I have my weekend almost all planned out.

♦ Saturday - attending Piggy friend's B'day Party @ Kajang

♦ Sunday - Genting!!! Guess what? I got a free room so might as well claim it before it's too late.

Cheers!

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Have a nice weekend people!

2010-01-28T00:29:00.001+08:00

It doesn't really matter after all.

The HAIR Issue

2009-12-15T02:53:00.009+08:00

Everything went as planned that day, but it was only one part and went array.

This is an overdue post, so just bear with me.

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It was last Tuesday.
After handling some stuff in the morning, I went for a HAIRDO.

Aim:-To get highlights

BEFORE

AFTER

OMFG!!!! I almost fainted!

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Let me tell you the process.

First I chose the colour I wanted. Then after some suggestion, I settled with a fair decision.
I like the way the girl highlighted my hair, with so much passion and patience in it. The whole highlight process took about 1-2 hours. I was chatting away happily with my cousin-in-law(CIL) so I wasn't aware of the time. FYI, my CIL owns the saloon and that day she was short of staff, so there was only two of them working. One being my cousin-in-law and the other one being "A" which is the girl.

After washing off the dye, my CIL suggested that I get a perm with big curls. I was thinking, why not? I trust her. All the while, I thought my CIL would be doing the perm for me, but it ended up that A was the one doing for me. The curls were okay but the blow dry cum styling part was the freak-ish part EVER!

I was looking for s.i.m.p.l.e. yet elegant curl. But she gave me !@#$%^&.
I was like so "LALA"

I was scolding "SHIT" (in my heart) all the way after A blow dry and styled my hair. I still can't accept my hairstyle being like that. I guess she sensed my facial expression, so she told me that this was only her way of styling it. I can style it my way when I go home.

After listening to some explaination, I was like "THANK GOD! IT'S NOT PERMANENT."
I would be doomed if they were!

When I reach home, I asked my bro to open the gate and everything, the next thing I know, I was running inside the house.

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After some experiments...

I finally got what I want on the day to Piggy's coussy's marriage registration!

TA-DAAAAA!!!!!

I'm satisfied with the hairstyle now. =)

P.S. I know A means no harm and it's not that her style is bad. Just that I dislike the way she style my hair. I would say, it's the style that I dislike, not her. Apart from that, she's a very nice and good worker. =)

The R word

2009-11-30T01:58:00.005+08:00

R stands for a lot of things but what I meant here is the Results.

So the word is out and everyone is checking their results I suppose. I got to know it from my friends too, I didn't know it at first. The news came when I was about to go out with my parents for Yumcha session. My GOD! That YumCha was like the longest ever~~~~

After reaching home, I came straight to the room and start login to the VU website.

Everything seems so slow...even the page loading was like taking forever.

Once it was loaded~ I felt a punch thru my heart!

I got D!!!!!

At first I thought it was like a D, "D".

You know, "D" in our public exam is like 'FAIL' or in college was like 'RESIT'.

...but in fact, it was a DISTINCTION!

Anyway, I'm very contented and very happy about my achievement. Though I think I can do better but it's good enough for a starter.

::Results::
1 High Distinction (Business Statistics)
1 Distinction (Management)
2 Credits (Business Law & Economic Principles)

So yeah, this is "THE END" of the semester. A very fulfilling and satisfying one.
I can enjoy the rest of my holidays without any worries.

Heap! Heap! HooraY!

梦

2009-11-22T02:41:00.002+08:00

有种感觉

难以形容

甜甜的

疼疼的

好久没有那种滋味

这不代表什么... 只不过是一种心情

我做了好多很奇怪的梦

梦中的你, 是多么的完美无缺

可是, 醒来以后就知道, 刚才所谓的完美, 只不过是场完美的梦.

心想:: 这场梦是不可能会成真! 醒过来吧!

就这样一来, 一天又过去 .

Jesse McCartney

2009-11-17T01:34:00.007+08:00

Jesse McCartney is so addictive!!!

From 'Beautiful Soul' until now 'Body Language'...

I don't know why I still find the youthness in him and the songs he compose.
There is something special in it and there's not much of imitation.
No doubt he's cute and good looking but his songs are more amusing.

I can't remember since when I started loving his songs, then I kinda lost track on the way. But recently, I got it back and I'm back on track now.

He changed from a very boy-ish teenager to a more matured looking man.

I can't believe he's no longer a teenager.
In my mind, I can always remember him as a kid, as 'that-guy-in-SummerLand'...
But now, my impression towards him is like...'Wow! He has grown up so much!!;

I'm Lovin' It!

Holiday~!

2009-11-14T02:29:00.002+08:00

Sleep Deprive~~~~~~~~

I've been out the whole week and I didn't really get enough sleep. My legs are sore, so are my arms. Basically I would say, my whole body is paining and aching every where.

But, the good thing is that I went SHOPPING!!!

Retail therapy at last~!!!!!

Had a great week with my classmates and I'm looking forward to this 3 months break!

There are a few essential things that I need to do during this break.

Most importantly is to get some rest
Secondly is to LOSS WEIGHT!
......and the list goes on.

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Have a great holiday people~!

Happy

2009-11-12T23:39:00.005+08:00

I'm happy for myself!!

Seriously, I'm delightful-ly happy for myself!

Everything is settled for now, at least before the 30th of Nov.

The lecturers have finally uploaded all the internal marks and I would say, I'm DARN HAPPY with it!

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Internal Results are as below:-

Business Law : 33/40 ;

Management : 44/50;

Business Statistic : 39.67/40

(which I'll aim for a D or HD)

and

Economic Principles : 24.5/40

This is the ONLY ONE which is not that satisfying but it's not all bad because knowing very well that it's very new to me. I've tried my best studying for it but eventually...it didn't turn out that good for me. My 1st test was alright, got like 14.5/20 but the 2nd test which was full MCQ is total shit! I messed it up~! Well, nothing much can be done now. Instead, I studied hard for my finals, so I hope everything will turn out alright. I won't be aiming high for this subject but at least a Credit would be very good~! ^^

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I'll enjoy myself to the fullest until 30th~! If everything goes well, then I'll totally drown myself to this 3 months break!! Whee...

Some YouTub-ing Results

2009-11-07T14:23:00.006+08:00

Though it's still exam period but I'm more on YouTube than my books!

Anyway, I came across this few songs by MALAYSIAN ARTIST.

Quite impressive music they have.

One of them is James Baum from Penang. He is of German and Indian mix-parentage.
So far, I heard 2 songs that are quite nice.

i) SOLDIER

ii) LOCKED IN LOVE

The first time I heard both song, I thought it was some American artist or group singing. After searching on Youtube, only I got to realize that it's actually by a Malaysian~!

The other one is Bunkface. They are pretty famous for their song associated with TM Advertisement. If not mistaken, their song is Through my window. The video clip is cute~!

Enjoy people~!

2009-10-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes unpredictable things happen. When it occurs, it's gonna be a life changing event. It don't apply to all but only some of it.

Though it's hard to take it but somehow it's a good experience. It is also when one learn to be smarter and not make the same mistakes again.

Regardless of what, I'll always support you~~~

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2nd of November~!
That's the day where everything will start...
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9th of November~!
It's where every thing end!!!!!!

Yup yup~~ Finals is just a few days away. Kicking off with Statistic, followed by Economics & Management. Lastly, the finale ends with BUSINESS LAW~!!

I can't wait for it to come to an end. So looking forward to my 'Summer Holiday' which will only end in February~! Muahahaha~~

I shall get back to my books now~! Ciaoz

Ballet

2009-10-25T17:58:00.003+08:00

I miss BALLET~~!!!!!!!!

I was browsing through my classmate's photo and saw her in ballet attire. It brought back a lot of memories to me...

The shoes, the attire, the posture...so elegant and unique~~~

How I wish I could turn back time and continue with where I stopped...

∆ Change ∆

2009-10-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

∆ ChAnGe ∆

The definition I got from my Management subject is "Alteration to status quo".
Basically, I feel that it's just more of alteration, difference in norm.

Time changes, every milliseconds, every second, every minute, every hour; so does LIFE~!

I have about a week from my finals now, then I'm done with my Year 1, First Semester. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a pathetic situation. Knowing very well that I can finish my final year by now, but yet I can't do so due to certain circumstances. How could it change to be like that?

Again, it involves change.

Like what I was taught today, without change, there will not be any improvement in life or anything else. Innovation fork out new ideas that can be improved.

*Result of 3 hours of Management in a day*

Relationship, friendship...can change, for the better or worse. It cannot be accurately predicted of what the future may be, all you can foresee is just how the situation MIGHT be moulded with the given scenario.

Life is precious.
This lifetime only comes once.
Live it to the fullest~!
Believe and have faith.

I miss this...

2009-09-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

♥ I miss this ♥

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

2009-09-25T00:07:00.004+08:00

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

It's all different now...
It don't seem to be the same anymore
What is wanted is unwanted; What is unwanted might be wanted.

[courtesy of ClipArtof.com]

I'm supposed to study for my economic test tomorrow, I'm not well prepared at all.
Everything just seems to be out of the way, out of motivation I suppose.
Or am I under stress? No idea.
It's just that I have so much in mind that Economics just not seem to be part of it.
There's Management in mind,
there's Sue's Bro's wedding...what else?
Everything except Econs.
Guess I'm just trying my very BEST to avoid that subject!!
Anyway, gotta face it regardless of what.

Wish me luck people~! It's gonna be my last TEST before my finals~!!! ^^

Signs

2009-09-22T01:12:00.004+08:00

I came across this video clip online,
find it quite interesting and would like to share it with you guys.

Perhaps it's nothing new, but it's pretty meaningful.

Take some time off your books and relax your mind.

Click here

Just my thoughts

2009-09-15T00:13:00.004+08:00

Seems to be so near yet so far these day,
Rain falls and river don't go dry.

I'm here with a splintered heart,
my tears are at the midst of falling down.

Things don't seem to be same anymore
Have we changed? I wonder...

I have my thoughts to voice out,
You have yours...

If everything comes out at the wrong time
Things will go gaga...

Teardrops on my Guitar,
makes me cry...
makes me reminiscence...

Silence doesn't mean that I'm angry,
I would rather not say anything to make things worse.
It's better that I keep silent and think.

Who would know that I'm crying silently?
I wonder...
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I'm tired...and I wanna sleep

D.O.T.A.

2009-09-13T01:16:00.006+08:00

DOTA:
Defense of the Ancient as defined by Wikipedia.

I used to find the game rather boring and stupid. Hmm..guess I was wrong back then. Though I still find it kinda waste of time but yet I played it for 3 consecutive hours today.

It was quite fun but being the only girl in the whole battle is...hmmm...I don't know if this is an advantage or disadvantage.

It was a 5 on 5 game with Piggy's colleague. Met up in Danau Kota (Setapak) TBun for the game.
Initially I though I'll be bored 'cuz thought that I was not joining them for any game. Since there was not enough people, so I joined. Hmm...most of the time I'll be teamed with Piggy cuz he has to guide me here and there. I would say that I'm quite dependent on him cuz I don't really know what to do. After a few game (each game only lasted about 45min I think), I think I know what I have do.

Heroes that I've tried are Drow Ranger and Vengeful Spirit. I personally prefer Vengeful Spirit compared to Drow. Don't know why?!? The first hero I used lastime was actually Drow and I got to master it. After not playing for some time, I just forgotten everything. So this time I used Vengeful Spirit since Piggy trained me using that one. Hmm...guess I've improved after such a long time.

Finally,
#1 - I don't get killed so often
#2 - I get to use my skills
#3 - not getting LOST so much but I still do
#4 - I can KILL hero!!!!! and I KILLED 3 in a one of the game! My highest record!!
#5 - I don't need to be controlled by Piggy anymore. ^^

The thing with DOTA is that I still get 'lost' while fighting and also unable to 'stun' the right hero. ARGH! There are still much room for improvement so I'll play more I guess...

When girls don't put out!!!

2009-09-10T19:29:00.003+08:00

got this from a forwarded email and just feel like sharing it...

When girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy...it's pretty damn smart.

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much.
And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.
I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfit s. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all.

She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... She was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
Dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....
but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.

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Agree?

Disagree?

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Personal opinion:

This is so absurd!!! Okay, perhaps the girl did sthing wrong, but she doesn't deserved to be treated that way. Do you know how much humiliation she had to go through?!? In bed, there is only 2 of them; this is in a jewellery shop, paying money and the guy just put off like that?!? I don't feel that it's right for him to do so though. No offence but guys, come on! You might just get into more trouble like this...
Smart way? Guess not...it'll backfire someday...
Calling your own girl a bitch?!? Might as well you just stay away from her...

Corey & Me

2009-09-07T14:17:00.004+08:00

Corey
*such a poser*

The ever hungry Corey trying to get the biscuit out of my hand!!!

This was taken on Saturday (5/9) at my Grandma's place.
Piggy was feeding him biscuit crumbs.
Corey was so cute~!!!!

1 2 3 4...

2009-09-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

There's only one thing...
To do...3 words...for you....
I Love You!!!!!

My brother was supposed to play for me the other day, but I was 'TOO BUSY' watching drama...
Sorry Yit but thanks a lot too...
This is a post for you...with you playing...

Please click here to listen to Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4....

~Enjoy~

Celebration.Announcement.Tragedy

2009-09-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

I have been procrastinating for the pass few days and not doing anything productive at all.

List of what I've done:
. Sleep
. Watch Drama
. Online (MSN, FB..etc)
. Eat
. Driving lesson n test

Staying at home has always been like that....

But...

This mid-term break has been slightly different.

(1) A Celebration
First of all, it falls during the Merdeka celebration. Though I have not been exactly celebrating Merdeka for the pass few years but I've seen the whole nation celebrating it. I read from the papers, from the TV and from my friends' updates in Facebook. I realize that different people have different way of celebrating it.
As for me, same as any other years before this, I've been celebrating the day with my family. Merdeka day is also my Dad's Birthday~! So yeah, we went for a small family dinner at Kensington in Oakland after that we went back home for the traditional 'CUT-Cake' ceremony. Knowing that Dad loves the 'Pecan Butterscotch' from Secret Recipe, we manage to get it for his B'day cake. He loves it a lot and all of us had a good time chit-chatting while having cake. I really miss those days when all my family members are nearby and back when I'm always in Seremban.
Comparing the days back then and now, I really miss those day. Those are the most treasured time I had with my parents and my brother. Now that all of us has grown up and Dad is out-station most of the time, we don't get to meet up so often. Only during festivals or some odd-weekends that the whole family will come together...
I wonder what will happen in the next 10-2oyears time when both me and Yit is already married?!? Sigh...
Love you Daddy~! Happy Birthday!!!

(2) An Annoucement
I passed my DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE NOW~~~ ^^
I know it's not sthing to be proud of because I took ages to get it done. It's not because I failed previously but it's due to other circumstances. Anyway, it's all good now~! ^^
Piggy, you don't have to drive so much now~! ^^

(3) A Tragedy
On this Merdeka Eve, something tragic happen. One of my cousin brother had some drinks with his friends in Era Walk and ended up drunk. He was quite big-size so no one can actually move him back into the house. He wanted to sleep in the car so his siblings just left him there.
The next morning, one of the my uncle went to his house and found him in the car. He was breathing but already in a coma.
According to them, half of his face has already turned black. By the time, he was sent to the hospital, half of his brain is already dead. Brain haemorrhage it seems. It was a devastating news to all of us, and his Dad almost fainted in Johor. Everyone rushed back from all places to see him. Even my aunt and cousins from S'pore came back too.
As my cousin brother's blood pressure fluctuates, thus the doctor is unable to operate on him. The doctor advise that he should be sent to KL General Hospital for operation. On the same day, he was admitted to KLGH.
This is where the most tragic, most devastating news come in, he is pronounce brain dead. There is nothing much to be done at this stage, the doctor ask if the parents are willing to donate his organs. And they agreed, so by yesterday evening, they've already harvested some of his organs for donation. Currently, they are having prayers at my Uncle's house.

I believe, his death will bring about awareness among the family members. Especially my cousins that smokes and drinks a lot. Thanks to alcohol and cigs, it has taken a young man's life. He is on 33-years-old when he passed away. He leave behind his parents, 3 sisters, his wife and three (3) children.
It breaks my uncle and aunty's heart to see their ONE AND ONLY SON leaving them due to such incident. I saw my aunt today, her eyes were almost popping out of the socket, so swallon, so red. It pains me to see them this way. I feel really sad for his wife and children, I wonder what will happen to them now. I guess my uncle will really take care of them on behalf of his ONLY SON. He is also the ELDEST grandson in my Mummy's family.

R.I.P. Ah Wai Kor Kor

Basically, these are the main events that happened throughout these few days. So people, take good care of yourself. Appreciate your life and time with your loved ones. You will never regret it.

Nice day~!

Excitement on...

2009-08-24T22:56:00.004+08:00

At this point of time, I am at my UTMOST MOOD today...

This is due to Management and Organisational Behaviour subject.

I was quite happy and satisfied with the assessment marks that I've gotten~! YEah, though it's not the highest in the class, but yet I'm very happy with the achievement on not being in the group of '70% of the class got 4.75/10'

Though not very nervous but more like anxious to know my marks, I went for Tut class as usual. Miss YaYee was kind enough to distribute the assessment after discussion on Questions, if it wasn't for that, I suppose the whole class will have problem concentrating!

Anyway, everything passed by like super slow (for me)...1 hour's class felt like 2 hours!!! Finally, time to get our assessment back. She asked us to jot down the expected marks and show it to her before she give us back the paper.

When it was my turn, I just told her that I was expecting about 4/10 (because she said so many people failed, I don't dare to put much hope). Her reaction was like 'Are you sure?!?'...which makes me even more nervous. >.<"

The moment I took my paper back, I saw 8.25!!!! I was so happy~!!!!
Yup yup!! I got 8.25 out of 10 marks!!!!!

Practically I've been smiling the whole day!!!! I went shopping at Forever 21 (I ♥ Them) to treat myself! ^^ Bought 2 blouse! So yeah...at least my effort paid off~! I shall do better next time~Ganbatte!

2009-08-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Arlow~~~
I would very much like to blog about my B'day Party but I'm really very dreadfully tired today.
For the FIRST time in my life I sat for Economics Test!!!!!
Well, it was an assignment test, so wasn't that bad. We had about a week to prepare for the answer. I was a bit nervous during the test because I kind went 'blank' while doing the paper...sigh. The good thing is that I manage to finish the paper on time. ^^

Hope that I'll do well in that paper though...

It's a Saturday tomorrow but I have classes. Block Teaching from Mr. Matt Nichols from VU Melbourbe, Australia. It's on Business Law subject. This thingy goes on for about 3 days but once the tutorial it's done, then the 3rd day we don't need to attend anymore. So yeah, tomorrow's gonna be a busy day~! After classes, will have to meet up with Ah Gong they all for dinner at Shogun in 1 U. A friend - Jing Kai came back from US I think...so we are having dinner together.

I shall blog about my Birthday when I'm a bit free...I free from exam for now, but have assignments to do~~~~~

Ciaoz...Have a nice day~~

2009-08-13T19:46:00.003+08:00

Law Plan is up next on the LIST~~~~Here are my not-so-piled-up books...

Initially, my aim was to finish my law assignment by today, but seems quite impossible after realizing that there are a lot of things that are missing. I guess I still have a long way to go...
It's due on MONDAY~~~~ again...it's on a MONDAY!!! Why do I have to choose Monday's Tut?!?!? Know why? I don't have a choice 'cuz I didn't turn up for the tut signing up. *Smartness*
But fair enough that my timetable is not that sucky compared to some of them that actually set their timetable. ^^

Lastnite me and Piggy watched District 9 for FREE~!! Yup yup!! Thanks Terri for the tickets~!! I guess different people will have different view on that movie cuz it's not really that straightforward. Some might complaint, some might compliment, but for me, it's quite a nice movie. Regardless of the beginning which was a bit 'SESAT', the overall outcome is GOOD~!! ^^
Personally, I feel that the plot and the storyline is quite unpredictable, which makes it nice! You won't know what to expect and what comes next. Furthermore, I didn't read the sypnosis on this movie, all I know was that it's about Alien & Humans...that's all...

Till then...Signing off!

My First...

2009-08-10T22:33:00.005+08:00

Finally I passed up my very very FIRST ASSIGNMENT @ Essay Plan!!!

on Management & Organizational Behaviour~~~

I'm so glad~!! One down...few more to go...

Me not feeling so well since yesterday, having cough and slight sore throat. According to Piggy, my throat is sore due to ulcer. I can see the ulcer too!!! Haiz... As for the cough, hopefully it'll go away soon...

It rained today in college. The libray is unusally cold!!! Today is not really a productive day though, haven't read much. Not that I don't wanna read, but I don't have the mood and books to read. My body wasn't feeling that well, but I know that is due to the rain and coldness...but now I'm alright~! Just a bit cough here and there...*cough cough*

This is cute little Corey from my Grandma's place.

Cute eh? Guess what he's doing??? Pee Pee-ing!!!!!
Muahahaha
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He's kinda the replacement for Spanky...sigh...
but he's a lazy bum though, hopefully he wont' be one when he grow up~!

唉！

2009-08-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

我累了
好想停下来一会儿
好想慢慢走
好想往后看看
好想……好想……

感觉上我很久都没有停下来了
没有喘气的那一刻
从工作到读书
都没有真正的休息过

没有地方居住是很难的
每天要依赖朋友接送
我很不好意思

唉！

Disappointment-to-be?

2009-08-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

I got a feeling that I'm gonna be disappointed by the event that's gonna happen soon...

Not to say that I'm being negative...

Just the thought of it, reminds me of what happened few years ago...

It's just really disappointing and I just felt like kneeling down and cry at that moment...

In exactly a week's time, the event is gonna be organize again...

Do u think it'll turn out to be a disappointment?

I hope not...I just have the fear of it reoccuring again...
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Sigh...

1 out of my 2 best frens are not coming...

2 out of my 5 Sban close friends are not coming...

Disappointment?!?!?!?!?

Something to....

2009-08-06T18:54:00.005+08:00

Guess what?

These days I've been spending more than half of the day in the library. The thing about this library is that it's very comfy and the environment encourages you to study. The resources here are quite unlimited.

Kinda like the library here...
I like the books here basically, I can find anything I want here. Though the resources needed to do the assignment are not easy to find, but at least there EXIST here...

From where I'm sitting, this is a small section of it.
This is also where I find my books. ^^

Something to ask...

How can I assess environmental uncertainty to Apple and Iphone in Malaysia???

Can anyone help me?

I'm lost at this point. Apart from that, I'm okay I guess.

Something weird...

These days I've been pretty dehydrated. I can feel it. It all started the other when I filled up water in college, the water was like muddy color, then I kinda have this fear so I didn't fill up water in college. At times, I forget to bring water to class. So I ended up buying small bottle of mineral water or drink coffee. >.<" Well, at least today it's slightly better. I brought my own water bottle FILLED with water~~~~

Some progress that I would like to share with you guys...

I have been doing some walking in the college and I found this 'newly renovated' toilet at one of the corner. Hmmm...it's way better than the other toilets around...Yikes!!!!

I manage to found a few new routes too!!! It eases the pain of walking and getting lost around. ^^ Cheers!!! It's like a MAZE in here...

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Have to get back to my assignment now...
Have a nice day people... ^^

2009-08-05T00:04:00.007+08:00

Assignments are starting to pile up now.

I have 1 assignment due next monday(10/8) and another due on the (17/8)~~~~One for Management and the other for Law. Perhaps it's the consequences of leaving school too long, now I have no idea and pretty clueless on how to start on the assignment. It's just a plan, nothing big, but still it's giving me some pressure. Even though I look like I've got nothing to worry, but in fact I have A LOT to worry.

The thought of doing assignments, sometimes I would rather choose to do lab reports than these kinda essay assignments. Though I know how to 'crap' a lot but then again, there are words limitations and there are requirements to it. Anyway, no matter how much I complaint, I will still have to finish up my assignment.

To make things worst, I have test coming up on the (21/8). The subject is Economic Principles. I kinda have difficulty in this subject. The lecturer is going pretty fast and I think she's assuming that all of us had taken Economics before. Hmmm...I guess the basics on economics do help a lot in this matter. Even my classmate with economics background is having a hard time understanding certain facts on Elasticity. (Test is on Demand & Supply and Elasticity chapters - 21st August 2009)

Just finished my Statistics Excel Sheet thingy. Quite fun though 'cuz of the function available in Microsoft Office 2007. No doubt that this newer version is more complicating but it's quite interesting when you get hold of it.

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Getting stressed up d...

There are more assignments to come and due too~~~Sigh

It's only Week 3 by the way, so I still have a long long way to go...

P.S. Still can't find a place to stay~!! ARGH!!!!

Some interesting picture to share with you guys. It's made of Cellotape ONLY!!!!

~Have a Nice Day~

Right.Wrong.Decisions.Choices.

2009-08-01T00:01:00.003+08:00

It's so hard to make a judgement these days of who is right, who is wrong.
Basically, I can't make any judgement these days. Making a decision or choice is already hard enough for me, what's more if it's a judgement of who is right?

I always think of others when making a decision. It's really hard when you need to satisfy both sides if there are 2 different people. In the end, I'll just say 'Anything!'. It's not that I don't want to choose, but it's rather a difficult position for me to choose. I'm not that fussy about stuff, so basically I can just go with the flow, no specificity. If I try to satisfy one side, the other might not be happy or vice versa, isn't it hard? I feel really bad if I have to make a decision that can't satisfy both...
Anyway, I've been trying to make decision without really contemplating about who to satisfy. I'll just suit myself. Sometimes I still wonder if my moves are gonna be too harsh on them. Hmmm...

Then about judgement. It's not exactly judgement, it's more like judging who is right or wrong. I can't decide when all of them are my loved ones. That's pretty hard you know... My love for them have to be balanced I supposed. But somehow, it won't be enough to make everyone happy.

Sigh...that's the bad thing about ME...

I tend to feel bad whenever this kinda things happen. It makes me really frustated. Especially when I'm super tired today, having all this is mind is so-not-good!!!

No matter what, I'll try to get a good night sleep.

~NITEZ~
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31st July 2009

2009-07-31T00:29:00.003+08:00

View of Genting Klang from 17th Floor.

31st of July mark the last day that I'm staying at the place. It will surely bring back a lot of memory to me. Regardless of the pathetically small room size, this room has been my companion and my shelter for the past 6-7 months.
Me and Piggy have been shifting out the things for quite a few days now, but until today it's still not done yet. After class tomorrow, I'll go back to do the final packing and also 'bid' my room GOODBYE for good~~~~~~~

Sigh...

Thinking of places to stay...I'm gonna get serious HEADACHE~~~~~

ARGH~~~~

Gotta Sleep now...Buzzing off now...Nitez....

2009-07-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

Two blogs in the same day?

Yeah...that's basically what I'm doing now.

I wanna read and study a bit for my Economics but then again, Cc is not exactly a place to study.

Sigh...

The people beside me that came in later than me just left. Sigh...

Argh~!!!!!!!!

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Anyway, what I wanted to blog about just now has alraedy gone of my mind.

I'm leaving now. Getting sick of this place too~~~~~

Ciaoz

I'm so sick of this~!!

2009-07-29T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired~!!!!!

Traveling to class is really taking a toll on me. I guess it's gonna be more worst for Piggy. Sigh...

What am I sick of?

-Not able to find a place to stay.

-Found a place to stay and paid deposit. Only to know that the apartment is having a lot of financial problem~! Thank goodness I got my deposit back!!!!!

-Still can't find a place to stay.

-Got cheated by the stupid taxi!!!!! (Really very very pissed off~!!)

-Traveling...

-Waiting...

etc.

Currently I'm in the Rock Cafe @ Sunway blogging, online-ing while waiting for Piggy. This place has become my 2nd hang out place since coming here. It's called 'Medan' lastime and people still call the same name. Pretty convenient here with the facilities and food around. I can see my classmate playing Dota here but they have no idea who I am. =)

According to this PC that I'm using now, I've been here for the past 2hrs 14mins. Sigh...

Hungry...Tired...Sleepy...

Experiment of New College Life

2009-07-26T02:26:00.003+08:00

Experiment: Experiencing New College Life

Objectives:
1) To be familiarize with the college.
2) To understand the lectures that were taught.
3) To make new friends.

Procedures:
There is no specific procedures. Just have to adapt to the environment.

Results:
Day 1
Went to college with Vivi. (Thx!)
I got lost in the college compound.
I have no idea where is where and the building does not connect to each other.
Lectures were okay.
Bought a few text books.
Walked a lot.
Got to know a friend from Maldives - Yamani.

Day 2
Went to college with Vivi. (Thx!)
I got LOST again.
Finally managed to get my receipts after several attempts.
Got my access to Blackboard & Computers.
Walked a lot.
Got to know a friend from Tanzania - Rahma.

Day 3
Travelled to class from Wangsa Maju to Kelana Jaya.
Took cab to Sunway from KJ.
Did NOT get LOST. *happy*
First class for Statistic today. Lecturer was funny.
Met no new friends today...

Day 4
Piggy fetched me to class. ^^
Did NOT get LOST. *happier*
Met with my Mentor.
Met back with my FIRST friend from Orientation - Ivy.
Had lunch with her.
Economics is confusing.

Day 5
Piggy fetched me to class. ^^
Yamani was absent from class.
Got to know a new friend from Indonesia - Mei Ping.
She and Ivy are in the same Mentor-Mentee programme with me~!
2 hours of lecture for today.
Went back home after class. Piggy fetched!! ^^

Conclusion:
It was quite hard for me to get thru the week. Though classes were okay but the thought of travelling from a place to another is quite tiring. As the class is pretty big, so it's kinda hard to make friends. The college layout is pretty confusing and only certain places are linked, thus you have to walk another way to get to your destination. In general, the lecturers there are quite cool. Lectures are understandable but only certain parts are confusing.

Day 3 & 4

2009-07-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

I'm proud to say that I've made progress in NOT getting LOST~!!

Well, the condition has been improving. Finally, I kinda found back my friend from orientation. She was the first girl I spoke to cuz she was sitting beside me. So yeah, it feels GREAT today~!!! Finally got her number and we had lunch together. ^^
So I guess today is one of the happiest day for the week. Hehe...

I won't say that today is a productive today 'cuz I don't really understand what the lecturer was teaching in Economics. Hmmm...Got kinda confused at one point, and by the end of that lecture, I'm blurred~! >.<"
Have to read up a bit to do some revision.

Well, Piggy is working now. Hmm...pity him though, he came and fetch me after class. After dinner he rest a while then he's off to work again...sigh...but he got a day off later cuz he's been working quite long hours for few days straight.

Anyway, I was listening to some songs just now and came across this long-time-didn't-hear-song : So Close from Enchanted.
This song brings back a lot of memories. Regardless of what has happened in the past, this song will be my all time favourite. I remember back then after the movie was out, I kept listening to the OST non-stop. It's pretty addictive and I don't mind repeating the songs over and over again. Was kinda hoping to get the score for that song, but after like 2 years, I still haven't get it.

Better sleep now. Ciaoz people~!

Day Two

2009-07-22T00:58:00.004+08:00

Day 2

This is really embarassing. I got lost again.
But this time is not fully my fault. The admin ppl told me to go to the opposite direction of the computer lab, so of course I listen to her. Then I ended up don't know where. Some very isolated place without any people walking. Sigh...this is just sad...

The best thing about this is that I WALK a lot~! Although there are lifts around but it's pretty crowded with people, so I basically walk the stairs! Which is GOOD! Well, let's hope that I'll be hardworking enough to walk for 3 more years. LOL

Finally got my receipt today~!! Like after so many days of waiting, asking, waiting and more asking...Thank goodness to Uncle KS that kinda screw that guy. Basically that guy lost the bank-in slip, so u know what he said when he requested for it? He said that it was NOT CLEAR. Like BULLSHIT! wei...I saw the slip before and I wrote my name on it! It was perfectly CLEAR!! Every single word can be seen...I guess their eyes just grow in the backside? LOL. Anyway, I finally got it after like 5 days of waiting, nextime I won't make payment that way anymore, I'll just make cash/Ccard payment~!!!!!!

Classes today was okay. Met this girl from Tazania. She's so tall!!! and pretty also~!!

Met up with Laura for Lunch at "Pink". Hmm...there are few places to eat actually, e.g. Orange, Pink, White and Medan. I find them very cute like they identify the shops by color except for Medan. Food was not bad but then it's pretty expensive too~~~Well, I guess I have to prepare for that...

After classes Me and Rahma (Tazania gal) went to CLC to get our Username&P/w. Then met up with Vivi at Library. After that we left for Pyramid. We walked around and shopped a bit. Then met up with Piggy for dinner~!!
Yeah~! Piggy that's it! Missed him so so so so much~! We had dinner at TGIF then I followed Piggy back to here - KL~!

Yeah, so I'll be taking the train to Uni tomorrow. It's 1030am class so I'll have some spare time I suppose.

Anyway, that's about today. Ciaoz people. Sleepy time now...NiteZ

Day 1

2009-07-20T17:40:00.002+08:00

Okay...
This is gonna be a quick one cuz I don't have much time left.

First day of class
-not that cool, just okay...
-bought books which cost me RM75 [considered cheap cuz all my books are above RM100]
-met up with Laura
-Ate lunch with Vivi...
-Class finish at 12.30noon...so I have like so much time left.
-got LOST in campus~!!!!
-sweat a lot from walking [cuz I go lost]
-went to library
-went to Financial Services but still can't get my receipt! Damn it~! Paid like almost 5 days ago but still can't go thru...stupid~!
-settled my tutorials.
-manage to make ONE(1) friend from Maldives! Cool gurl~!
-came to CC to online...

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End of Day 1

15...16...17...18!!!!

2009-07-18T19:00:00.003+08:00

15th July 2009
My First day at Sunway College.
Not exactly classes, I was just there for orientation. *lame*
Hmm...not too sure how to cope with it though. I have this really weird feeling like jitters to go back to studies. No idea why but just have that feeling. I suppose that's the feeling after working for a period and going back to studies after that.
Sad to say, after 1 day of orientation, I only made like 1 friend. *Pathetic*
She's quite nice but too bad she's only taking Economic Principles with me. Hmm...
My class is pretty big, 3/4 of the Auditorium is occupied that day, so I suppose the lecture theater would be full. Nah, not too sure about everything. With such big class, I guess it's gonna be pretty hard to make friends. =(
Since I don't have a place to stay yet, so I stayed over at Vv's place for the night and she sent me to college the next day~! Thanks a lot girl!!!

16th July 2009
Supposed to go college today but didn't go. No transport.
According to them that today is one of the most important day cuz we have to register for our tutorials. Too bad I can't make it nor can I choose my tutorial. Let's pray that there are still places left for me to CHOOSE a BIT. I don't expect much but at least give me a chance?!? Hmm...
Stayed at home the whole day, trying to look for a place to stay...

17th July 2009
Okay, definately didn't attend college but then I attended ACCA Prom.
For this, I'll blog separately...
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Oh ya~! Have a looked at Indah Villa as well. Hmm..not that good though. Look really worn out.

18th July 2009
Woke up kinda late this morning. Anyway, we went to Sunway to look at the place. It was nice. Both that we went - Sunway Lagoon View & Palmville. Well, staying at all this 'luxurious' place, there's a price to pay too. There's not much choice here so I have to take up either one. The bargains are quite good actually but then again have to consider other factors...Hmm...

*No pictures yet of me in College...see if I have the courage to camwhore in class. =)

S'ban vs Kajang

2009-07-12T23:17:00.007+08:00

When in Seremban::

1-Slept in my cosy bed...

2-Helped my brother do some drawings...

3-Went out Yumcha @ FoodTiam with bro and Piggy...

4-Talk talk to my brother...

5-Read my offer letter...(I'm ACCEPTED!!!!)

6-Thinking of Orientation

7-Search for a place to stay...

8-Ate home-cooked food..

9-Played with Cassie & Soxsox..(my doggies)

10-Stayed at home and didn't do anything much...

11-Ironed some clothes..

12-Get ready things for classes

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When in Kajang::

1-Out half of the time

2-Played some DOTA...

3-See people play DOTA...(not gud enuf to play with them)

4-In the Cc half the time...

5-Feeling out of the place sometimes...

6-Blogging here...

7-Searching for a place to stay

8-Facebook-ing

9-Thinking of Orienatation

10-Listen to people shouting while playing Dota...*clueless*

11-Yumcha session with the Piggy's friends. until now...almost 2am.
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Well, that's basically what I've done throughout this weekend. Nothing productive or anything, just purely wasting time and enjoying before I go back to study.

Pray that I'll find a place to stay soon...I can't stop thinking about it~~~~~~~!!!!

Looking around for a place to stay...

2009-07-11T02:30:00.004+08:00

I've resigned from my work few days back. I will definately miss all of them working there. Even though there are misunderstandings and problems all the time, but it was a good experience plus I've met GREAT people there~~~~

The last 2 days I've been searching for rooms around Sunway. Damn it is hard to get a room there!!!! Seriously, it's really hard and there are so much requirements. Prefer Female ONLY, Prefer MALE Only, Prefer Indonesian-Chinese...etc...

I've tried calling so many people but no one actually replied.

Posted in the forum but only a few responses...

Emailed a few people but only have 1 response...

SMS them but totally NO reply...

Call them but NO answer...

How would you feel when you get this kinda responses?

For me, I was kinda down. Loss of hope. I can't blame anyone for this actually. Everything was in a rush...applying for uni, waiting for the offer letter(which have yet to arrive), quiting my job, looking for a place to stay...etc. Everything was not well ordered and managed. If it wasn't due to change of plans, I would have plenty of time to find for a place to stay.

Now that I've called up Sunway, they said they've couriered the offer letter to me, but I haven't received. They said that it's a MUST to attend Orientation... =.="

Speechless. I thought that I could just not go to orientation and shift my things, but now, looks like I don't really have a chance.

Wish me luck in finding a place to stay tomorrow. If you guys have any suggestions or places that you know that I can rent, do let me know ASAP.

Text me on my mobile if you may.

Thanks a lot peeps~!!!!!

Gotta go now...keep on searching...

It hurts...

2009-07-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'm a bit upset with what you have said earlier. Even though it is the truth but it do hurt a lot. Perhaps it is better to be kept secret and not revealed to me. I suppose there is a reason of why there are certain things that are meant to be secret, too bad for me that I know about it now.

Sigh...I do regret of what I've done previously, but I hope that people will stop mentioning about it. It's not like I did not do my best, it just didn't turn out right for me. I did tried my best but perhaps not good enough. At times, there are reasons of why I did so badly, you guys should know better. If it wasn't for all that, I might have a better ending.

My mood is spoilt now. I'm not angry with you or anything, just feel upset. The feeling of being hurt...u know...its hard to explain though.

What a small world~!

2009-06-30T00:25:00.005+08:00

Something really strange happened today.

I have been wondering about something for quite some time since I started working with BHPetrol.

It is about this station in Yong Peng, every time the dealer call,

he would say "Sini BHP xxx, Mr Ng sini, saya nak tolong customer active-kan card....."

Then in mind, I'll be wondering if this Mr Ng is my friend's father who owns a petrol station in Yong Peng.

All this while it has been playing inside my mind, especially when that particular station called.

Finally, the day has come for me to know the answer.

Once again, I received a call from the same station again. This is it's a girl. She wanted to activate the customer's card. I was trying very hard to analyse her voice, then I finally call her mobile phone. After it was connected, there was this 'tak tak tak...tak tak tak...' sound from the other side of the phone, then I knew that it was my friend. After the conversation, I asked her, "are you Sze Fang?" I bet she was pretty stunned, then she ask me back, "EH? How you know one?". Then the conversation started. I asked if she remembered me, then she was like Yayaya~~~ Then we chatted for a while before hanging up!!!

This is such a small world! I can even 'meet' a friend from across the phone!!!

So now I know, the station (somemore it's BHP) belongs to my friend's DAD!!!!

Here are some pics of us lastime when we were doing the 120 hours non-stop swimming event.
It was a successful event, being recognized by the Malaysia Book of Records!

The Organizing Committees

Sze Fang is the one in d middle, next to me

Record Breaking Event with the swimmers

~Everyone~

AnGel~

2009-06-27T03:24:00.004+08:00

Just thought of this song suddenly and felt like listening to it.
It's been awhile since I listen to all these songs...
It's like a reminiscene of those days in college, hanging in the hostel room ~ G4-54, I still remember the room I stayed in. It's really cosy, sometimes I wonder if I'll actually find a nice place to stay in the near future.
I remember Wen asking me about this song lastime...now that she's happy with the one she love, I'm glad as well...

专属天使 - TANK

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

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Lil' Brother

2009-06-21T17:33:00.003+08:00

Brother just told me sthing and it makes me feel better and also bad at the same times. It's very hard for me to side both sides when both are important to me. So, I suppose I'll just have to let it be...hopefully one party or both will realize...

I realized that my bro has grown up to be a more matured person. Even though he is still mischievious and all but now he knows how to think for himself. We've noticed much changes after his birthday the other day, I am very happy for him...These days, he seldom quarrel with me anymore. He listen to what we have to say and accept/reject whatever that goes through his filter. It's better this way where he learnt from his mistakes. Yit, u've seriously changed! Love u bro~!

Keep it up~!

Farewell - Yirou

2009-06-21T02:22:00.004+08:00

Sigh, everyone seems to be leaving the company...

It's a very sad sight but there's nothing much that I can do about it.

It's just life I suppose, that we have to move on and grab whatever opportunities that comes by.

Monday was Yirou's last day.

Yirou

After work we went to Time Square's Neway to 'Cheong K'!

This is gonna be my first and last time going out with my colleagues cuz I don't think they'll be much chances of us going out anymore.

Anyway, all of had fun that day. We had buffet dinner and sang until about 11pm++ before we Ciao.

I would say that it is one of those memorable times that I'll remember and cherish. All this memories will not be easily erased.

Customer Service Assistants: Wayne, Yirou, Me

When Tuesday comes, I went to work. I felt sthing was missing already.

There's no one to wave to when I open the door.

There're less emails coming in...

There's less noise...less life...

There's no 'emoticon' face there anymore.

I can't call 6647 anymore...

No one to send me any songs via bluetooth anymore...

I can't do a lot of things anymore...

Really miss those days...Sigh

Most of colleagues in BHP are very nice and friendly just some are rotten tomatoes. I'm gonna miss them a lot when I leave in the near future. Now that half of my friends left already, it's not that hard for me, but still I'll miss working there...this is one of those places that will actually leave an impression on me.

Yirou...All The Best to you in your future~!

Miss you lots gurl~~~~~~

Farewell - Wayne

2009-06-20T21:53:00.006+08:00

In a day's time, my colleague @ friend will be leaving for UK.

Although it has only been 3 months we worked together, but I know that I'm gonna miss him a lot. It was such a sudden decision and it's a bit hard to accept it. Within a week, so many things happened.

First, it was Yirou that left the company for studies on Monday. Then now...this colleague of mine...Wayne.

Wayne

Everything just happened within glimpse of seconds, so it's pretty hard digest. I almost cried a few times thinking that he'll be leaving and don't know when we'll see each other again.

Though both of us are from the same state but not of the same town, at least this is in the same country; now that he is leaving for a country which is thousand miles away, the chances of our life to cross again might be even lesser.

He is a really nice and good colleague. He is so cute plus looks like a cute bear! HAha...Everyone in the company likes him~! Friendly, helpful & etc., he's just really nice and easy-going. Previously he's from another department but then after he quit and he came back into my department; from CashCard to Customer Service. Working with him is really fun and the department looks really cheerful and lively too!

To tell the truth, I really 'berat hati' to see him go to UK. But life goes on and when opportunity comes, you'll have to grab it and hold on to it!

Have a safe trip my friend! Hope you'll enjoy yourself there!
Really gonna miss you~!!!

Take care...

P.S. He is so gonna kill me if he see this...hehe...^^

Another weekend gone~~

2009-06-14T00:42:00.003+08:00

It's been like so long since I last blog ~ I just didn't have the time these days plus there was only 1 computer at home.

Now that I got a new lappie, I can do things more freely.

Gramps bought me this lappie so that I can use it during uni days in the future. ^^ Pig helped me chose it, so it should be quite a good lappie. Thanks Grams~!!!

The other day Grams just went for Cataract Surgery. 9th of June! I remember the date, I don't know why but significantly 'printed' in me. Anyway, she's recovering now. Called her the other day, it was nice to hear her voice and glad that she's alright.

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Somehow I feel that there is not much that I can blog these days. I have the urge to blog all the time, like I always do. But somehow I'm restraining from it. I don't know why but I just feel that way.

Blogging used to be where I express myself and all, but these days the feeling of blogging is different. There seems to be obligation to it. Sigh...

Well, I'll see how it goes then maybe I'll be back to myself. This blogging thing is getting further away from me after my old lappie broke down. I missed very much when my old lappie is with me, going thru thick and thin with me, without even complaining. Maybe she does complaint, but it's only a few times. She has indeed sustained a lot of injuries and surgeries before she can't take it anymore. Anyway, hope that she can recover soon.~~~~

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It's gonna be a Monday again tomorrow. Sigh, need to work again.

Till then...Will be updating again maybe tomorrow depending on the connection.

P.S. * P1 Wimax is not that good afterall *

Total Randomness I

2009-05-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

I'm just so not in the mood these few days. Tend to get irritated easily.

I feel very restless and sometimes when the weather is like freaking hot~!!! DAMN IT~ My mood will be like a volcano eruption!

Sometimes I have no mean of control of my own emotions. Though I try to hide it but it just make it worse.

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Regarding about my studies, I received some good news the other day and I'm very happy about it. I can't be too sure of what I'm going into next but just hope that it'll turn out good. My working days will be coming to an end soon and I'll bet to miss it~~~~~

I've been thinking of my studies, my life, my past, my future, my blah, blah blah... It's colorful. Perhaps to some it's just full of dullness but to me, it's colorful yet uneasy.
I've met different people different souls along the way, and from them, I made GREAT friends and NOT-SO-GREAT friends.
My past may be colorful and not so. There are things that I regret and there are that I'm happy about. I just hope that history won't repeat itself.
My future is not that dim now. There are sheer of lights that brightens my way. I fell hard but I'll stay strong...

"No one said that life is gonna be silky smooth,
so these bumps are gonna mould a better me. "

I.D.K.

2009-05-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

Work was hectic last week due to the deadlines for calls but now it's all over...

Nothing much has been happening at work so it's pretty relaxing.

Sometimes just have some thought on my mind.

Feeling restless sometimes and also irritated.

It's just normal to have all this kinda feelings, if I were to be happy 24/7, I don't think I'll be human.

My mind is sometimes elsewhere and it kinda complicates my thoughts.

Sigh...

It's hard for me to explain what's on my mind stimes so I would rather keep quiet.

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Anyway, no worries~~ Have a pleasant day ahead people.

Satisfaction

2009-04-24T23:01:00.004+08:00

This is one of those rare days where things goes smoothly as silk.

Though there were some annoyance in the office namely: Si-Gemuk & Bxtch but overall the day was GREAT!

We had so much fun at the office today, everyone seems to hyper and laughing non-stop!

For Si-Gemuk, she just basically pissed off everyone in the same department every single day. So, I'm kinda used to it, just sometimes wonder how my boss can actually bear with her for what? 29 years? This is total madness~!!! Anyway, she's the least of my annoyance.

But at one point, I got so mad at my colleague from another department because of her sarcasm~! Damn her that bxtch!

I was just politely telling her what the customer want and in the end, she said that "I've already done my part, what else u want me to do? Blah blah blah...If u don't understand, please come and see me. "

Bloody old bxtch, I just asked u to generate a pin code, I doubt u need to be so sarcastic to me right?

Anyway, I replied her "I was just kindly reverting what the customer requested. Anyway, thanks for the info!".
Yeah, it's sarcasm back to her though not as harsh as hers~!

☻**Satisfaction** ☻

I don't know why I'm so happy today. I've been like that since this morning, even everyone in the office seems to be in a good mood. I'm glad today was a Great Day~~~!!!

♪~ Have a Wonderful Day ahead ~♪