OMGosh!

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks? 

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose. 

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Holding Back The Tears...

I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
 I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~