Milestone

* Hello hello!! The world of my beary moments. How have you been? * playing in my mind

Oh wow! I almost even forgot about the existence of this blog.

This is ME - trying to put in some good memories to this blog so that I can read it when I need any flashback moments.

So yeah.

Milestone in Life

I have been working with the same company for 2 years and 10 months now.

Progressed twice and Promoted once. Not too shabby huh? 

Side note to myself: So-not-loving it. I take back my words back then that I said I would love my job and will be so excited about the job. After 2 years down the road, I have found it rather mundane and lack of excitement.

My lovely partner-in-crime is currently working in another country. Missing him a whole lot.

Milestone in Friendship

Both my best friends are hitched. *YAY!*

One of the other best friend - almost got hitched - but didn't happen. I'm sorry to hear about it but it's probably for the better good. Hang in there!

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I am still overwhelmed by this gushing feeling of reading through the old stuffs I wrote. I don't know how I did it but I can't believe I have those words to describe my exact feelings. Highly doubt I still can do that. Too rigidity and formality in my work that has bound me down with my expressive words. Couldn't find those words anymore.

All in all, I truly wish that I have the courage to do the things I want to do and live the dream that I want. #dreamsdocometrue ! Let me pray that I have that guts to move on to a greener pasture.

That's all for now.

Till then folks!

Transition

It's been ages since I have even visited my blog. It's sad, isn't it?

Even the owner doesn't visit it, what makes other people dropping by.

Oh well, that's that, life goes on.

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So, I have started working in February.

 

Initially, I was looking forward to my working life. You know...with all the working lady dresses and looking smart probably just being naive with that thought. It's ironic how I used to say that I love working life and all; but after I have plunged myself into it, it's not as fun as I thought it would be. Considering the fact that I have actually worked before, the current working life is very much different from my expectation.

Generally, I'm very happy working with my bunch of colleagues and I'm venturing into more interesting stuffs now. Thanks to my counsellor/manager for giving me the opportunity to learn more things and see things from different perspectives. 

I shall give myself more time to get use to the working life. I guess, this is my transition period from a student to a working person is taking a slightly longer time than usual. 

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Till we meet again...

A new year to begin with...

2013 marks a new beginning for many, even for myself.

There were many posts on Facebook saying about "end-of-world" back in Dec '12, but all are well; I'm still here typing on my blog which I have abandon for...1, 2, 3, 4....nearly-almost-going-to-be a YEAR!!!

So what have I been up to for the pass months?

Let me summarize up for you. 

• I have finally GRADUATED from my course! Now, I can officially announce that I am an undergraduate!! (Like finally!) However, graduation ceremony will only be held in July 2013~!
• I got a distinction for my Auditing paper!!! 
• I went to Sydney, Australia!! *Superb trip to the max**
• We went to Singapore for Harry Potter's Exhibition!! And it was our first time staying at a hostel. Pleasant place with superb friendly people. :: Beary Nice Hostel @ Chinatown ::

Nice deco! 

My first ever bunk bed experience! Love it! 

• I took up clay craft classes.

I made this after getting inspire by Youtubers! 

One of the clay art that I learnt at d'clay @ 1 Utama

• Went for short trips around the country. Few days here and there.
• I had a rather healthy year. :)
• I think I put on some weight and loss some weight along the way. (Just to make myself feel better)
• I went to an actual gym for a month under some promotion thingy and I loved it! But can't afford it. *Sadness*
• Christmas was excellent! New Year's eve was filled with fireworks and a chilly weather spent with awesome friends and family. 

Big Bad Wolf Book Sale @ The Mines

• Big Bad Wolf booksale was just fantastic!! My book collection are growing!! 

Mmm..I'm not sure if I have missed out anything cuz alot has happened and I can't keep track. That's the bad thing of not writing diaries/blogs, you don't know what has happened and when it happened. Oh well! Just hope that I can keep my coming year treasured here. 

Here's a toss to the year 2013 and lunar year of the SNAKE (when Chinese New Year comes). 

Wishing everyone a great year ahead with lots of good returns. 

______ or not to _______?

To trust or not to trust?

This is something which I have contemplated ever since I step into college 7 years ago.

There were just too many betrayal which not only happen to me but also my friends and family that I saw throughout the years, and it has come to a point which I am reluctant to trust anybody.

A few of my closest friends...my family...there are the only ones.

To Love or not to love?

A blessing that's given to me since I was born. 

I thought my first relationship would be happily ever after; but not everyone's life is like a fairy tale. So much so, that didn't work out and I moved on. And there are people that came and left. Some broke my heart and I broke their heart. Anyway, I'm happy now, with what I have in my life. I have friends and family that loves me and I love them just as much. Family is the best and I always always heart them.  

To Live or not to live?

This isn't much of an option. 

There are times where I fell so hard and deep that it feels like I can never climb back up again. That is when I have this thought, which is not amusing at all. I try to refrain myself from thinking about it.

Not good to have this thought cuz it just screws up your life. And psychiatrist might just think that I'm nutz and I'll end up in some mental hospital!!! 

I'm just in this bad bad bad mood and i'm just stressed out! It's driving nuts!! 

The "Vow" of Travelling

It's unbelievable that I started this blog in 2008 and it's been almost 4 years already! Looking back at all the things that I have written over the years, some are just plain stupid and some are pretty thoughtful (*not self-praising, just thoughtful from my point of view). Well, may the bygones be the bygones, and may the day ahead be a better one.

I just watched "Friends with Benefits". Apart from THE part, I think the story line was pretty good. I haven't got to watch such movies in a long time. Movies like that rarely come along and when it does, it's just turns my thinking around. Anyway, I like the set in the movie. I like the sunny days and all the New York-ers way of life and also Los Angeles!

I like Grand Central Station, especially when they did the flash mob in movie, it was magnificent! I have seen Central Park many times in various movies, would love to see it for myself!




So...that reminds me of  a ' vow' that me and a friend's made - to travel around the world in 5 years time from  the date: 13th March 2012. It was just a plain spontaneous decision made over lunch. Of course we did consider the fact that one of us or both of us might be married by then and blah blah blah...but well, to us...probably that wouldn't be a problem yet. Let's see how things work out to be. It would be a GREAT achievement if we can actually do such awesome things together. I love the idea. Always wanted to do something like that, if I have the financials! That's why we set it 5 years from now...cuz I would have started working and earning...and I would be able to afford it? I hope so!! *Fingers-crossed*

There are so many places that I would love to visit- Maldives, Rio de Janeiro, Paris, Mexico, Switzerland...etc. So many many places, with fascinating culture and scenery.

Aww...I'm dreaming now. Off to dreamland now! ToodleS!

"Place"

This is my so-called "place" where I seek comfort in when I'm going through difficulties.

I'm not going through tough times. It's more like my brain is over-functioning and makes me think of unnecessary stuffs which in turn drain my energy..mentally

I realized that I'm no longer the same me as I was few years back, or probably a year back. My thinking is so much different and my expectations in life have changed tremendously. It's scary when I think of it.

I'm taking a step back, to think, of myself, my future, my past...and many more.

Something that I can do over the short break that I have. At least, a breathing space for me.

I would like to travel, to go somewhere where people don't know me. I want to scream my heart out, for whatever reason it may be. I'm happy with my life, just that there are too much input and there's no output in my mental system, so it's pretty congested at the moment. I need to take time off.

Love you then, love you still...forever and always. 

To my beloved Piggy. Happy 3 years 9 months! I Love You! 

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Contemplating?

Is that what I'm doing?

I suppose so. My mum threw me a lot of questions today which I have no answer to them. Well, not exactly no answer, it's more like I'm not too sure about the answer.

Thinking Hard.

Thinking Slow.

Wish me Luck