Promises and Disappointments

There are times where I'm disappointed to a point where I don't feel anything anymore. It is as though the numbness has taken over me and there is nothing left for me to feel. As we know, disappointment do brings about sadness and pain. I guess everyone would go thru it no matter what; it's part of life.

Sometimes I don't know how to express myself when it comes to disappointment. I would rather keep my mouth shut and not talk about anything 'cause I don't want anything to happen. I dislike quarelling and misunderstanding, so I might as well keep everything to myself and not bring any unhappiness. It's hard to keep up with but then again, it's for the greater good I guess. Maybe one day, when I have lost my patience, I'll burst and everything will be different.

Promises...like one of my best friends have said. Promises made, are not meant to be broken. If they are broken, then they are no longer promises. Why wanna make promises and break it in the end? It hurts and leads to great disappointment and sadness too. Personally, I've tried that and I do agree that it hurts. Somehow, such occasions made me don't believe in promises anymore. Somehow, I'm slightly phobia towards promises made. I just feel very sad and down whenever promises are broken...really, I would cry and think a lot. Sometimes I do wonder if there's anything wrong with me, always crying over little things. I just can't help it.



Anyway, just hope for the best in everything. Hoping there will be not much of broken promises and disappointments in the year to come.

Happy CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!

It has been a tough year last year in terms of many aspects. So in this year of Ox, hopefully things will be better and everyone will be healthy and cheerful!!!

I know I haven't been blogging these days due to my work schedule and lack of internet access. Even though I've change job and I have my own desktop at the office but I don't have internet access. So it's too bad. Anyway, I do understand why they don't let us - temps use it. It's all good at the new work place. At least I don't need to stand the whole day and complaining about my leg paining. I can wear what I want to work and most importantly the pay is way higher.

People usually have new year resoultion. Well, I do have mine but I have not exactly listed it out. So just keep it simple and nice would be good enough.

There are so many things for me to blog about, especially on all the small ocassions that were celebrated. There are many more including meet ups with besties and old friends. I hope I'll have the time to blog everything in the near future.

What kept me from blogging these days was basically work. Previously working in Pepper Lunch left me no chance to even go online to check my mails but now...I guess I would have more time since I'll finish at 6pm everyday and no more shifts! =)

Last but not least, Happy Chinese New Year once again.