Contemplating?
Is that what I'm doing?
I suppose so. My mum threw me a lot of questions today which I have no answer to them. Well, not exactly no answer, it's more like I'm not too sure about the answer.
Thinking Hard.
Thinking Slow.
Wish me Luck
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Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
10 virtually instant ways to improve your life
This is an article adapted from LifeHack.Org. I came across this article when I was google-ing "How to Improve Life". Why this all of the sudden? Why did I want to improve my life? Isn't it good already?
Well, I have gone through ups and downs in my life (who hasn't?) and somehow along the way, there were 'contamination' and I would just like to go for 'detoxification'. I want to improve my life mentally at the moment. The way I have been living now is not exactly a 'healthy' way, so I feel it's just time to make a change. There is no harm in improving your life. This should be the way!! Improving your daily life makes it so much more meaningful.
You can view it here too!
So here goes the adapted version.
Well, I have gone through ups and downs in my life (who hasn't?) and somehow along the way, there were 'contamination' and I would just like to go for 'detoxification'. I want to improve my life mentally at the moment. The way I have been living now is not exactly a 'healthy' way, so I feel it's just time to make a change. There is no harm in improving your life. This should be the way!! Improving your daily life makes it so much more meaningful.
You can view it here too!
So here goes the adapted version.
- Stop jumping to conclusions. There are two common ways this habit increases people’s difficulties. First, they assume that they know what is going to happen, so they stop paying attention and act on their assumption instead. Human beings are lousy fortune-tellers. Most of what they assume is wrong. That makes the action wrong too. The second aspect of this habit is playing the mind-reader and assuming you know why people do what they do or what they’re thinking. Wrong again, big time. More relationships are destroyed by this particular kind of stupidity than by any other.
- Don’t dramatize. Lots of people inflate small setbacks into life-threatening catastrophes and react accordingly. This habit makes mountains out of molehills and gives people anxieties that either don’t exist or are so insignificant they aren’t worth worrying about anyway. Why do they do it? Who knows? Maybe to make themselves feel and seem more important. Whatever the reason, it’s silly as well as destructive.
- Don’t invent rules. A huge proportion of those “oughts” and “shoulds” that you carry around are most likely needless. All that they do for you is make you feel nervous or guilty. What’s the point? When you use these imaginary rules on yourself, you clog your mind with petty restrictions and childish orders. And when you try to impose them on others, you make yourself into a bully, a boring nag, or a self-righteous bigot.

- Avoid stereotyping or labeling people or situations. The words you use can trip you up. Negative and critical language produces the same flavor of thinking. Forcing things into pre-set categories hides their real meaning and limits your thinking to no purpose. See what’s there. Don’t label. You’ll be surprised at what you find.
- Quit being a perfectionist. Life isn’t all or nothing, black or white. Many times, good enough means exactly what it says. Search for the perfect job and you’ll likely never find it. Meanwhile, all the others will look worse than they are. Try for the perfect relationship and you’ll probably spend your life alone. Perfectionism is a mental sickness that will destroy all your pleasure and send you in search of what can never be attained.
- Don’t over-generalize. One or two setbacks are not a sign of permanent failure. The odd triumph doesn’t turn you into a genius. A single event—good or bad—or even two or three don’t always point to a lasting trend. Usually things are just what they are, nothing more.
- Don’t take things so personally. Most people, even your friends and colleagues, aren’t talking about you, thinking about you, or concerned with you at all for 99% of the time. The majority of folk in your organization or neighborhood have probably never heard of you and don’t especially want to. The ups and downs of life, the warmth and coldness of others, aren’t personal at all. Pretending that they are will only make you more miserable than is needed.
- Don’t assume your emotions are trustworthy. How you feel isn’t always a good indicator of how things are. Just because you feel it, that doesn’t make it true. Sometimes that emotion comes from nothing more profound than being tired, hungry, annoyed, or about to get a head-cold. The future won’t change because you feel bad—nor because you feel great. Feelings may be true, but they aren’t the truth.
- Don’t let life get you down. Keep practicing being optimistic. If you expect bad things in your life and work, you’ll always find them. A negative mind-set is like looking at the world through distorting, grimy lenses. You spot every blemish and overlook or discount everything else. It’s amazing what isn’t there until you start to look for it. Of course, if you decide to look for signs of positive things, you’ll find those too.

- Don’t hang on to the past. This is my most important suggestion of all: let go and move on. Most of the anger, frustration, misery, and despair in this world come from people clinging to past hurts and problems. The more you turn them over in your mind, the worse you’ll feel and the bigger they’ll look. Don’t try to fight misery. Let go and move on. Do that and you’ve removed just about all its power to hurt you.
A Little About The Author of this Article
Adrian Savage is a writer, an Englishman, and a retired business executive, in that order, who now lives in Tucson, Arizona. You can read his other articles at Slow Leadership, the site for everyone who wants to build a civilized place to work and bring back the taste, zest and satisfaction to leadership and life. Recent articles there on similar topics include How to save yourself from being hooked again and Why fear of failure is the most common blockage to success. Adrian’s latest book, Slow Leadership: Civilizing The Organization
, is now available at all good bookstores.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
勇敢
::勇敢::Bravery:: by A-Mei
I'm studying but I just can't help it as this song kept on playing in my head.
A close friend of mine sang this song in a Taiwan Competition, Superstar Avenue 7 - that's how I came across this song. As many of you may know that I'm not a big fan of Chinese songs, so it's very rare that I can addicted to these sorta songs.
Jess Lee sang this song with much feelings and emotions. I won't deny that I teared a bit when I watch her on television.
Just love it!!
Jess Lee's Version
A-Mei's Version
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It takes a lot of courage to make the first move.
Once the you take the first step,
the following steps will not be as hard.
Shall I take the path not taken?
Or should I just stay on this path?
There are just too much risk.
I'm risk adverse.
Confused.
Monday, May 30, 2011
I'm Back!...with BANGS!!!
I have been away long enough now.
So here's my new look! Got my bangs about a month ago. Took this photo while I was on the way to the Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor 2010 @ Mist Club Bangsar.
Well, I have been meaning to update this blog for a real long time but somehow a rather, Google Chrome just didn't allow me to do so. Well, not to say GC didn't allow, it's more like, GC detected this malware on my site, so even if I update it, it'll have no function since it's deemed to be dangerous. Oh well, I guess it's over now. They have finally sort thing out?!?
I miss blogging so so much! Whenever I wanna burst, I'll just reach out here but during those few months, I have no where to go. I sourced my fear, anger...etc..into my little diary. But I was lazy to write, so I decided to draw my feelings out instead. Probably it just didn't make sense but I feel better after that. In fact, it's a lot better.
I'm no artist or what-so-ever, it's more like I have this thing for cute little emoticons or stuff like that. I love graphic design a lot. Before venturing into this course of mine, I considered about graphic design. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I have no choice but to let go...yet again another dream of mine to pursue something that I like. So...yeah! It's alright I suppose. Probably it's for the better good.
Anyway, so I created another blog which enables me to only upload things that I drew...in class...or it's more like scribbles on my notes. It's nothing much. Have a look! You might find it entertaining at times, or probably irritating. It's all up to you. If you like it, stay with me; if you don't, it's alright. I understand. Thanks thanks!
*Psst... Feel free to make any comments that you like alright? No harm done. I need improvements too! =) I will really appreciate them too!
Check it out at GwenArt
So here's my new look! Got my bangs about a month ago. Took this photo while I was on the way to the Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor 2010 @ Mist Club Bangsar.
I miss blogging so so much! Whenever I wanna burst, I'll just reach out here but during those few months, I have no where to go. I sourced my fear, anger...etc..into my little diary. But I was lazy to write, so I decided to draw my feelings out instead. Probably it just didn't make sense but I feel better after that. In fact, it's a lot better.
I'm no artist or what-so-ever, it's more like I have this thing for cute little emoticons or stuff like that. I love graphic design a lot. Before venturing into this course of mine, I considered about graphic design. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I have no choice but to let go...yet again another dream of mine to pursue something that I like. So...yeah! It's alright I suppose. Probably it's for the better good.
Anyway, so I created another blog which enables me to only upload things that I drew...in class...or it's more like scribbles on my notes. It's nothing much. Have a look! You might find it entertaining at times, or probably irritating. It's all up to you. If you like it, stay with me; if you don't, it's alright. I understand. Thanks thanks!
*Psst... Feel free to make any comments that you like alright? No harm done. I need improvements too! =) I will really appreciate them too!
Check it out at GwenArt
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Manny HAPPY!
Happy Chinese New Year! Have a Great Rabbit Year!!!!
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Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!
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Happy...Happy Birthday MUMMY!!!!
(There's a lot of B'day this month,
but the most significant one is my mum's,
so I'm wishing her here. Love you mummy!)
♦♦♦♦♦
Friday, October 29, 2010
S.Mile
You see what I tend to do just to avoid studying? Procrastination! I can just sit in front of the comp and just stare without doing anything. Great! Exam stress I supposed.
Breakfast: Muesli
Lunch: Tuna Sandwiches (2pcs)
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Studied 5 Chapters of FIM ----------> Partially dead
Studied 0 Chapters of CF ------------> I'm dead
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I realized that I haven't been taking much photos of myself lately. Even taking with friends are rare unless they are the ones doing the courtesy. I used to love taking photos, but somehow along the way, I lost interest in doing so. Perhaps psychologically I don't feel that I look nice in photos anymore. My classmate say I have a great smile, but then again, when I look at the photos was taken lately, I don't feel that great. I don't feel that happy after all.
I used to be so carefree and smile a lot last time, but these days I seemed to be bugged down so much that I forgot how cheerful I used to be. Mum said I have changed. And I realized that too. I evaluate my well-being almost on a daily basis. I think of what I have done throughout the day and compare it to how I used to be. Seriously, I am not who I am 2-3 years ago.
Being a really patient person for near to 20 years of my life, the sudden change in my attitude shocked my mum. I was pretty surprised that Dad was okay with it. He said he has been waiting for this day to come because he doesn't want to see me get bullied by others. Which is pretty true. During those days, some people tend to take so much advantage of me that I get bogged down by whatever comments they gave. They seem friendly but being friends with them over the years, I realized that they are not. They are just putting on a mask and pretending to be nice. I would like to thank them for teaching a lesson in life. A great one indeed.
Perhaps this change is not so good after all. Losing my patience somehow made me smile less...less cheerful. Can I smile more again?
Breakfast: Muesli
Lunch: Tuna Sandwiches (2pcs)
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Studied 5 Chapters of FIM ----------> Partially dead
Studied 0 Chapters of CF ------------> I'm dead
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I realized that I haven't been taking much photos of myself lately. Even taking with friends are rare unless they are the ones doing the courtesy. I used to love taking photos, but somehow along the way, I lost interest in doing so. Perhaps psychologically I don't feel that I look nice in photos anymore. My classmate say I have a great smile, but then again, when I look at the photos was taken lately, I don't feel that great. I don't feel that happy after all.
I used to be so carefree and smile a lot last time, but these days I seemed to be bugged down so much that I forgot how cheerful I used to be. Mum said I have changed. And I realized that too. I evaluate my well-being almost on a daily basis. I think of what I have done throughout the day and compare it to how I used to be. Seriously, I am not who I am 2-3 years ago.
Being a really patient person for near to 20 years of my life, the sudden change in my attitude shocked my mum. I was pretty surprised that Dad was okay with it. He said he has been waiting for this day to come because he doesn't want to see me get bullied by others. Which is pretty true. During those days, some people tend to take so much advantage of me that I get bogged down by whatever comments they gave. They seem friendly but being friends with them over the years, I realized that they are not. They are just putting on a mask and pretending to be nice. I would like to thank them for teaching a lesson in life. A great one indeed.
Perhaps this change is not so good after all. Losing my patience somehow made me smile less...less cheerful. Can I smile more again?
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| SMILE Kee Kuen! Smile again~! |
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Off All The Wonderful Days!
I realized that this sorta things always happen to me, especially during exam period. Either I fall sick or something will just come up.So Not Good!!!!
Pass 2 days, I was purely procrastinating. The only thing I did with my books were arranging them nicely, filing my notes. That's all! Didn't read anything at all. The only so-called-productive-part is that I watch almost half a season of CSI:NY S1 for the 2nd time. Great right? Sigh...
DAMN!!!!!
Now, how am I suppose to study?
1. Blast the music DIRECTLY into my ears *pity my ears*
2. Find another place to go.
3. Continue procrastinating.
4. Only start studying after their working hours
5. Call The Cops! Shoosh them away!! *highly impossible*
ARGH~!!!!!!!!
Seriously! Off all the Wonderful Days in the world, why today?
I've lived here for almost a year, only TODAY you decided to do something with your trashy house?
The house is in a total mess!
Kena LELONG (Auction) before!
Owing Management fees up to RM30k ++!
Electric + Water kena cut off since doing how many eons ago...
and...the toilet bowl is in the living room!
*This is rather hilarious*
How is that possible?
Now, is it a trashy house?
Oh well~~~ that's life! and it has to go on...
...and I'll go back to my books now~!
Ciaoz!!
Saturday, October 16, 2010
2 Months and 2 Days
The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.
I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.
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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.
Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!
I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.
The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!
Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals!
Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*
It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.
Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~
Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.
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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.
Good Night Peeps!
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Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.
I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.
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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.
Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!
I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.
The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!
Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals!
Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*
It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.
Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~
Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.
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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.
Good Night Peeps!
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Thursday, April 22, 2010
An Honest Mistake!
ZOMG!
I swear! I hope! This will be the last time that this kinda thing should ever happen again!
I got a call.
In Cantonese (*note that the whole conversation was in Cantonese! Imagine me speaking!)
she asked politely, " Who's this? "
I answer, " Hmm...who's there?"
She said, " I got a message from your number, so I called back. I'm JJJ."
I answered," Hmm...message? What message? I didn't send any message."
She said, "It's a picture actually. Got a lot of numbers written on it. I don't understand, so I called."
Then it struck me! SHIT! I must have accidently pressed on the MMS thingy!
so I answered, " Aiks! I think I send it by mistake! Hmm...you are XXX's mum right?"
*must be wondering why I have friend's mum's number? Hmm...Good Question!*
She said, " Ya! And you are?"
I answered, " I'm his ex-classmate. Sorry arrr...I didn't know I send it wrongly."
She said, "Oh! You want to send it to him is it?"
I answered, "Actually no. It was just an accident. Sorry arrr..."
She said, " It's ok. K then. Bye!"
I answerd, "Bye"
I think that moment I just froze like...a snow-woman! Brain-freeze!
Of all the people! Of all my other friend's mum! *I don't hate you or anything!*
I just got too shock and this is just too unexpected!
It was funny at the same time too!
plus...
it's embarrassing...=(
Sorry Aunty. I didn't mean to. It was an honest mistake.
Anyone wanna make a wild guess who XXX is?
*Hmm...don't think so I guess*
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
#1 MidTerm Break
Three(3) Post in a day, is my day that boring?
Hmmm...let's see. It's not that boring actually. Let's go through what I've done today.
That's all for now peeps! Off to bed! Signing off @ 2.02am!
Hmmm...let's see. It's not that boring actually. Let's go through what I've done today.
I woke up about 11am, drank coffee & ate brunch and read the papers.
Called Piggy. His phone literally died on him and now he's using my brother's phone.
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Played with Cassie(my lovely dog) for a while and chit-chatted with Mummy!
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Mummy asked if I wanna eat Yam Cake.
Of Course I want! It's delicious especially when Mummy is making it!
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Chatted with Vivi for awhile
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No drama so I can't DRAMA-ED. Thus, I MOVIE-D
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Watch "Wizards of Waverly Place" and re-watch "Coffession of a Shopaholic"
(In between, I was multi-tasking where I watch and surf the net at the same time.)
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Dyed hair for Mummy used Henna. (She loved it!)
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Mummy cooked a simple yet delicious dinner.
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Bathed
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Chat with Piggy & Vivi for awhile
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Watched "NCIS" and "Criminal Minds" with Mummy.
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Here...I am...blogging...
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Sleep I guess...
That's all for now peeps! Off to bed! Signing off @ 2.02am!
Ahh...Missing you all
I was browsing through my photo album just now.
Came across some really memorable and makes me feel so nostalgic about it.
I miss those days when everyone was so close and those boudaries were not there.
These days, everyone seems to be so faraway, in different area, different country and doing different things.
Oh well...life goes on but...
The other day, I found this song in YouTube, where the group of us will get to listen when we study in the common room down Block G. Things were different back then as compared to know. I find that song pretty memorable and reminds me a lot of those days. Though it's really irritating when it gets repeated every single minute but that's the memory in it. I managed to shared it in FB with some of them but not to all. While I finally got to share to that one person, I almost gotrejected denied by it. The way he put it is as though he don't want to have any connection with it anymore. I find that really hard to accept.
Perhaps it was some misunderstanding that happened but I really hope it will go away.
Perhaps it's not significant at all and only I would be so dumb to remember it.
Perhaps it really does bring back some back memories to you guys.
Ahhh...Sigh, that's what I meant by I hope there were no barriers like how all of us used to be. I know it's a childish and immature thinking but I can't help it. Ahhh...well, no point now.Guess the 7 Bears those exist anymore.
Regardless of what boundaries and barriers, if there's a will, there will be a way. Communicating and staying connected is no prob unless you don't want it. =)
Though I think not many of you will be reading this but it's alright. Just blogging anyway.
Came across some really memorable and makes me feel so nostalgic about it.
I miss those days when everyone was so close and those boudaries were not there.
These days, everyone seems to be so faraway, in different area, different country and doing different things.
Oh well...life goes on but...
...I miss all of you a lot...
I miss lab class so so so much!!!!! This is our last Biochemistry with Dr. Palsan!
Aww... now I really know that I love science more than accounts. But what choice do I have? Sigh
I miss my A-levels friends too...
Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.
...my high school friends...
Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.
The other day, I found this song in YouTube, where the group of us will get to listen when we study in the common room down Block G. Things were different back then as compared to know. I find that song pretty memorable and reminds me a lot of those days. Though it's really irritating when it gets repeated every single minute but that's the memory in it. I managed to shared it in FB with some of them but not to all. While I finally got to share to that one person, I almost got
Perhaps it was some misunderstanding that happened but I really hope it will go away.
Perhaps it's not significant at all and only I would be so dumb to remember it.
Perhaps it really does bring back some back memories to you guys.
Ahhh...Sigh, that's what I meant by I hope there were no barriers like how all of us used to be. I know it's a childish and immature thinking but I can't help it. Ahhh...well, no point now.
Regardless of what boundaries and barriers, if there's a will, there will be a way. Communicating and staying connected is no prob unless you don't want it. =)
Though I think not many of you will be reading this but it's alright. Just blogging anyway.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Picture Time!
Not really in the mood for words, so might as well blog with pictures.
A single photo tells a millions words...
So here goes nothing!
From the beginning of 2010 till today, these are what was captured in my camera.
Happy New Year~! Dumb dumb bro~ LOL!
Happy Birthday~!
Genting Enjoyment~~~~
Mummy's Dish!
Pavilion CNY!
Pray Pray @ Temple in Genting~~~
Me, Mummy and The CAT!
Wedding Dinner...
V-Day Piggies!
CNY meeting ups~~~
The Gurls
Ex-5 Cekal Classmates
Caligraphy Competition @ Chan Wa S'ban
Tenji
Happy Birthday Joey~!
Full House @ Sunway with Classmates (Crystal)
A very close friend of mine in Uni - Crystal
Sushi Zanmai with Piggy~!! Yummy!
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Last but not least,
Farewell for Crystal.
We'll see you next semester!
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It's gonna be Easter Sunday tomorrow, so I'm here to wish everyone a very blessed Easter Sunday!
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
Whatya Want From Me?!?
I have so much in mind these days but I have yet to release it out. Dont really have the time too!
My brother has started work here, so it's an additional soul to the house, but also means more housework for me! Sigh...
I have assignments due on Tuesday and the word count is 2000, but all I've written up till now is 93words! Doomed!*But I believe I can reach the limit very soon with my CRAPPING skill*
I don't understand why sometimes guys can be so cruel. Why can't they be slightly more attentive? Why can't they just don't make a girl cry? Seriously!
I told a friend of mine that I'm looking at myself when I see her. Those that's happening to her has happened to me before. It hurts, I know but you'll have to stand strong and fight for yourself. It has never been an easy battle, so be strong gurl! You have all your friends around to support you. They are good friends, so don't bother about the biatch! Stay strong my friend!
As time goes by, we get to see who are your true friends, and who are those that would just dump you aside. In uni these days, I'm like reliving my high school days! Seriously! I can't believe that there are people that's so childish that would actually brainwash others, so that she can control them and not allow them to befriend others. OMG! Sad to say, those that kena brainwash, I don't know why they will follow that biatch! Isn't it obvious she's one wicked witch from the west! Oh well! That's none of business but I just feel that you people are very dumb dumb...Hope you all will wake up one day and realize that she has poisoned you gals!
BTW, I'm so so so so broke this month! I'm left with about 50 for the whole week, which includes bus fare, meals and etc. I have been very naughty these days cuz I've been spending on unnecessary stuffs. Every single time I go out, I would wanna get something for myself or for someone else. It's like a 'shopaholic' symptom! But now, I have nothing to spend, I have no choice. Sigh....This is madness! I'm getting weirder by the day!
My brother has started work here, so it's an additional soul to the house, but also means more housework for me! Sigh...
I have assignments due on Tuesday and the word count is 2000, but all I've written up till now is 93words! Doomed!
I don't understand why sometimes guys can be so cruel. Why can't they be slightly more attentive? Why can't they just don't make a girl cry? Seriously!
I told a friend of mine that I'm looking at myself when I see her. Those that's happening to her has happened to me before. It hurts, I know but you'll have to stand strong and fight for yourself. It has never been an easy battle, so be strong gurl! You have all your friends around to support you. They are good friends, so don't bother about the biatch! Stay strong my friend!
As time goes by, we get to see who are your true friends, and who are those that would just dump you aside. In uni these days, I'm like reliving my high school days! Seriously! I can't believe that there are people that's so childish that would actually brainwash others, so that she can control them and not allow them to befriend others. OMG! Sad to say, those that kena brainwash, I don't know why they will follow that biatch! Isn't it obvious she's one wicked witch from the west! Oh well! That's none of business but I just feel that you people are very dumb dumb...Hope you all will wake up one day and realize that she has poisoned you gals!
BTW, I'm so so so so broke this month! I'm left with about 50 for the whole week, which includes bus fare, meals and etc. I have been very naughty these days cuz I've been spending on unnecessary stuffs. Every single time I go out, I would wanna get something for myself or for someone else. It's like a 'shopaholic' symptom! But now, I have nothing to spend, I have no choice. Sigh....This is madness! I'm getting weirder by the day!
Something to share...
Ain't that sweet!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Dis.like.
The weather is terribly HOT these days! Perhaps that's one of the reason why I'm so impatient.
Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*
Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.
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What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]
I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!
I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!
I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!
I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!
I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!
I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.
I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.
I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!
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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]
I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)
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Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*
Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.
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How come people you love so much can be so cruel to you at the same time?
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.
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What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]
I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!
I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!
I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!
I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!
I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!
I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.
I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.
I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!
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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]
I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I was pretty upset few days ago with some issues. I realize a lot of things since then. Though it was only a few days of ups and downs but it's more than enough to torture me and make me understand certain facts of life.
This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:
This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:
"I hate how things are at the moment!!!! Damn!
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/
I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/
I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"
I guess you can see that I'm pretty pissed off with something. Yes, indeed I am. Still am.
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.
The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.
Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?
After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.
What I learned?
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.
What I'm gonna write is only towards them and does not affect others.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.
The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.
Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?
After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.
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What I learned?
- To be patient and have faith in God.
- Never reply emails when you are f-king angry. *Luckily I didn't*
- Stay by each other while going through difficulties.
- Daddy, Mummy, Lil' Bro and Pig will always be with me when I need them the most!
- Not all rich are bad, but when they are, just act stupid. (though I'm still learning to act stupid)
- Be thankful.
- Let go of our ego. (Yeah, I admit that I have pretty high ego, I guess that's why it's hard for me to act stupid)
- Ignore sarcasm and harsh comments.
Friday, January 29, 2010
More of scrapping and painting? What? There's more!?!
Scrap! Scrap! Scrap!
Paint! Paint! Paint!
That's what me and mummy have been doing for the past few days. Anyway, we're halfway through. Let's have a look at the main gate.
After scrapping, it's like super rusty!!! Guess that's for not occasionally painting it. It's been more than 5 years that we last painted it. It was also during CNY's time when Grandpa was still around. (Sobs! I Miss Him Lots!)
Anyway, we only manage to paint the side railing, one of the gates and also the inner gates. Hopefully it'll be done by tomorrow. Cheers...
The "Old Newspaper" was coming to collect the stuffs so we had to chain both of them.
This Sox was so damn excited when he saw mummy holding the chain, he ran straight for the open gates!!!
Damn!!!!
Both of us were shouting at him but he was like a freed bird, flying away to the open air (except that he's running).
Here comes the part. He saw 2 dogs further down the road and he ATTACKED!!!
My Goodness! I was angry but also find it funny. The 2 dogs were way taller than Sox but I don't understand why Sox would wanna pick a fight with some-dogs that are way taller? So happen that the 2 dogs owner were cleaning the balcony so they sprayed water and Sox ran away. *chicken*.
He didn't go back home despite me chasing him around. He just ran on and on, but to the other direction of the road. At this point of time, I was just hoping he's streetwise enough to not cross the road.
When he was reaching the junction, I just call up to him instead of shouting; I bend down instead of chasing.
Guess what? That dumb dumb came running to me.
The moment I grab hold of him, I carried him all the way back into the house and chained him up.
Need not say what comes next, Mummy beat him up... Sigh.
Painful lesson to learn. Sigh. It hurts to see mummy hit him but I can't do anything about it. I just ask mummy to stop and eventually she stop.
Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them. They are just too adorable to be resisted!
She's been with us for the past 10 years, almost 11 years! So, she's not young anymore. She's my first dog and we saved her from the road side near my house. She was just a puppy back then filled with ticks and all. Those days are still clear my mind!
Along the way, she has destroy quite a lot of things in Mummy's garden and make a big mess out of it. Digging holes, ransacking the place are just common stuff she does to the garden. I remember once I left my shoe outside to go in and get a cup of water. The next thing I know, she was biting my shoe and it was a leather shoe I got for CNY! I cried but I didn't beat her(maybe just her mouth). Whenever she does something wrong, I'll be there to protect her. I won't let mummy hit her whenever I'm around. It's a BIG NO NO!!
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Paint! Paint! Paint!
That's what me and mummy have been doing for the past few days. Anyway, we're halfway through. Let's have a look at the main gate.
After scrapping, it's like super rusty!!! Guess that's for not occasionally painting it. It's been more than 5 years that we last painted it. It was also during CNY's time when Grandpa was still around. (Sobs! I Miss Him Lots!)
Anyway, we only manage to paint the side railing, one of the gates and also the inner gates. Hopefully it'll be done by tomorrow. Cheers...
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From Right: Sox and Cassie
The "Old Newspaper" was coming to collect the stuffs so we had to chain both of them.
This Sox was so damn excited when he saw mummy holding the chain, he ran straight for the open gates!!!
Damn!!!!
Both of us were shouting at him but he was like a freed bird, flying away to the open air (except that he's running).
Here comes the part. He saw 2 dogs further down the road and he ATTACKED!!!
My Goodness! I was angry but also find it funny. The 2 dogs were way taller than Sox but I don't understand why Sox would wanna pick a fight with some-dogs that are way taller? So happen that the 2 dogs owner were cleaning the balcony so they sprayed water and Sox ran away. *chicken*.
He didn't go back home despite me chasing him around. He just ran on and on, but to the other direction of the road. At this point of time, I was just hoping he's streetwise enough to not cross the road.
When he was reaching the junction, I just call up to him instead of shouting; I bend down instead of chasing.
Guess what? That dumb dumb came running to me.
The moment I grab hold of him, I carried him all the way back into the house and chained him up.
Need not say what comes next, Mummy beat him up... Sigh.
Painful lesson to learn. Sigh. It hurts to see mummy hit him but I can't do anything about it. I just ask mummy to stop and eventually she stop.
Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them. They are just too adorable to be resisted!
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She's been with us for the past 10 years, almost 11 years! So, she's not young anymore. She's my first dog and we saved her from the road side near my house. She was just a puppy back then filled with ticks and all. Those days are still clear my mind!
Along the way, she has destroy quite a lot of things in Mummy's garden and make a big mess out of it. Digging holes, ransacking the place are just common stuff she does to the garden. I remember once I left my shoe outside to go in and get a cup of water. The next thing I know, she was biting my shoe and it was a leather shoe I got for CNY! I cried but I didn't beat her(maybe just her mouth). Whenever she does something wrong, I'll be there to protect her. I won't let mummy hit her whenever I'm around. It's a BIG NO NO!!
She listen to me when I'm sad.
She'll always be there to comfort me despite the fact that she can't talk.
She understands me!
She has VVIP pass to enter the house! No scolding! No Beating! Cool eh?!?
She has been sitting beside me this few days while I was doing the work outside!
So adorable! =)
Love you Cass~~ Pwetty Pwetty Girl! ^^
She'll always be there to comfort me despite the fact that she can't talk.
She understands me!
She has VVIP pass to enter the house! No scolding! No Beating! Cool eh?!?
She has been sitting beside me this few days while I was doing the work outside!
So adorable! =)
Love you Cass~~ Pwetty Pwetty Girl! ^^
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
♥.J.A.N.U.A.R.Y. ♥.一月份.♥
First and foremost... Happy New Year to everyone!! I know it's a little too late to wish you guys but hope you guys don't mind plus it's still January! Hehe...
Anyway, here's what I've been up to these days. Nothing much but it's good enough.
Tomorrow, it's gonna be back to scrapping and painting...no pics on painting yet though.
I have my weekend almost all planned out.
♦ Saturday - attending Piggy friend's B'day Party @ Kajang
♦ Sunday - Genting!!! Guess what? I got a free room so might as well claim it before it's too late.
Anyway, here's what I've been up to these days. Nothing much but it's good enough.
Celebrating New Year @ PD

Celebrating Jun & Yeow's B'day @ Kajang

Genting Trip for the twins' B'day

Celebrating Piggy's Belated B'day with his family @ His Home
Bruschetta for Dinner with Mummy @ My House (Yum! Yum!)

Piggy Cousin's Wedding Dinner @ Kajang (Me & Terri)

Celebrating XB's B'day @ Shabu Shabu, 1 Utama

Spring Cleaning the House...Here are my Bro's toys that he wanna give away.
He took a picture for remembrance.

Meeting up with my beloved Ex-Inti Classmates!
My goodness, this is what I've been craving for a long long time! I've been missing you guys like crazy!!!!!!!!

Pics of Me and Piggy @ Pavilion
Nice Deco for CNY though I'm not fond of it, I prefer X'mas Deco. (^,^)

Shopping with Bro @ Sg. Wang, Time Sq, Pavilion & Mid Valley!
We manage to cover all these places within a day! =) Cheers! Yit bought lotsa stuff while I only got some cuz I've done my shopping earlier. ^^

::Hair Issue II::
I STRAIGHTENED my hair!!!!! Hooray!!! It's more 'well-behaved' now.
=Oopsie! No nice pic yet...=
After a week of cleaning the house, it's time to paint the house! Painting...I would say that it's quite a good work out. It's simple but tedious at the same time but I guess you could learn patience here. =) Perhaps different people would have different kinda understanding but that's what I realize.
Oh Ya! I baked some cookies with mummy. I told her I wanted to bake it myself but she just can't stop helping me.
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Two(2) types of cookies and still mum is helping.
I asked her why can't she let me do it myself.
Guess what she said? I not 放心 [I'm worried]!!
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I was like what? I'm not a child anymore then she blah blah blah...
it was a funny conversation though.
No matter what,
Love You Lots Mummy!
You're the Best Mummy in the Whole Wide World!!!!!

Me trying to prove that I'm actually making it!

Cookies Served!

Yummy! Yum! Yum!
Celebrating Jun & Yeow's B'day @ Kajang
Genting Trip for the twins' B'day
Celebrating Piggy's Belated B'day with his family @ His Home
Bruschetta for Dinner with Mummy @ My House (Yum! Yum!)
Piggy Cousin's Wedding Dinner @ Kajang (Me & Terri)
Celebrating XB's B'day @ Shabu Shabu, 1 Utama
Spring Cleaning the House...Here are my Bro's toys that he wanna give away.
He took a picture for remembrance.
Meeting up with my beloved Ex-Inti Classmates!
My goodness, this is what I've been craving for a long long time! I've been missing you guys like crazy!!!!!!!!

Pics of Me and Piggy @ Pavilion
Nice Deco for CNY though I'm not fond of it, I prefer X'mas Deco. (^,^)
Shopping with Bro @ Sg. Wang, Time Sq, Pavilion & Mid Valley!
We manage to cover all these places within a day! =) Cheers! Yit bought lotsa stuff while I only got some cuz I've done my shopping earlier. ^^
::Hair Issue II::
I STRAIGHTENED my hair!!!!! Hooray!!! It's more 'well-behaved' now.
=Oopsie! No nice pic yet...=
After a week of cleaning the house, it's time to paint the house! Painting...I would say that it's quite a good work out. It's simple but tedious at the same time but I guess you could learn patience here. =) Perhaps different people would have different kinda understanding but that's what I realize.
Oh Ya! I baked some cookies with mummy. I told her I wanted to bake it myself but she just can't stop helping me.
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Two(2) types of cookies and still mum is helping.
I asked her why can't she let me do it myself.
Guess what she said? I not 放心 [I'm worried]!!
=.=
I was like what? I'm not a child anymore then she blah blah blah...
it was a funny conversation though.
No matter what,
Love You Lots Mummy!
You're the Best Mummy in the Whole Wide World!!!!!
Me trying to prove that I'm actually making it!
Cookies Served!
Yummy! Yum! Yum!
Tomorrow, it's gonna be back to scrapping and painting...no pics on painting yet though.
=Oopsie=
I have my weekend almost all planned out.
♦ Saturday - attending Piggy friend's B'day Party @ Kajang
♦ Sunday - Genting!!! Guess what? I got a free room so might as well claim it before it's too late.
Cheers!
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Have a nice weekend people!
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