Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Sunday, April 15, 2012

______ or not to _______?

To trust or not to trust?
This is something which I have contemplated ever since I step into college 7 years ago.
There were just too many betrayal which not only happen to me but also my friends and family that I saw throughout the years, and it has come to a point which I am reluctant to trust anybody.
A few of my closest friends...my family...there are the only ones.

To Love or not to love?
A blessing that's given to me since I was born. 
I thought my first relationship would be happily ever after; but not everyone's life is like a fairy tale. So much so, that didn't work out and I moved on. And there are people that came and left. Some broke my heart and I broke their heart. Anyway, I'm happy now, with what I have in my life. I have friends and family that loves me and I love them just as much. Family is the best and I always always heart them.  

To Live or not to live?
This isn't much of an option. 
There are times where I fell so hard and deep that it feels like I can never climb back up again. That is when I have this thought, which is not amusing at all. I try to refrain myself from thinking about it.
Not good to have this thought cuz it just screws up your life. And psychiatrist might just think that I'm nutz and I'll end up in some mental hospital!!! 

I'm just in this bad bad bad mood and i'm just stressed out! It's driving nuts!! 

Saturday, October 16, 2010

2 Months and 2 Days

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals! 

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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Friday, August 13, 2010

OMGosh!

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks? 

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose. 

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Holding Back The Tears...



I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
 I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~

Thursday, July 1, 2010

我,还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。

我,还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。
(Quoted from JS)


没有人会明白那种感受...
算了吧!
还是自己撑下去吧!


加油!


.....续....


累...

超累...
哭, 也哭过了...
干嘛还是这样?
你为什么还是不明白?
偏偏还是要持续下去...

我, 可以离开吗?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Waiting


Life is like a busy road filled with cars. 
 Either you rush through the heavy traffic 
or 
you shall just wait for your turn to cross the road.


Stop. Wait. Look.

At times you'll get fed up with such processes especially when waiting is involve.
Have you tried being stuck in a traffic jam that last you for an hour or two, maybe even more? 
That's sickening!
Well, that's how life is. Half the time you'll be stuck in the jam and wait...and wait...and wait.

I do get stuck in the congestion sometimes but half the time,
I'm stuck in my own mind! 
Waiting for a resolution to arise 
or
even waiting for someone to appear right before me.

To be truthful to myself,
I'm tired to waitiing. 
I ask myself,
why am I always the one waiting?

All the while, I've been really patient.
Please don't test my patience level, 
it's definately degrading and that's not a good news.

I hope in the future, 
people will be punctual and not let others wait.

I don't wanna be a hypocrite here, 
I just wanna voice out my feelings cuz 
I just feel that I've been waiting for people since like forever!
People don't appreciate!!! AT ALL!


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Why do we always have to live in fear?

Why do we always have to live in fear? 
...living in a den as though we are afraid to let people know what we do.
...living as though we don't have any rights to do anything.
...living like servant to others...

What the heck is this?

I'm turning 22 in a few months time!
I have a life to live!
I don't want anyone to control how I live my life.
My loved ones are the people I treasure the most.
Regardless of what circumstances, I believe that we DON'T NEED TO LIVE IN FEAR!!

I don't care how people look at me.
I'm not rich nor pretty.
I'm not talented nor smart.

So what if I'm not rich? 
Can't I live my life MY WAY?
Can't I have a normal day?
Can't I have luxurious food once in a while?
Can't I go travelling with my friends?
Can't I JUST HAVE MY LIFE BACK?

I'm just a plain girl.
My family is MY FAMILY!
I don't see the point of explaning to people how I'm living my life.

All those idiots need to know is:

IT IS MY LIFE! YOU CAN'T CONTROL IT!

DAMN IT! 

IF YOU DON'T HAVE A LIFE! 

GET ONE! !@#$%^&*(
I seriously dislike people telling me what to do in my life. First of all, you guys took away something precious from me. FINE! So what's next?

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

This is only meant for certain people.

Sometimes I just feel that there's no point in staying in contact.
I don't mean to be rude but  regardless of how hard I try to keep in touch, people just don't acknowledge me.
I leave facebook message, I text them, I msn them...but all I get in the end is...SILENCE.
You guys would rather reply others except me. 

Is it cuz I have yet to reach the status that you guys have achieved?
Am I such a bad friend after all? If yes, tell me!!!
Or some of you have just been using me to get what you want?

Or is it just me, being myself?

So sick of it sometimes, seriously. 
I don't mean to hurt anyone in anyway, those that did this to me would feel it. If you're not the one, just ignore it. 
I just need to speak out for once and let people know how I feel.

I've been holding back my feelings all this while. I care for people but in return I get back stabbed. At times, I just feel like an IDIOT!

...I guess I'll have to lead a life as a loner...sooner or later...

P.S. I appreciate those that have stand by me throughout whatever I've been thru. Thank you.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Ahh...Missing you all

I was browsing through my photo album just now.
Came across some really memorable and makes me feel so nostalgic about it.
I miss those days when everyone was so close and those boudaries were not there.
These days, everyone seems to be so faraway, in different area, different country and doing different things.

Oh well...life goes on but...
...I miss all of you a lot...

I miss lab class so so so much!!!!! This is our last Biochemistry with Dr. Palsan!
Aww... now I really know that I love science more than accounts. But what choice do I have? Sigh


 


I miss my A-levels friends too...
Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.

...my high school friends...
Disclaimer: No photos available at the moment.


The other day, I found this song in YouTube, where the group of us will get to listen when we study in the common room down Block G. Things were different back then as compared to know. I find that song pretty memorable and reminds me a lot of those days. Though it's really irritating when it gets repeated every single minute but that's the memory in it. I managed to shared it in FB with some of them but not to all. While I finally got to share to that one person, I almost got rejected denied by it. The way he put it is as though he don't want to have any connection with it anymore. I find that really hard to accept.  
Perhaps it was some misunderstanding that happened but I really hope it will go away.  
Perhaps it's not significant at all and only I would be so dumb to remember it.
Perhaps it really does bring back some back memories to you guys.
Ahhh...Sigh, that's what I meant by I hope there were no barriers like how all of us used to be. I know it's a childish and immature thinking but I can't help it. Ahhh...well, no point now. Guess the 7 Bears those exist anymore.

Regardless of what boundaries and barriers, if there's a will, there will be a way. Communicating and staying connected is no prob unless you don't want it. =)

Though I think not many of you will be reading this but it's alright. Just blogging anyway.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Dis.like.

The weather is terribly HOT these days! Perhaps that's one of the reason why I'm so impatient.

Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*

Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.

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How come people you love so much can be so cruel to you at the same time?
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.
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What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]

I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!

I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!

I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!

I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!

I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!

I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.

I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.

I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!



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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]

I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)


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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I was pretty upset few days ago with some issues. I realize a lot of things since then. Though it was only a few days of ups and downs but it's more than enough to torture me and make me understand certain facts of life.

This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:

"I hate how things are at the moment!!!! Damn!
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/

I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"



I guess you can see that I'm pretty pissed off with something. Yes, indeed I am. Still am.
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.

What I'm gonna write is only towards them and does not affect others.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.

The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.

Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?

After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.







What I learned?
  • To be patient and have faith in God.
  • Never reply emails when you are f-king angry. *Luckily I didn't*
  • Stay by each other while going through difficulties.
  • Daddy, Mummy, Lil' Bro and Pig will always be with me when I need them the most!
  • Not all rich are bad, but when they are, just act stupid. (though I'm still learning to act stupid)
  • Be thankful.
  • Let go of our ego. (Yeah, I admit that I have pretty high ego, I guess that's why it's hard for me to act stupid)
  • Ignore sarcasm and harsh comments.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Sometimes unpredictable things happen. When it occurs, it's gonna be a life changing event. It don't apply to all but only some of it.

Though it's hard to take it but somehow it's a good experience. It is also when one learn to be smarter and not make the same mistakes again.

Regardless of what, I'll always support you~~~

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2nd of November~!
That's the day where everything will start...
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9th of November~!
It's where every thing end!!!!!!

Yup yup~~ Finals is just a few days away. Kicking off with Statistic, followed by Economics & Management. Lastly, the finale ends with BUSINESS LAW~!!

I can't wait for it to come to an end. So looking forward to my 'Summer Holiday' which will only end in February~! Muahahaha~~

I shall get back to my books now~! Ciaoz

Friday, September 25, 2009

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.


D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.
It's all different now...
It don't seem to be the same anymore
What is wanted is unwanted; What is unwanted might be wanted.


[courtesy of ClipArtof.com]

I'm supposed to study for my economic test tomorrow, I'm not well prepared at all.
Everything just seems to be out of the way, out of motivation I suppose.
Or am I under stress? No idea.
It's just that I have so much in mind that Economics just not seem to be part of it.
There's Management in mind,
there's Sue's Bro's wedding...what else?
Everything except Econs.
Guess I'm just trying my very BEST to avoid that subject!!
Anyway, gotta face it regardless of what.


Wish me luck people~! It's gonna be my last TEST before my finals~!!! ^^

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Celebration.Announcement.Tragedy

I have been procrastinating for the pass few days and not doing anything productive at all.

List of what I've done:
. Sleep
. Watch Drama
. Online (MSN, FB..etc)
. Eat
. Driving lesson n test

Staying at home has always been like that....

But...

This mid-term break has been slightly different.

(1) A Celebration
First of all, it falls during the Merdeka celebration. Though I have not been exactly celebrating Merdeka for the pass few years but I've seen the whole nation celebrating it. I read from the papers, from the TV and from my friends' updates in Facebook. I realize that different people have different way of celebrating it.
As for me, same as any other years before this, I've been celebrating the day with my family. Merdeka day is also my Dad's Birthday~! So yeah, we went for a small family dinner at Kensington in Oakland after that we went back home for the traditional 'CUT-Cake' ceremony. Knowing that Dad loves the 'Pecan Butterscotch' from Secret Recipe, we manage to get it for his B'day cake. He loves it a lot and all of us had a good time chit-chatting while having cake. I really miss those days when all my family members are nearby and back when I'm always in Seremban.
Comparing the days back then and now, I really miss those day. Those are the most treasured time I had with my parents and my brother. Now that all of us has grown up and Dad is out-station most of the time, we don't get to meet up so often. Only during festivals or some odd-weekends that the whole family will come together...
I wonder what will happen in the next 10-2oyears time when both me and Yit is already married?!? Sigh...
Love you Daddy~! Happy Birthday!!!

(2) An Annoucement
I passed my DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE NOW~~~ ^^
I know it's not sthing to be proud of because I took ages to get it done. It's not because I failed previously but it's due to other circumstances. Anyway, it's all good now~! ^^
Piggy, you don't have to drive so much now~! ^^

(3) A Tragedy
On this Merdeka Eve, something tragic happen. One of my cousin brother had some drinks with his friends in Era Walk and ended up drunk. He was quite big-size so no one can actually move him back into the house. He wanted to sleep in the car so his siblings just left him there.
The next morning, one of the my uncle went to his house and found him in the car. He was breathing but already in a coma.
According to them, half of his face has already turned black. By the time, he was sent to the hospital, half of his brain is already dead. Brain haemorrhage it seems. It was a devastating news to all of us, and his Dad almost fainted in Johor. Everyone rushed back from all places to see him. Even my aunt and cousins from S'pore came back too.
As my cousin brother's blood pressure fluctuates, thus the doctor is unable to operate on him. The doctor advise that he should be sent to KL General Hospital for operation. On the same day, he was admitted to KLGH.
This is where the most tragic, most devastating news come in, he is pronounce brain dead. There is nothing much to be done at this stage, the doctor ask if the parents are willing to donate his organs. And they agreed, so by yesterday evening, they've already harvested some of his organs for donation. Currently, they are having prayers at my Uncle's house.

I believe, his death will bring about awareness among the family members. Especially my cousins that smokes and drinks a lot. Thanks to alcohol and cigs, it has taken a young man's life. He is on 33-years-old when he passed away. He leave behind his parents, 3 sisters, his wife and three (3) children.
It breaks my uncle and aunty's heart to see their ONE AND ONLY SON leaving them due to such incident. I saw my aunt today, her eyes were almost popping out of the socket, so swallon, so red. It pains me to see them this way. I feel really sad for his wife and children, I wonder what will happen to them now. I guess my uncle will really take care of them on behalf of his ONLY SON. He is also the ELDEST grandson in my Mummy's family.

R.I.P. Ah Wai Kor Kor




Basically, these are the main events that happened throughout these few days. So people, take good care of yourself. Appreciate your life and time with your loved ones. You will never regret it.

Nice day~!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Disappointment-to-be?

I got a feeling that I'm gonna be disappointed by the event that's gonna happen soon...

Not to say that I'm being negative...

Just the thought of it, reminds me of what happened few years ago...

It's just really disappointing and I just felt like kneeling down and cry at that moment...

In exactly a week's time, the event is gonna be organize again...

Do u think it'll turn out to be a disappointment?

I hope not...I just have the fear of it reoccuring again...
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Sigh...

1 out of my 2 best frens are not coming...

2 out of my 5 Sban close friends are not coming...

Disappointment?!?!?!?!?

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Right.Wrong.Decisions.Choices.

It's so hard to make a judgement these days of who is right, who is wrong.
Basically, I can't make any judgement these days. Making a decision or choice is already hard enough for me, what's more if it's a judgement of who is right?

I always think of others when making a decision. It's really hard when you need to satisfy both sides if there are 2 different people. In the end, I'll just say 'Anything!'. It's not that I don't want to choose, but it's rather a difficult position for me to choose. I'm not that fussy about stuff, so basically I can just go with the flow, no specificity. If I try to satisfy one side, the other might not be happy or vice versa, isn't it hard? I feel really bad if I have to make a decision that can't satisfy both...
Anyway, I've been trying to make decision without really contemplating about who to satisfy. I'll just suit myself. Sometimes I still wonder if my moves are gonna be too harsh on them. Hmmm...

Then about judgement. It's not exactly judgement, it's more like judging who is right or wrong. I can't decide when all of them are my loved ones. That's pretty hard you know... My love for them have to be balanced I supposed. But somehow, it won't be enough to make everyone happy.

Sigh...that's the bad thing about ME...

I tend to feel bad whenever this kinda things happen. It makes me really frustated. Especially when I'm super tired today, having all this is mind is so-not-good!!!

No matter what, I'll try to get a good night sleep.


~NITEZ~
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Friday, July 31, 2009

31st July 2009



View of Genting Klang from 17th Floor.

31st of July mark the last day that I'm staying at the place. It will surely bring back a lot of memory to me. Regardless of the pathetically small room size, this room has been my companion and my shelter for the past 6-7 months.
Me and Piggy have been shifting out the things for quite a few days now, but until today it's still not done yet. After class tomorrow, I'll go back to do the final packing and also 'bid' my room GOODBYE for good~~~~~~~

Sigh...

Thinking of places to stay...I'm gonna get serious HEADACHE~~~~~

ARGH~~~~

Gotta Sleep now...Buzzing off now...Nitez....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Two blogs in the same day?

Yeah...that's basically what I'm doing now.

I wanna read and study a bit for my Economics but then again, Cc is not exactly a place to study.

Sigh...

The people beside me that came in later than me just left. Sigh...

Argh~!!!!!!!!

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Anyway, what I wanted to blog about just now has alraedy gone of my mind.

I'm leaving now. Getting sick of this place too~~~~~

Ciaoz

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Looking around for a place to stay...

I've resigned from my work few days back. I will definately miss all of them working there. Even though there are misunderstandings and problems all the time, but it was a good experience plus I've met GREAT people there~~~~


The last 2 days I've been searching for rooms around Sunway. Damn it is hard to get a room there!!!! Seriously, it's really hard and there are so much requirements. Prefer Female ONLY, Prefer MALE Only, Prefer Indonesian-Chinese...etc...

I've tried calling so many people but no one actually replied.

Posted in the forum but only a few responses...

Emailed a few people but only have 1 response...

SMS them but totally NO reply...

Call them but NO answer...


How would you feel when you get this kinda responses?


For me, I was kinda down. Loss of hope. I can't blame anyone for this actually. Everything was in a rush...applying for uni, waiting for the offer letter(which have yet to arrive), quiting my job, looking for a place to stay...etc. Everything was not well ordered and managed. If it wasn't due to change of plans, I would have plenty of time to find for a place to stay.

Now that I've called up Sunway, they said they've couriered the offer letter to me, but I haven't received. They said that it's a MUST to attend Orientation... =.="

Speechless. I thought that I could just not go to orientation and shift my things, but now, looks like I don't really have a chance.


Wish me luck in finding a place to stay tomorrow. If you guys have any suggestions or places that you know that I can rent, do let me know ASAP.

Text me on my mobile if you may.

Thanks a lot peeps~!!!!!


Gotta go now...keep on searching...