People that make a difference in my life

Hi peeps!

I haven't been very consistent with my blog post, sorry about that. But I guess there's not much readers anyway, so I think I'll just update whenever I can.

Few weeks ago, I have been in this very down mood. Partly because I didn't do too well in my finals, got the results and it was not something that I am proud of. In my defense before anyone start criticizing, I did the best I could. Guess it wasn't enough?!? Oh well, no fret! I shall just do better the next time round. My second chance won't come until next year, so it'll be pretty hectic for me next year as it'll be my final semester for this course. Another reason would be --- thinking of how life would be after graduation (though it's about a year from now).

As I finish each semester, I will think of how long would I take to graduate. But miraculously, last semester what I thought was "when did I started this course?". It was July 2009. How long has it been? 2 years. Time flies, don't you think? With a blink of eye, I'm in my final year, waiting for myself to achieve and graduate with a degree! (FINALLY!) All this while, I have been saying that I prefer working than studying, but as I approach the working life(as in PERMANENTLY working), I think I'll prefer studying. You can have all the fun you want in the world and no one cares about you. You can skip classes if you want (not advisable though), and you can be late for classes and enter from the back door. Can you do all those when you're working?!? NOPE. What you'll get as punishment might just be embarrassment or probably pay cut, well it depends I suppose.

I wonder how life would be after we graduate? My dear bunch of friends which made my life in Sunway colorful. All of us will be heading to different directions. This is gonna be exactly how it was when I  left INTI. Everyone is spread across the globe pursuing their career.

Great Combination of Life

Friends are essential in life. They make a difference in your daily life and true friends will stand by you regardless of what the circumstances are.

Hometown Peeps!

Although my friends/classmates are younger than me but they are good people with pretty matured thinking. When I thought I would be mixing around with a bunch of kids (no offence but this is really what I thought when I first joined Sunway), they amazed me! Don't judge a book by its cover! True enough! I heart you girls a lot!!!!

Sunway Buddies!

I saw an article somewhere before, relating to friendship. It says that you don't have to be sad if your friends leave you because they have done their duty in your life. Why are friends here? Because there are around to guide us through difficulty and assist us. Instead of getting pissed at them, we should be grateful to them. Once their duty is done in your life, just like guardian angels, they will leave and head on to another destination or another person to guide them. The article was pretty meaningful. Will try to find it and post it up here.

Inti Peeps! 

In different stages in life, you meet different people. Though there are vague memory of my friends from kiddy garden and primary school, but just want to thank you all for being there for me. As I grew up and met more friends in high school and college days, I enjoyed myself with your company. Without you guys by my side, I doubt I can make it through those days. I seldom keep in touch doesn't mean that I have forgotten about you guys k? It doesn't work that way.

Lovely Girls! (Sorry KY, don't have another pic)

Alright, enough of it already. Till then peeps!

I'm Back!...with BANGS!!!

I have been away long enough now.

So here's my new look! Got my bangs about a month ago. Took this photo while I was on the way to the Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor 2010 @ Mist Club Bangsar.

Well, I have been meaning to update this blog for a real long time but somehow a rather, Google Chrome just didn't allow me to do so. Well, not to say GC didn't allow, it's more like, GC detected this malware on my site, so even if I update it, it'll have no function since it's deemed to be dangerous. Oh well, I guess it's over now. They have finally sort thing out?!?

I miss blogging so so much! Whenever I wanna burst, I'll just reach out here but during those few months, I have no where to go. I sourced my fear, anger...etc..into my little diary. But I was lazy to write, so I decided to draw my feelings out instead. Probably it just didn't make sense but I feel better after that. In fact, it's a lot better.

I'm no artist or what-so-ever, it's more like I have this thing for cute little emoticons or stuff like that. I love graphic design a lot. Before venturing into this course of mine, I considered about graphic design. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I have no choice but to let go...yet again another dream of mine to pursue something that I like. So...yeah! It's alright I suppose. Probably it's for the better good.

Anyway, so I created another blog which enables me to only upload things that I drew...in class...or it's more like scribbles on my notes. It's nothing much. Have a look! You might find it entertaining at times, or probably irritating. It's all up to you. If you like it, stay with me; if you don't, it's alright. I understand. Thanks thanks!
*Psst... Feel free to make any comments that you like alright? No harm done. I need improvements too! =) I will really appreciate them too!

Check it out at GwenArt

2 Months and 2 Days

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals! 

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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111?

What's 111?

Hmm...1=1x1?

Hmmm....1=1=1? *lame*

WRONG!

Actually those were spontaneously generated answers. Not something that I have in mind. 

Alright...this is what I wanna say.......

Woot! Woot! Woot! 

Happy ONE(1) Year Eleven (11) Months Dear~! 

Muacks!

*That's what 111 stands for!*

I enjoyed my every moment with you.

Regardless of any misunderstanding that is bound to happen, 

!~I Love You~!

P.S. Wish me luck in finals! 

Picture Time!

Not really in the mood for words, so might as well blog with pictures. 

A single photo tells a millions words...

So here goes nothing!

From the beginning of 2010 till today, these are what was captured in my camera.

  Happy New Year~! Dumb dumb bro~ LOL!

Happy Birthday~!

Genting Enjoyment~~~~

Mummy's Dish!

Pavilion CNY!

Pray Pray @ Temple in Genting~~~

Me, Mummy and The CAT!

Wedding Dinner...

V-Day Piggies!

CNY meeting ups~~~ 

The Gurls 

Ex-5 Cekal Classmates

Caligraphy Competition @ Chan Wa S'ban

Tenji

Happy Birthday Joey~!

Full House @ Sunway with Classmates (Crystal)

A very close friend of mine in Uni - Crystal

Sushi Zanmai with Piggy~!! Yummy!

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Last but not least,

Farewell for Crystal. 

We'll see you next semester!

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It's gonna be Easter Sunday tomorrow, so I'm here to wish everyone a very blessed Easter Sunday! 

Dis.like.

The weather is terribly HOT these days! Perhaps that's one of the reason why I'm so impatient.

Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*

Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.

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How come people you love so much can be so cruel to you at the same time?
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.

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What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]

I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!

I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!

I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!

I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!

I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!

I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.

I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.

I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!



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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]

I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)


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I was pretty upset few days ago with some issues. I realize a lot of things since then. Though it was only a few days of ups and downs but it's more than enough to torture me and make me understand certain facts of life.

This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:

"I hate how things are at the moment!!!! Damn!
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/

I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"

I guess you can see that I'm pretty pissed off with something. Yes, indeed I am. Still am.
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.

What I'm gonna write is only towards them and does not affect others.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.

The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.

Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?

After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.

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What I learned?

• To be patient and have faith in God.
• Never reply emails when you are f-king angry. *Luckily I didn't*
• Stay by each other while going through difficulties.
• Daddy, Mummy, Lil' Bro and Pig will always be with me when I need them the most!
• Not all rich are bad, but when they are, just act stupid. (though I'm still learning to act stupid)
• Be thankful.
• Let go of our ego. (Yeah, I admit that I have pretty high ego, I guess that's why it's hard for me to act stupid)
• Ignore sarcasm and harsh comments.

Signs

I came across this video clip online,
find it quite interesting and would like to share it with you guys.

Perhaps it's nothing new, but it's pretty meaningful.

Take some time off your books and relax your mind.

Click here