Total Randomness I

I'm just so not in the mood these few days. Tend to get irritated easily.

I feel very restless and sometimes when the weather is like freaking hot~!!! DAMN IT~ My mood will be like a volcano eruption!

Sometimes I have no mean of control of my own emotions. Though I try to hide it but it just make it worse.

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Regarding about my studies, I received some good news the other day and I'm very happy about it. I can't be too sure of what I'm going into next but just hope that it'll turn out good. My working days will be coming to an end soon and I'll bet to miss it~~~~~

I've been thinking of my studies, my life, my past, my future, my blah, blah blah... It's colorful. Perhaps to some it's just full of dullness but to me, it's colorful yet uneasy.
I've met different people different souls along the way, and from them, I made GREAT friends and NOT-SO-GREAT friends.
My past may be colorful and not so. There are things that I regret and there are that I'm happy about. I just hope that history won't repeat itself.
My future is not that dim now. There are sheer of lights that brightens my way. I fell hard but I'll stay strong...

"No one said that life is gonna be silky smooth,
so these bumps are gonna mould a better me. "

I.D.K.

Work was hectic last week due to the deadlines for calls but now it's all over...

Nothing much has been happening at work so it's pretty relaxing.

Sometimes just have some thought on my mind.

Feeling restless sometimes and also irritated.

It's just normal to have all this kinda feelings, if I were to be happy 24/7, I don't think I'll be human.

My mind is sometimes elsewhere and it kinda complicates my thoughts.

Sigh...

It's hard for me to explain what's on my mind stimes so I would rather keep quiet.

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Anyway, no worries~~ Have a pleasant day ahead people.

Satisfaction

This is one of those rare days where things goes smoothly as silk.

Though there were some annoyance in the office namely: Si-Gemuk & Bxtch but overall the day was GREAT!

We had so much fun at the office today, everyone seems to hyper and laughing non-stop!

For Si-Gemuk, she just basically pissed off everyone in the same department every single day. So, I'm kinda used to it, just sometimes wonder how my boss can actually bear with her for what? 29 years? This is total madness~!!! Anyway, she's the least of my annoyance.

But at one point, I got so mad at my colleague from another department because of her sarcasm~! Damn her that bxtch!

I was just politely telling her what the customer want and in the end, she said that "I've already done my part, what else u want me to do? Blah blah blah...If u don't understand, please come and see me. "

Bloody old bxtch, I just asked u to generate a pin code, I doubt u need to be so sarcastic to me right?

Anyway, I replied her "I was just kindly reverting what the customer requested. Anyway, thanks for the info!".
Yeah, it's sarcasm back to her though not as harsh as hers~!

☻**Satisfaction** ☻

I don't know why I'm so happy today. I've been like that since this morning, even everyone in the office seems to be in a good mood. I'm glad today was a Great Day~~~!!!

♪~ Have a Wonderful Day ahead ~♪

99 Super Duper Tag

001. Real Name: YoongKK

002. Nickname(s): Neverending - Bear², Kuen, Ykk, Xiao Xiong...etc

003. Age: 20++

004. Horoscope: LEO

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: Kin Kae Kindergarden

007. Middle School: SJK (c) Kuo Min Seremban

008. High School: SMJK Chan Wa Seremban

009. College School: INTI-UC

010. Hair colour: Dark Brown...

011. Long or Short: Shoulder Length

012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet?

013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

014. Phone or Camera: CAMERA~!!!!

015. Health Freak: Not Really

016. Drink or Smoke: DRINK...hehe...

017. Do you have a crush on someone: NOPE! I'm Happy with my Pig~!

018. Eat or Drink: - Unable to decide -

019. Piercings: Two(2), One on each. But I hope to get 2 more...

020. Tattoos: Painful

021. Social or Anti-Social: Depending on situations

022. Righty or lefty: Righty

023. First piercing: When I was in Sydney, age 6 if I'm not mistaken

024. First relationship: Form 4

025. First Best Friend: Ke Jun? Yeah...I think it's you...

026. First Award: #1 during Kiddie days

027. First Kiss: Parents I suppose

028. First Pet: CASSIE!!! I miss you so much gurl....

029. First Big Vacation: AUSTRALIA

030. First Love at first sight: Err...Not sure...

031. First Big Birthday: Around age 4-5

032. First Surgery: APPENDIX at Age 9

033. First sport you joined: Badminton

034. Orange or Apple juice: Both

035. Rock or Rap: Both

036. Country or Screamo: Country

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Both

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Both

039. Night or Day: Night

040. Sun or Moon:Moon

041. TV or Internet: Internet

042. Playstation or xbox: Neither

043. Kiss or hug: Both can arrr?

044. Iguana or turtle: Eeeeee....Don't like!!

045. Spider or bee: Eeeee....don't like either.

046. Fall or spring: Both

047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire

048. Soccer or baseball: Neither

049. Eating: YUPZ

050. Drinking: YUPZ

051. Excitement level: Err...50%? NO IDEA

052. I'm about to: SLEEP...*snore*

053. Listening to: Piggy Talking...

054. Plan for today: Wake up -Work-Eat-Home-Sleep

055. Waiting for: LEE HOM's CONCERT!!!

056. Energy Level: 5% [I'm deprive of sleep]

057. Thinking of someone: Yeah...I Miss my Daddy...

058. Want kids?: Yeah but not at the moment.

059. Want to get married?: Yeah but not at the moment too.

060. When?: When we are ready, stable and capable of supporting the family

061. How many kids do you want: Err...not sure

062. Any name on the mind: Too early to decide

063. What do you want to do: I WANT TO GO BACK TO STUDIES...I MISS IT A LOT

065. Mellow future or wild: Unsure

066. Something you would never try: kill myself?

067. When do you want to die: it is not up to me to decide...but I won't wanna die of a tortures death.

068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes

069. Romantic or Funny?: What do you think Piggy? Both?

070. Shorter or Taller?: Average

071. Protective or Caring?: Both I suppose

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Not sure...little bit of both i think

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: >.<>

074. Sensitive or Loud?: More Sensitive than Loud

075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship.

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Hesitant

077. Muscular or normal: Normal

078. Kissed a stranger: Err...Kinda...

079. Broken a bone: Nope

080. Lost glasses or contacts: SO YES!!!!!

081. Ran away from home: Nope

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nope

083. Killed somebody: Nope

084. Broken some one's heart: Yeah...

085. Had your heart broken: Yeah too...

086. Been arrested: Nope

087. Cried when someone died: Yeah

088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yeah cuz they are my besties!

089. Yourself: It's complicated and hard to describe myself

090. Miracles: I do believe in it...

091. Love at first sight:I thought this Q has been asked before?

092. Heaven: Choi! Don't want go to heaven so fast le...

093. Santa Claus: Reminds me of My Dad and X'mas

094. Tooth Fairy: Kena Tipu since young. >.<

095. Kiss in the first date: Yeah..

096. Angels: are all around...? watching upon us...

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Yeah...

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : I wish I could do better in everything. I'm happy but not satisfied with my achievement yet.

099. Do you believe in God? : Yeah

100. Tag 10 persons : Whoever that want to do but then Xannix MUST DO!!!!! *Blek*

S.H.I.T.

I feel like Shit!

All didn't go well for me at all!!!!

Today is not a good day for me~~~~

Seriously people need to get a life!!!!!

What's their problem now????

Sigh...

I feel like killing my housemates' fishes!!!! Just to teach them a lesson.
*Bad Karma, so won't be doing that*

I feel like screaming out loud.

I feel like killing that Fat Ass at my workplace.
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失望?生气?

Sometimes I find myself rather contradicting. It's like something/someone I care about will in turn hurt me in the end. So, does it mean that I shouldn't care so much to avoid getting hurt anymore? Like people say: when there is Hope, there is Disappointment. That's the life cycle that we live in I suppose...

I feel myself being placed at a very difficult position sometimes. When I care for you, you'll tend to disappointment me or hurt me in the end. If I don't care, I'll feel guilty. I know I should be stronger and not be so soft, I'm still trying to be...

我对你不知是失望还是生气。
要把你叫醒是一件超困难的事，我不知要耗费多少力气才能把你叫醒； 你知道我是多么的辛苦吗？
或许我不该那么执著，让你继续睡就好，那大家会好过点吧！
就有如现在，现在已经是十点多了，你还在睡！叫都叫不醒！叫你还要被你骂，那又有什么意思呢？嘿~~算了吧!是自己拿来的. 你就好好的继续睡吧~~~~


Nitez....

All The Best~~!!!

It's pretty late now but just can't sleep without blogging.

There's a lot of things in my mind e.g. studies..work...etc.

At work, there are certain deadlines to meet such as calling the inactive customers and doing some Q&A for the company website. I've been thinking about the Q&A since I got the assignment from my boss. It's nothing much but yet I'm cracking my head over it.

Studies...my contract is kinda finishing by next month, so I suppose I'll be extending it till maybe in July? I'm not very sure yet. It all has to depend on my study plans which I'm not exactly certain about. Though I've made up my decision but then again, all involved financial assistance. These days, nothing goes by without involving money, so it's best that finances are stable before I step into anything again.

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For the first time in my life, I celebrated Easter!

It was a pretty tiring, long yet fun day...I'll blog about it another day. It was almost like what I experienced in KL Sentral 2 years back in A-levels...again...KL Sentral did it again!

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I shall go to Pig now.

Before that, Just want to give the Monkey Sue a little support!

Sue & Mridula

ALL THE BEST Monkey Sue!!!
Don't be so stress ya!
Sleep tight!!!
Love ya gurl!!!
Our Best Wishes are always with you.

Best Wishes to all my friends that are sitting for their finals/exam too!!!