Morning Peeps!

Finally I have found time to blog.

Well, woke up early this morning, hoping that I'll have my body clock tuned back to normal.

Went to the management office and booked the badminton courts. I can't believe that people actually wake up early just to book the courts! They stood outside the office and waited for the office to open! My goodness! Well, Piggy ask me to wake up early to go book, so I went down and saw people already queuing up. It's my first time waking up so early JUST TO BOOK the COURTS. Usually I'll just go before 12noon, but today...exceptional case! Oh well, it all went well. Just had some irritating Aunties bragging about how they got into a road block and got out of it because she was 8 months pregnant. Some more got action one! *Hand extending from Belly outwards* Gosh~! 

Had a healthy breakfast: Muesli + A cup of milk

I'm trying out this regime to have a better lifestyle and a healthier body. I have been wanting to do so for such a long time but somehow, schoolwork just don't allow me to do so.

I have one more week till finals. Having said that, I'm so unprepared for it. I do hope I'll have a Credit for the subjects, if I were to achieve a HD or D, that'll be superb/ out of the world!!! Oh my~!

Went back home last weekend, and it was pretty stressful. Not because of studies, instead it was more of a family affair. When I was younger, I look forward to see my relatives coming back from overseas, but now, I have doubts visiting them when they are back. There have been too much controversy these days and the tension that was build up is not easily ease. I'm in no position to relieve it, so I might as well stay out of it. At first, I thought it was only my family that was having such nonsense, instead I realized that it happens in all the families, just that people don't talk about it. Oh well, I'm just thankful enough that everything went pretty well.

Will be heading to P1 later to help my friend in her termination thingy. Hope that it won't end up in a heated argument with those ruthless bastards. They have really bad customer service. Seriously! Their attitude sucks to the max! There are countless complaints about their service and the network coverage that they have. Agents will be convincing customers that there is coverage within the area and customers are entitled to have a full refund within 7 days if they are not satisfied with the service. Guess what? The company played with the words they used in the contract, and there are exclusion clauses and blah blah blah...in the end, you'll only get your refund after about 2 months~! So, see for yourself, how bad is their service? They practically con people into buying their product. Business strategy?  F*** IT!

Alright. That's all for now! Let's see if I have time to blog later~!
Ciaoz!!

Have a nice day people!!!

2 Months and 2 Days

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals! 

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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OMGosh!

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks? 

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose. 

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Holding Back The Tears...

I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
 I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~

A New Semester!!!!! More like results review...

A new semester just kicked off last monday and nothing much have changed.

Not forget to mention of the industrial dispute in VU, our results got withheld. It was some what a strike that has taken place by the university's staff. Surprisingly, it was not only VU that faced such dispute; in fact, quite a number of Australia Uni's too! Even UNSW! Wow!

Anyway, there was not much that we can do though. Though I'm anxious to know about my results, but what can be done? It's out of our control. Thank God that only the result of one of the subject a.k.a. Introduction to Marketing was withheld.

I'm pretty much satisfied with my previous semester results. Wanna know it? Hmm...not trying to show off here, but just wanna share my joy! I think this might just be the best results I got so far since I went into college!

Tadaaaaa!!!!

One(1) HD and Two(2) D

*Note: HD=High Distinction; D=Distinction

*Jumping with joy!!!*

*Hugging mummy after I saw the results*

*Woot! Woot!*

All I expect for this semester might just be only D, instead of a HD. Computing subjects are not exactly my fav, but then again, I have no idea how I got such results! I guessed my coursework marks were relatively high? Maybe that's the reason why. Because I know I didn't manage well during finals. What I've studied did not come out; whereas those that I actually put my heart and soul to study came out. I just wrote crap on to the paper and pray that I'll pass! Just a P=Pass will do for me. I'm overjoyed with my results! Hooray!!!

As for the Ds...As usual, I though I flunked when I saw D. But got to realize that it's not exactly what I thought, it was really relieving! The subjects are Accounting for Decision Making(ADM) and Professional Development 1(PD1).

Accounting was never my fav subject. As you might have known, I was not an accounting major before and science was my fav all this while. A sudden change might not be that bad after all. I like the fact that I'm actually find accounting pretty interesting and it's way easier to understand as compared to immunology, biochemistry and etc. Oh gosh! I can barely remember anything from Biochem now. Perhaps some structures and amino acids, that's about it I suppose. LOL. ADM was not as hard as I thought it is, my classmates can even get HD for it! It seems it's way too basic, so maybe that's why people like me also can get D. Haha.

PD1 is a full coursework subject. It's the most stressful subject throughout the whole semester because there were a lot of group discussion and as you all know, sometimes group discussion just don't lead us to the right direction. My group consist of 4 people and 3 of them are from Indonesia with only me - a Malaysian. It was rather shocking and I was pretty lost being in the group but it all went well after all. The weird thing about our group is that, most of the discussions are in Bahasa Indonesia, which I can't speak at all. My Bahasa Melayu is like awful, what 's more with the Indon language? Guess how I got through it?
::They'll speak in Indon. I'll try to understand as much as possible then i'll speak in English to give any opinions::
As time goes by, we spoke more and we're more close. All of them can speak English but I think it's a normal reflex to speak in Indon when u see your fellow friends. It's all good with me. By the way, they are all 3 years younger than me. Do the calculations and you'll know how old they are!

From LH to RH: Ardo, Winda, Kuen & Ricky

Guys! Thank you for a fantastic group work. Though it was stressful, but it was a true experience. All of you have great presentation skills! Keep up with it! Cheers! 

As for Introduction to Marketing...it's to be confirmed. Sigh...

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。
(Quoted from JS)


没有人会明白那种感受...
算了吧!
还是自己撑下去吧!


加油!


.....续....


累...

超累...

哭, 也哭过了...

干嘛还是这样?

你为什么还是不明白?

偏偏还是要持续下去...

我, 可以离开吗?

A Dream

I have something huge in mind.

Still thinking if it'll work.

I'll be doing some research on that particular area in the next few days and hope that it'll happen.

Wondering if there'll be anyone that will support us on this?

This is a dream of me and brother.

A dream that we would like to achieve.

...something that we both knew in our heart that it might make it big.

really looking forward to it.