Whatya Want From Me?!?

I have so much in mind these days but I have yet to release it out. Dont really have the time too!

My brother has started work here, so it's an additional soul to the house, but also means more housework for me! Sigh...

I have assignments due on Tuesday and the word count is 2000, but all I've written up till now is 93words! Doomed! *But I believe I can reach the limit very soon with my CRAPPING skill*

I don't understand why sometimes guys can be so cruel. Why can't they be slightly more attentive? Why can't they just don't make a girl cry? Seriously!

I told a friend of mine that I'm looking at myself when I see her. Those that's happening to her has happened to me before. It hurts, I know but you'll have to stand strong and fight for yourself. It has never been an easy battle, so be strong gurl! You have all your friends around to support you. They are good friends, so don't bother about the biatch! Stay strong my friend!

As time goes by, we get to see who are your true friends, and who are those that would just dump you aside. In uni these days, I'm like reliving my high school days! Seriously! I can't believe that there are people that's so childish that would actually brainwash others, so that she can control them and not allow them to befriend others. OMG! Sad to say, those that kena brainwash, I don't know why they will follow that biatch! Isn't it obvious she's one wicked witch from the west! Oh well! That's none of business but I just feel that you people are very dumb dumb...Hope you all will wake up one day and realize that she has poisoned you gals!

BTW, I'm so so so so broke this month! I'm left with about 50 for the whole week, which includes bus fare, meals and etc. I have been very naughty these days cuz I've been spending on unnecessary stuffs. Every single time I go out, I would wanna get something for myself or for someone else. It's like a 'shopaholic' symptom! But now, I have nothing to spend, I have no choice. Sigh....This is madness! I'm getting weirder by the day!

Something to share...

Ain't that sweet!

The Big 11

It's been a while.

The last post was even before my classes commenced! How pathetic!

Oh well...that's for being unable to access to the internet. I lived in the stone age for like a month plus! Let's give some updates to you guys.

The BIG 11:

1. I shifted to Kelana Jaya. So, I'm currently staying there and travel to-n-fro for classes. The public transport here is pretty convenient, so I don't have much worries on that.

2. The place I'm renting now has a good environment. I'm lovin' it! At least now I have my on space.

3. I My piggy bought me a table! ^^ 

4. It's coming to an end of Week 5 now. I've got assignment due next week already! I have already started to pass up assignments. Even had an assessment on last weekend. Hope I did well though!

5. My brother just started work on Monday at BHPetrol, the place I used to work lastime. He's a contract staff there. Will he continue with his studies? Yesh! Definately! Just waiting for the right intake. =)

6. I realize that I've been quite a shopaholic since I came back. I've been buying a lot of things, some unnecessary ones too! I'm worried! Thank goodness I don't have a credit card!

7. I went for cell group with Vivi the other day for the first time in my life!

8. A very close Uni friend of mine is defering her studies. I'm gonna miss her a lot!

9. Just got to know today that there's a 'little devil' (cuz she's short) in my class! OMG! She's horrible!

10. I signed up for facial spa treatment one of these day in this month. Haven't make any booking yet. But will definately go cuz I paid a deposit!=.=

11. I finally have internet connection! Thanks to Daddy that sent the modem to me all the way here! Of course thru courier service! ♥ you Daddy!

 

Dis.like.

The weather is terribly HOT these days! Perhaps that's one of the reason why I'm so impatient.

Though I feel that I'm not but I think I am. *crap*

Anyway, just had a thought in my mind that would like to voice out before it's out.

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How come people you love so much can be so cruel to you at the same time?
What about love? Where has it gone to? This is such a sad fact.

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What's pondering in my mind?
[No Love, No Sweet Talk, but These CRAP!]

I really dislike people talking to me without eye contact. Especially when I know that they are not concentrating on what I'm talking, instead it's on something else. If that's the case, might as well don't communicate!

I dislike people taking me for granted! You might not know it but you have already DONE it! Damn!

I hate two-face! Seriously! Get a life!

I hate BETRAYAL! Years of friendship will just end up like this!

I hate HYPOCRITES! You guys really messed up my life!

I dislike people blaming me for something I didn't do.

I dislike being ordered around. Guess that's why I can't work in F&B.

I accept criticism but not too much. Only for things that I've done wrong but not for things that are not.!!!!



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[R.A.N.D.O.M.]

I really wish you could help out sometimes. Some easy task would do, I don't expect much. Boredom. Yeah. But can't help it, that's how life is. I don't find my life boring despite the fact that I stay at home every single day. I'll find things to do at home. I don't go out often unless I'm back in Uni. At the same time, I can save lots oF $$ too!! =)


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I ♥ You

Happy 1 Year 7 months Piggy!

I ♥ You

Thanks for always being there for me.

Love you Lots!!!

I was pretty upset few days ago with some issues. I realize a lot of things since then. Though it was only a few days of ups and downs but it's more than enough to torture me and make me understand certain facts of life.

This is what I wrote days ago, almost posted it up but I didn't:

"I hate how things are at the moment!!!! Damn!
Why can't it be simpler and not with so much problems?
Why? Why? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????/

I am just only starting to have some fun back in my life, but probs are starting to crawl up again. It's just freaking irritating~!
I hate it that way!!
Promises NOT Kept again.
Lectures filled with crap and shit!
Hyprocrites!"

I guess you can see that I'm pretty pissed off with something. Yes, indeed I am. Still am.
I don't have anything to hide, unlike some people that only know how to criticize others but not themselves. H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.S. That's what we call them.

What I'm gonna write is only towards them and does not affect others.
Please don't get offended by it.
If you are, I'm deepy and truly sorry about it.

The rich are all around. Some are nice, some are not. Those that are interfering with me are not-so-nice. I hate their guts and attitude. So what if you're bloody rich? But your attitude sucks! All you guys know is how to bully the poor, or the average ones. You want us to look highly at you but from what I see it, you don't deserve a bit. Just that you have something that we don't, you dont' have to climb on top of our heads. The more I read about what you wrote to me, the more anger I have for you.

Plans, plans, plans...sometimes life is not as smooth as you want it to be, especially mine. Unlike yours, it's super duper smooth cuz you're freaking rich! You can get whatever you want, but there's no need to show off. It's not like we didn't plan it out, it's more like the plans didn't work out. Yes...Contigency planning my ass! Sometimes it's not as easy as it seems, so don't judge if you have no idea of what's happening! Now that I'm planning for my brother, in turn I get scolding from you saying that I shouldn't have any plans for him. Isn't this ridiculous?

After a few mood-less days, God *my God* answered my prayers. I was praying so hard the other day, praying that things will be better. Finally, a solution came by just yesterday. Thank God! I was really relieved that I don't have to go through those days anymore. I don't know if there are more to come in the future, but let's hope not.

♥

What I learned?

• To be patient and have faith in God.
• Never reply emails when you are f-king angry. *Luckily I didn't*
• Stay by each other while going through difficulties.
• Daddy, Mummy, Lil' Bro and Pig will always be with me when I need them the most!
• Not all rich are bad, but when they are, just act stupid. (though I'm still learning to act stupid)
• Be thankful.
• Let go of our ego. (Yeah, I admit that I have pretty high ego, I guess that's why it's hard for me to act stupid)
• Ignore sarcasm and harsh comments.

More of scrapping and painting? What? There's more!?!

Scrap! Scrap! Scrap!

Paint! Paint! Paint!

That's what me and mummy have been doing for the past few days. Anyway, we're halfway through. Let's have a look at the main gate.

It used to be Dark Blue! (Background of the Dogs)

After scrapping, it's like super rusty!!! Guess that's for not occasionally painting it. It's been more than 5 years that we last painted it. It was also during CNY's time when Grandpa was still around. (Sobs! I Miss Him Lots!)

Anyway, we only manage to paint the side railing, one of the gates and also the inner gates. Hopefully it'll be done by tomorrow. Cheers...

♥

Something interesting happened today


Note the dogs now.

From Right: Sox and Cassie

The "Old Newspaper" was coming to collect the stuffs so we had to chain both of them.

This Sox was so damn excited when he saw mummy holding the chain, he ran straight for the open gates!!!

Damn!!!!

Both of us were shouting at him but he was like a freed bird, flying away to the open air (except that he's running).

Here comes the part. He saw 2 dogs further down the road and he ATTACKED!!!

My Goodness! I was angry but also find it funny. The 2 dogs were way taller than Sox but I don't understand why Sox would wanna pick a fight with some-dogs that are way taller? So happen that the 2 dogs owner were cleaning the balcony so they sprayed water and Sox ran away. *chicken*.

He didn't go back home despite me chasing him around. He just ran on and on, but to the other direction of the road. At this point of time, I was just hoping he's streetwise enough to not cross the road.

When he was reaching the junction, I just call up to him instead of shouting; I bend down instead of chasing.

Guess what? That dumb dumb came running to me.

The moment I grab hold of him, I carried him all the way back into the house and chained him up.

Need not say what comes next, Mummy beat him up... Sigh.
Painful lesson to learn. Sigh. It hurts to see mummy hit him but I can't do anything about it. I just ask mummy to stop and eventually she stop.

Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them. They are just too adorable to be resisted!

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

Especially CASSIE!! My beloved!

She's been with us for the past 10 years, almost 11 years! So, she's not young anymore. She's my first dog and we saved her from the road side near my house. She was just a puppy back then filled with ticks and all. Those days are still clear my mind!

Along the way, she has destroy quite a lot of things in Mummy's garden and make a big mess out of it. Digging holes, ransacking the place are just common stuff she does to the garden. I remember once I left my shoe outside to go in and get a cup of water. The next thing I know, she was biting my shoe and it was a leather shoe I got for CNY! I cried but I didn't beat her(maybe just her mouth). Whenever she does something wrong, I'll be there to protect her. I won't let mummy hit her whenever I'm around. It's a BIG NO NO!!

She listen to me when I'm sad.
She'll always be there to comfort me despite the fact that she can't talk.
She understands me!
She has VVIP pass to enter the house! No scolding! No Beating! Cool eh?!?
She has been sitting beside me this few days while I was doing the work outside!
So adorable! =)
Love you Cass~~ Pwetty Pwetty Girl! ^^

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Regardless of what my dogs have done wrong, I still love them.
They are just too adorable to be resisted!



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Nice Day!

♥.J.A.N.U.A.R.Y. ♥.一月份.♥

First and foremost... Happy New Year to everyone!! I know it's a little too late to wish you guys but hope you guys don't mind plus it's still January! Hehe...

Anyway, here's what I've been up to these days. Nothing much but it's good enough.

Celebrating New Year @ PD



Celebrating Jun & Yeow's B'day @ Kajang


Genting Trip for the twins' B'day


Celebrating Piggy's Belated B'day with his family @ His Home

Bruschetta for Dinner with Mummy @ My House (Yum! Yum!)



Piggy Cousin's Wedding Dinner @ Kajang (Me & Terri)


Celebrating XB's B'day @ Shabu Shabu, 1 Utama


Spring Cleaning the House...Here are my Bro's toys that he wanna give away.
He took a picture for remembrance.


Meeting up with my beloved Ex-Inti Classmates!
My goodness, this is what I've been craving for a long long time! I've been missing you guys like crazy!!!!!!!!


Pics of Me and Piggy @ Pavilion
Nice Deco for CNY though I'm not fond of it, I prefer X'mas Deco. (^,^)


Shopping with Bro @ Sg. Wang, Time Sq, Pavilion & Mid Valley!
We manage to cover all these places within a day! =) Cheers! Yit bought lotsa stuff while I only got some cuz I've done my shopping earlier. ^^



::Hair Issue II::
I STRAIGHTENED my hair!!!!! Hooray!!! It's more 'well-behaved' now.
=Oopsie! No nice pic yet...=





After a week of cleaning the house, it's time to paint the house! Painting...I would say that it's quite a good work out. It's simple but tedious at the same time but I guess you could learn patience here. =) Perhaps different people would have different kinda understanding but that's what I realize.

Oh Ya! I baked some cookies with mummy. I told her I wanted to bake it myself but she just can't stop helping me.
.Sigh.
Two(2) types of cookies and still mum is helping.
I asked her why can't she let me do it myself.
Guess what she said? I not 放心 [I'm worried]!!
=.=
I was like what? I'm not a child anymore then she blah blah blah...
it was a funny conversation though.
No matter what,
Love You Lots Mummy!
You're the Best Mummy in the Whole Wide World!!!!!

Me trying to prove that I'm actually making it!



Cookies Served!



Yummy! Yum! Yum!

Tomorrow, it's gonna be back to scrapping and painting...no pics on painting yet though.

=Oopsie=

I have my weekend almost all planned out.

♦ Saturday - attending Piggy friend's B'day Party @ Kajang

♦ Sunday - Genting!!! Guess what? I got a free room so might as well claim it before it's too late.

Cheers!

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Have a nice weekend people!