There are times where I'm disappointed to a point where I don't feel anything anymore. It is as though the numbness has taken over me and there is nothing left for me to feel. As we know, disappointment do brings about sadness and pain. I guess everyone would go thru it no matter what; it's part of life.
Sometimes I don't know how to express myself when it comes to disappointment. I would rather keep my mouth shut and not talk about anything 'cause I don't want anything to happen. I dislike quarelling and misunderstanding, so I might as well keep everything to myself and not bring any unhappiness. It's hard to keep up with but then again, it's for the greater good I guess. Maybe one day, when I have lost my patience, I'll burst and everything will be different.
Promises...like one of my best friends have said. Promises made, are not meant to be broken. If they are broken, then they are no longer promises. Why wanna make promises and break it in the end? It hurts and leads to great disappointment and sadness too. Personally, I've tried that and I do agree that it hurts. Somehow, such occasions made me don't believe in promises anymore. Somehow, I'm slightly phobia towards promises made. I just feel very sad and down whenever promises are broken...really, I would cry and think a lot. Sometimes I do wonder if there's anything wrong with me, always crying over little things. I just can't help it.
Anyway, just hope for the best in everything. Hoping there will be not much of broken promises and disappointments in the year to come.
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