This is only meant for certain people.

Sometimes I just feel that there's no point in staying in contact.

I don't mean to be rude but  regardless of how hard I try to keep in touch, people just don't acknowledge me.

I leave facebook message, I text them, I msn them...but all I get in the end is...SILENCE.

You guys would rather reply others except me. 

Is it cuz I have yet to reach the status that you guys have achieved?

Am I such a bad friend after all? If yes, tell me!!!

Or some of you have just been using me to get what you want?

Or is it just me, being myself?

So sick of it sometimes, seriously. 

I don't mean to hurt anyone in anyway, those that did this to me would feel it. If you're not the one, just ignore it. 

I just need to speak out for once and let people know how I feel.

I've been holding back my feelings all this while. I care for people but in return I get back stabbed. At times, I just feel like an IDIOT!

...I guess I'll have to lead a life as a loner...sooner or later...

P.S. I appreciate those that have stand by me throughout whatever I've been thru. Thank you.

什么?

我的头脑缩小了

什么屁都想不到!

真的很想很想大喊一会儿!!!!!!!!

困!

累!

闷!

S.I.C.K.

So sick of everything!

So freaking tired!

So sick of assignments!!!

and....I'm so sick!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

The thing is I got this very weird feeling last night after having dinner with Grace and Piggy @ Kim Gary.

First of all, my whole body started aching, then I was like so dead tired!

By the time we finish dinner, I'm already so exhausted! 

We walked Grace to her car and then we headed home. 

I was feeling feverish by then. It felt as though my whole body is so restless and there is a certain chilly feeling.

After reaching home, I was feeling damn cold! 

Didn't bathe though and went to sleep straight. 

I was wearing my jacket, long pants, socks with blankie on too! But still the chilly feeling never left.......

FEVER started. 

The night was not that bad and I woke up at 5am!!!! 

DAMN! But managed to sleep back.

Supposed to go to college for some discussion in the morning but just can't bring myself to wake up.

The worse thing is, headache came along!!!! 

WTF!

Finally woke up about 9++am, feeling much better compared to lastnight. 

Still having the weird feeling. 

Called mummy and she said my bro also had the same thing lastnight! 

Hmmmm....even weirder! 

My bro is in hometown whereas I'm in PJ! 

How is that possible?

Hmmm....weird...going class soon...ciaoz...

*I know I sound weird in this post. 

With all the non-proper phrases and sentences. 

Just for once I would like to write like that. 

Feeling drowsy and tired*