Disappointment-to-be?

I got a feeling that I'm gonna be disappointed by the event that's gonna happen soon...

Not to say that I'm being negative...

Just the thought of it, reminds me of what happened few years ago...

It's just really disappointing and I just felt like kneeling down and cry at that moment...

In exactly a week's time, the event is gonna be organize again...

Do u think it'll turn out to be a disappointment?

I hope not...I just have the fear of it reoccuring again...
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Sigh...

1 out of my 2 best frens are not coming...

2 out of my 5 Sban close friends are not coming...

Disappointment?!?!?!?!?