Decisions.Madness.Unfairness.

Sometimes I find it rather contradicting when it comes to decision making.
I personally have experience a lot of it and I wouldn't say it's the best of everything. I can't make decision wisely for one, and I am not certain and firm with my decision; which makes it worse. Even though I have a decision in mind, but I don't think I'll be able to carry it out due to some reasons; so it's pretty useless. Sigh...


I'm just boiling mad at the moment and I have no idea how to cool down myself. I just feel like I've been cheated all this while and I'm out of solutions to solve my probs. Every single thing in my mind now is about solving probs (except pig, he's not a prob at all =)) and I have enough of them already. One comes after another and it never seems to stop coming. What can I do wor.....? I can't help it and I can't stop them!!!! F***!!!!!!

Perhaps life is unfair.
I see people having the time of their life at my age, whereas I'm practically stuck in between. I have no where to head to and I would say that I don't really have an aim at the moment. I know, it's pathetic, but i just can't help it. My road has been bumpy all this while though it has smoothen out in some parts but it has come to the muddy part now, i have to find a way out so that i won't be stuck here...forever.

I have lots to blog but I don't have the time. So, perhaps next time people...
I'm exhausted, going to sleep now...Nitez.

Sick...

At the moment, I'm rather confused and blur with my future. Others would have aim by now or they are already pursuing their dream; as for me, things are still blurry and I have no idea what I want to do next.

It is for sure that I'm not gonna continuing working without a degree. Since it has come to this stage where I need to make decisions like what I have done 2 years back where I just finish my A-levels. Sigh. I know I wont' be able to continue my current course, so what should I choose? Business? Hospitality? Mass Comm? Argh! I don't know!!! HAve to really sit down and think about it.


Anyway, I'm sick...=(
Got a massive headache yesterday while at work. Tried taking panadols but didn't seem to work though. Came back to the apartment after dinner and slept off. LOL. I woke up around 11pm (i think), thinking of going Yumcha but then...sigh...tak jadi. I tried going back to sleep but sad to say...I can't. I flipped and turned a few times...then tried counting stars/sheeps...but still can 't sleep. So...I just lie down there, facing the ceiling and 'day dream' until I fell asleep. *Stupid*

Took an MC today, so it's like getting a day off. After last nite sleep, I'm feeling much better now. Pig is sicked too! He had fever and cough and running nose. So sam tong to see him like that. He went and see doc and took MC as well, so hopefully he'll recover soon. He's still sleeping anyway...so...hehehe...

I've gotta ciao now. Hungry...wanna go eat. =) Bye people!

Simple Maths then ends with Ridiculous Answers

Today, I was kind enough to message someone regarding my pay. I was already disappointed with the management previously but then again, they let me down.

Perhaps it's my fault but then again, they are seriously indirectly cheating us.
Let me ask u SIMPLE MATHS.
In average, a month is 30 days. Let's say u are given basic of 650 per month, so when u work until the 15th, how much would you get?

650/30 x15 = 325

but how much I got? 300!!!!! 3 freaking hundreds!!! so fine...i'm not gonna be calculative on this.

then again...

regarding the incentives...it's 450 per month provided u r not late for work and everything. So, let's say I've been a goody goody girl, and I would get 450 per month. Since I stop work on the 15th, how much would I get?

450/30 x 15 =225

but how much I got? ....NONE!

F*** them man! Seriously, we all slogged like mad cows for you but then you are not paying us enough!!!! WTH????
According to them, I have to work for a month in order to receive my incentives! Bullshit man! Why didn't u tell us when we sign the contract and all? It wasn't stated CLEARLY in the contract at all! Sigh...I'm truly, utterly disappointed with them.

I'm alright with them delaying our pay knowing very well that they are a new company, but then again...this is just not right. From what I know, they should pay us EVERYTHING by the 7th of each month, or else we are ELIGIBLE to SUE them!

Policies or not, they should have told me beforehand. Sigh, perhaps this is the way working life work-more of using people to the max and not giving them what they deserve.

I'm glad that I left the place...