I miss this...

♥ I miss this ♥

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

It's all different now...
It don't seem to be the same anymore
What is wanted is unwanted; What is unwanted might be wanted.


[courtesy of ClipArtof.com]

I'm supposed to study for my economic test tomorrow, I'm not well prepared at all.
Everything just seems to be out of the way, out of motivation I suppose.
Or am I under stress? No idea.
It's just that I have so much in mind that Economics just not seem to be part of it.
There's Management in mind,
there's Sue's Bro's wedding...what else?
Everything except Econs.
Guess I'm just trying my very BEST to avoid that subject!!
Anyway, gotta face it regardless of what.


Wish me luck people~! It's gonna be my last TEST before my finals~!!! ^^

Signs

I came across this video clip online,
find it quite interesting and would like to share it with you guys.

Perhaps it's nothing new, but it's pretty meaningful.

Take some time off your books and relax your mind.

Click here

Just my thoughts

Seems to be so near yet so far these day,
Rain falls and river don't go dry.

I'm here with a splintered heart,
my tears are at the midst of falling down.

Things don't seem to be same anymore
Have we changed? I wonder...

I have my thoughts to voice out,
You have yours...

If everything comes out at the wrong time
Things will go gaga...

Teardrops on my Guitar,
makes me cry...
makes me reminiscence...

Silence doesn't mean that I'm angry,
I would rather not say anything to make things worse.
It's better that I keep silent and think.

Who would know that I'm crying silently?
I wonder...
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I'm tired...and I wanna sleep

D.O.T.A.

DOTA:
Defense of the Ancient as defined by Wikipedia.

I used to find the game rather boring and stupid. Hmm..guess I was wrong back then. Though I still find it kinda waste of time but yet I played it for 3 consecutive hours today.

It was quite fun but being the only girl in the whole battle is...hmmm...I don't know if this is an advantage or disadvantage.

It was a 5 on 5 game with Piggy's colleague. Met up in Danau Kota (Setapak) TBun for the game.
Initially I though I'll be bored 'cuz thought that I was not joining them for any game. Since there was not enough people, so I joined. Hmm...most of the time I'll be teamed with Piggy cuz he has to guide me here and there. I would say that I'm quite dependent on him cuz I don't really know what to do. After a few game (each game only lasted about 45min I think), I think I know what I have do.

Heroes that I've tried are Drow Ranger and Vengeful Spirit. I personally prefer Vengeful Spirit compared to Drow. Don't know why?!? The first hero I used lastime was actually Drow and I got to master it. After not playing for some time, I just forgotten everything. So this time I used Vengeful Spirit since Piggy trained me using that one. Hmm...guess I've improved after such a long time.

Finally,
#1 - I don't get killed so often
#2 - I get to use my skills
#3 - not getting LOST so much but I still do
#4 - I can KILL hero!!!!! and I KILLED 3 in a one of the game! My highest record!!
#5 - I don't need to be controlled by Piggy anymore. ^^

The thing with DOTA is that I still get 'lost' while fighting and also unable to 'stun' the right hero. ARGH! There are still much room for improvement so I'll play more I guess...

When girls don't put out!!!

got this from a forwarded email and just feel like sharing it...

When girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy...it's pretty damn smart.



I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much.
And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.
I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.


FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.


The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfit s. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all.

She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... She was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
Dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....
but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.


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Agree?


Disagree?

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Personal opinion:

This is so absurd!!! Okay, perhaps the girl did sthing wrong, but she doesn't deserved to be treated that way. Do you know how much humiliation she had to go through?!? In bed, there is only 2 of them; this is in a jewellery shop, paying money and the guy just put off like that?!? I don't feel that it's right for him to do so though. No offence but guys, come on! You might just get into more trouble like this...
Smart way? Guess not...it'll backfire someday...
Calling your own girl a bitch?!? Might as well you just stay away from her...

Corey & Me

Corey
*such a poser*



The ever hungry Corey trying to get the biscuit out of my hand!!!




This was taken on Saturday (5/9) at my Grandma's place.
Piggy was feeding him biscuit crumbs.
Corey was so cute~!!!!

1 2 3 4...

There's only one thing...
To do...3 words...for you....
I Love You!!!!!

My brother was supposed to play for me the other day, but I was 'TOO BUSY' watching drama...
Sorry Yit but thanks a lot too...
This is a post for you...with you playing...

Please click here to listen to Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4....


~Enjoy~

Celebration.Announcement.Tragedy

I have been procrastinating for the pass few days and not doing anything productive at all.

List of what I've done:
. Sleep
. Watch Drama
. Online (MSN, FB..etc)
. Eat
. Driving lesson n test

Staying at home has always been like that....

But...

This mid-term break has been slightly different.

(1) A Celebration
First of all, it falls during the Merdeka celebration. Though I have not been exactly celebrating Merdeka for the pass few years but I've seen the whole nation celebrating it. I read from the papers, from the TV and from my friends' updates in Facebook. I realize that different people have different way of celebrating it.
As for me, same as any other years before this, I've been celebrating the day with my family. Merdeka day is also my Dad's Birthday~! So yeah, we went for a small family dinner at Kensington in Oakland after that we went back home for the traditional 'CUT-Cake' ceremony. Knowing that Dad loves the 'Pecan Butterscotch' from Secret Recipe, we manage to get it for his B'day cake. He loves it a lot and all of us had a good time chit-chatting while having cake. I really miss those days when all my family members are nearby and back when I'm always in Seremban.
Comparing the days back then and now, I really miss those day. Those are the most treasured time I had with my parents and my brother. Now that all of us has grown up and Dad is out-station most of the time, we don't get to meet up so often. Only during festivals or some odd-weekends that the whole family will come together...
I wonder what will happen in the next 10-2oyears time when both me and Yit is already married?!? Sigh...
Love you Daddy~! Happy Birthday!!!

(2) An Annoucement
I passed my DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE NOW~~~ ^^
I know it's not sthing to be proud of because I took ages to get it done. It's not because I failed previously but it's due to other circumstances. Anyway, it's all good now~! ^^
Piggy, you don't have to drive so much now~! ^^

(3) A Tragedy
On this Merdeka Eve, something tragic happen. One of my cousin brother had some drinks with his friends in Era Walk and ended up drunk. He was quite big-size so no one can actually move him back into the house. He wanted to sleep in the car so his siblings just left him there.
The next morning, one of the my uncle went to his house and found him in the car. He was breathing but already in a coma.
According to them, half of his face has already turned black. By the time, he was sent to the hospital, half of his brain is already dead. Brain haemorrhage it seems. It was a devastating news to all of us, and his Dad almost fainted in Johor. Everyone rushed back from all places to see him. Even my aunt and cousins from S'pore came back too.
As my cousin brother's blood pressure fluctuates, thus the doctor is unable to operate on him. The doctor advise that he should be sent to KL General Hospital for operation. On the same day, he was admitted to KLGH.
This is where the most tragic, most devastating news come in, he is pronounce brain dead. There is nothing much to be done at this stage, the doctor ask if the parents are willing to donate his organs. And they agreed, so by yesterday evening, they've already harvested some of his organs for donation. Currently, they are having prayers at my Uncle's house.

I believe, his death will bring about awareness among the family members. Especially my cousins that smokes and drinks a lot. Thanks to alcohol and cigs, it has taken a young man's life. He is on 33-years-old when he passed away. He leave behind his parents, 3 sisters, his wife and three (3) children.
It breaks my uncle and aunty's heart to see their ONE AND ONLY SON leaving them due to such incident. I saw my aunt today, her eyes were almost popping out of the socket, so swallon, so red. It pains me to see them this way. I feel really sad for his wife and children, I wonder what will happen to them now. I guess my uncle will really take care of them on behalf of his ONLY SON. He is also the ELDEST grandson in my Mummy's family.

R.I.P. Ah Wai Kor Kor




Basically, these are the main events that happened throughout these few days. So people, take good care of yourself. Appreciate your life and time with your loved ones. You will never regret it.

Nice day~!