亲情 :: FAMILY

I was talking to this friend of mine from INTI last time and he sorta makes me think of this:-

 "What if today is the last day of my life?"

Would you want to live with regrets? Definitely NO right?

Talking with him reminds so much of those good old days back in college when I was doing A-levels. I wish time could just turn back and let me relive those moments. I'm not saying that my Sunway friend are not good or anything, they are fantastic people; just that I miss those time...that feeling I have.

There are so many things to explore in this world and there are so many dreams that I would very much like to go after, but with certain circumstances, I'm unable to do so at the moment. After those words, it sort of inspired me to go after what I want. So for this 2011, I hope that I can achieve those that I have listed down.

亲情 means FAMILY. There's a saying in Chinese which I learn when I was in standard one but I only got the meaning after several year. 亲情深似海, means FAMILY RELATIONSHIP IS AS DEEP AS THE SEA. Which is totally true. Family will never dump you aside and not care for you, they'll always be there for you and support you all the way.

Staying at home and spending time with my mum made me realize that I have missed out so many things at home. Not being able to stick around for long, and only during weekends, I can't seem to feel the warmness in it. But somehow, this study break just gave me a wake-up call. My family is always there for me. Regardless of what the circumstance are, they are always there. I miss my Mum's cooking so much!!! It's just irresistible! ( I bet almost everyone will agree that their own mum's cooking is the best in the world wide world, right?)

Live your life to the fullest. 

Enjoy without worries (of course don't go overboard). 

Be yourself and live with no regrets. 

A Blood Pressure Away...

It was just another ordinary Friday, after lunch, I went back to get some stuff and accidentally left my phone in the car. I was too lazy to go get since I'll be going to get my brother in like 15 minutes time.

I was just too tired that day, and when I was about to doze off, a phone call woke me up. (Yeah, we have a house phone.)

It was my Dad!!!! The news that he brought me just struck me that instant, right straight to my heart. He told me that my Mum was admitted to the hospital. She had very high high-blood-pressure :: 210!!!!

That moment, I was in the midst of clearing my thoughts. Was I in a nightmare? *Pinch* Nope! I'm definitely not. There were a lot of things running through my mind.

To be honest, my mum is a very healthy person. She exercise regularly, eat really healthily too! She doesn't eat oily stuffs, only lean meat. She was even a vegetarian for almost 20 years before she got too weak without enough nutrients.

I just grabbed everything and rushed to the car. The moment I got my phone, I saw 6 messages & 6 Miss Calls. Before I get to read any of the messages, Piggy called. He told me that alot of people are looking for me. I teared the moment I heard that. I was so afraid that something will happen to my mum. I just can't think straight anymore. For a whole 2 minutes, I just sat in the car, crying...I called my brother and told him I'm coming to get him.

Long story short, Piggy got off work early and all of us went back home straight. It was seriously very scary to hear that my mum was admitted. It took us about an hour plus to reach S'ban, just in time to get into the hospital before their visiting hours are over. I have no idea where to go to, so I consult the Emergency Unit people which lead me to the guards. The guards were not helpful at all, instead they were really utterly rude! Damn U Biatch! Instead of helping me, I got scolded. So yeah, I found my way to the ward where my mum was treated. 

I saw my aunt sitting there, waiting patiently for her. After some time, I got to know that mummy was getting her eyes checked as she got headache and blurry vision. I managed to talk to her and I would really like to thank that doctor for doing check ups for my mum even though it's after working hours. Thank You.

Merely after that, mum was brought down to the semi-critical ward. The doctors checked her blood pressure and saw that it has gone down to 138 (still high but much lower than before), they discharged her. And I was relieved. She was too. She doesn't like to stay over in the hospital.

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With what have occurred that day, I got to see how much my brother cared for my mum. He was very very worried. So was I. Both of us was just in despair and lost. Piggy was there to comfort us.

Taken during CNY short trip to PD. 

Mummy, regardless of whatever it may be, all of us will be there for you. Be strong k? I love you a lot. Really really a lot. All of us love you a lot.

Appreciate whatever you have in front of you. 


I'm really thankful that my mum is better now. Thank God!  

I'm Back!...with BANGS!!!

I have been away long enough now.

So here's my new look! Got my bangs about a month ago. Took this photo while I was on the way to the Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelor 2010 @ Mist Club Bangsar.

Well, I have been meaning to update this blog for a real long time but somehow a rather, Google Chrome just didn't allow me to do so. Well, not to say GC didn't allow, it's more like, GC detected this malware on my site, so even if I update it, it'll have no function since it's deemed to be dangerous. Oh well, I guess it's over now. They have finally sort thing out?!?

I miss blogging so so much! Whenever I wanna burst, I'll just reach out here but during those few months, I have no where to go. I sourced my fear, anger...etc..into my little diary. But I was lazy to write, so I decided to draw my feelings out instead. Probably it just didn't make sense but I feel better after that. In fact, it's a lot better.

I'm no artist or what-so-ever, it's more like I have this thing for cute little emoticons or stuff like that. I love graphic design a lot. Before venturing into this course of mine, I considered about graphic design. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I have no choice but to let go...yet again another dream of mine to pursue something that I like. So...yeah! It's alright I suppose. Probably it's for the better good.

Anyway, so I created another blog which enables me to only upload things that I drew...in class...or it's more like scribbles on my notes. It's nothing much. Have a look! You might find it entertaining at times, or probably irritating. It's all up to you. If you like it, stay with me; if you don't, it's alright. I understand. Thanks thanks!
*Psst... Feel free to make any comments that you like alright? No harm done. I need improvements too! =) I will really appreciate them too!

Check it out at GwenArt