Yeah~! =)

YEAH!!!

It's OVER....soon~!!!!!

About one and a half hour I'll be in RC3 sitting for the last paper....

About 3 and a half hours, I'll be FREE~!!!!!!!!!!!

'I'm like a bird....lalalalalala'

*Blek*

A bit sot sot from all the studies and stress...

Almost over

I am disappointed.

How should I put this? I don't mind making it up to me some other time but it's just...mm...I don't know. I understand but I do feel that there are some other reasons behind all this. It just feels not right. Oh well...you guys made the decision...can't change anything.
I'm glad that there are still people that can see what's actually happening. Thank god! At least they are not blinded by the manipulations and stuffs. ^^

When I'm saturated with Micro at Piggy's place...I did this:

*notes, text & stationaries*

and this...

*look familiar piggy?*

and...

finals is almost over. ^^

I can't wait for it to be over~~!!!!!!

Good Luck people!!!

Isolated or Isolating?

WTH?!?!

I'm isolationg myself?
Do you even know what the hell I'm going through?!?!
I'm doing all these things just to make you feel better and now, you're saying that I'm isolating myself for the group. Yeah, perhaps I am. Why? Cuz it's hard to be around you when you don't talk to me. Others seems to be the same as well. I don't know what happened but somehow, I admit that I drifted apart from you guys.

Thinking of how pathetic it is, You seem to be turning things around and making me feel like an idiot. I drifted apart from the group because of you. You didn't wanna talk to me, so fine, I walkaway; You don't wanna be around us when we are together, fine, i only join u guys when we are not together. So what do you expect?!?!? I tried freaking hard trying to talk to you for the pass few weeks but you just didn't really bother. Ok, fine...I UNDERSTAND! Then, now...he called you and you said it seems like i'm isolating myself from the group?!?!?

Whatever la...

I don't know what you've been telling people. What you've been publicising about...I don't wanna bother. Sometimes I just don't understand why I need to tell you guys everything whereas you all just shoosh me off?
For this whole period of time == Where you guys went, where you guys ate, where you guys clubbed, What you guys did, I didn't know. You guys didn't ask me for anything, to eat or what, so is this considered as me isolating myself or you guys isolating me?!?!? huh?
It's just damn ridiculous to hear what i'm hearing. You ppl went to MoS and I didn't know about it until I heard it from someone else...Wow! Big news man! *sarcasm* So, what are you trying to do? Trying to get back on me? Trying to make me feel how you felt? So sorry to say that, I don't feel the same way. I don't need people reporting to me what they've done. I won't ask unless you're telling me willingly. So...your plan failed.

So...this time, you said I could have said something regarding I's stuff. Well, I don't know if I should tell you cuz you guys would be thinking otherwise, like how things got so bad the last time I told you about IT. I don't see the need to telling. I told you I already have plans. That's it, full-stop. The more you ask, the more you know, the more you get offended or you get hurt. He's going, that's why I'm not saying anything since things are SOOOO COMPLICATED between you and him. Whatever...think what you wanna think. Do what you wanna do...I'm out of it!

I'm fed up with all this crap.

What are you trying to prove?

Just another way for procrastination - - - blog

Met a friend just now and realized about certain things.

I don't understand why you are manipulating things around and saying things that are not really true. Perhaps I'm wrong or what-so-ever, but I seriously think that you are being very childish. He's been making effort to patch things up but somehow you are not giving him a chances. So what's there to complain about? What's there to talk about...? What say that he's not making initiatives? Huh?!?

You're not exactly talking to either of us. Perhaps you need time or so...I understand. I don't expect this to end that fast, but...is it worth it?

Best friends should understand each other. They don't get angry with each other over petty stuff like. Okay...maybe it's something big. But...have you thought of the reasons why we are doing this? why such actions are taken? Can't you just be more understanding? I've been true the same thing, but I wasn't pissed. I was a bit shock but I'm okay with it. I didn't got to know it from her as well, I found out from someone else and what's more when that someone is being freaking sarcastic to me...So...Getting pissed for so looooong is just not worth while. That's my opinion. Different people have different view, so I just hope things will resolve soon.

But...somehow I feel that you are trying to turn people against me or maybe us. If you are so concerned about what's happening, why not you just tell me in the face? What are you trying to hide? I don't mind getting to know more things... Just don't manipulate things around. I don't like that...

I've taken my step to talk, but if you're not willing to take a step back...i have nothing to say. I've done what I have to do. I'm not at fault and I have no responsibility to report to you on whatever shit I'm doing. I'm happy and contented with life. If you're not...that's your prob. Stop ruining other people's life. What are you trying to prove?

~~~~~~









Feeeling better now....

珊瑚海

Shan Hu Hai
珊瑚海
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
演唱：周杰伦&Lara

海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平定纯白
我的脸上 始终夹带
一抹浅浅的无奈
你用唇語說你要離開
（心不在）
那難過无声慢了下來
洶湧潮水 你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
转身离开 分手（你有话）说不出来
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱（给的爱） 差异一直存在（回不来）
风中尘埃（等待） 竟累积成伤害
转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此 不够成熟坦白 （不应该）
热情不在（你的） 笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海

毀壞的沙碉如果重來
有裂痕的愛怎麽重改
只是一切 结束太快 你说你無法釋懷
貝殼裏隱藏什麽期待 （等花儿开）
我們也已經無心在猜
面向海風 （面向海風）
淺淺的愛 （浅浅的爱）
猜不出還有未來
转身离开 分手（你有话）说不出来
海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
我们的爱（给的爱） 差异一直存在 （回不来）
风中尘埃（等待） 竟累积成伤害
转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此 不够成熟坦白 （不应该）
热情不在（你的） 笑容勉強不來 爱深埋珊瑚海

After so many years, I still don't really get the meaning of this song. I know it's a sad song, but somehow I just don't seem to get it. Someone told me about this song indirectly and saying it to me.Whenever this song is played or sung, it just reminds me of those days. It used to pains me but now...it's just another song that makes me reminisce about the past.

SeVeN 7

7 facts about me:-
* wear specs or contacts
* fat/fleshy/plump...whatever words you wanna use to describe
* loves sleeping
* likes to blast music whenever I have the chance
* seems to like clubbing =.=
* wants to earn more in the future to satisfy my own needs
* loves chilli @ spicy

7 things that scare me:-
* darkness
* results of thinking too much
* Biochemistry
* forgetfulness
* squashed animals on the road
* horror movies
* cats

7 songs playing in my mind:-
* Stay Beautiful by Taylor Swift
* What You Got by Colby O'donis ft Akon
* Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
* 擦肩而过 by 李圣杰
* Heartbreaker by Will.I.Am
* 最近还好吗 by S.H.E.
* Take a Bow by Rihanna

7 valuable things in my life:
* family
* health
* friends
* him
* music
* photos
* memories

7 'first times' in my life:-
* went to Australia --- 6 yrs old
* appendix operation -- 9 yrs old
* expressed class to std five -- 9 yrs old
* performance on the stage -- 6 yrs old
* first handphone --- End of Form 3. and I lost the phone after less than 48 hours.
* played a flute -- 13 yrs old
* relationship -- form 4

7 words/things I always say/use:-
* Walao...
* Whatever la...
* Love ya!
* Muackz...
* Pig/Piggy
* Monkay!
* Shit!


7 friends that I wanna tag:-
* Laura
* Jiok
* Jared
* others...whoever who loves doing quizzes.

Sad,Irritating,Happy

The coming few days will be kinda a break for me.

Today is Israk and Mikraj holiday for Negeri Sembilan. Nilai, being part of the state is also having the privilege of getting a holiday. Tomorrow onwards till the end of the week, we kinda had a self-declared hols. Wow!!! Nice!


I was in a freaking bad mood yesterday. Nothing was going my way. Everything seems to be super messed up.

We had our Microbio quiz in the afternoon and she gave back our papers for the test2. And guess what? I screwed up again. Worst still...I did it badly. With the current situation, I asked her whether if it's possible for me to pass the finals, and she said...' You have to work really really hard, put in more effort, if not...'. OMG!!!! You know how I felt at that very moment? It's as though, I've already flunk the subject and she's just saying nice words to make me feel better. I so felt like crying, my tears were just at the verge of falling down my cheeks but I held it back, cuz it's gonna be so embarrassing to cry in front of her and my classmates. Gosh...

Anyway, I think I know the reason why that all my test 2 grades are like super bad...or I should say that my grades for this semester is like trash. I wouldn't wanna mention in detail, but let's just say that I'm very distracted with all the things that has happen throughout the semester.

Okay...enough about test...I'm over it.

So...after class...around evening, I went to Kajang. And boy! I was so LUCKY!!!! Thinking that Malaysia's Public Transport is so reliable, I took the KTM. Guess what? I got stranded on the freaking train for about one and a half hour. I can see the sky turning dark every minute it passes by. By the time it was all dark, I can barely see anything. It just stopped in the middle of no where, like about 1-2km from Batang Benar station. Walao!!! I so feel like bursting out that very moment! Babies were crying non-stop and it's so irritating when your day is not that good.
I just hate it!!! Bad experience and also my FIRST time~~~~~


The worst part is that some friends are waiting for me for dinner and it's like...it started at 8.30 but I only reach around 9 sthing? When we reach, everyone is already done with the food and left some food for us. Gosh! I bet everyone hates me now. = s It's just so not my day!

All because of this, I was super late for clubbing with my classmates. I'm really sorry about that people. So, I reach Sanctuary about 11.45pm? I think...Everyone was already there, half way through the session. I felt bad for both parties - for him and them. He fetched me all the way but didn't really get the chance to go in; for my classmates, perhaps I missed out some fun. And also...I left early, around 2 sthing...The lastest to arrive but the earliest to leave. Oh well! I thought that I wouldn't have fun, but I think I did. Instead, I got tipsy or perhaps drunk and was talking crap when I left the club. Hmmm...What should I say? I don't know. I was in a bad mood the whole day, so I guess in the club, I danced it all out and I feel betta. ^^

Thanks for taking care of me. Sorry if I made you guys worried. But I'm alright. ^^

Muackz!

Gurls will be gurls

Sue and Me

Yeah!

Sue and Soo