S.Mile

You see what I tend to do just to avoid studying? Procrastination! I can just sit in front of the comp and just stare without doing anything. Great! Exam stress I supposed.

Breakfast: Muesli

Lunch: Tuna Sandwiches (2pcs)


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Studied 5 Chapters of FIM ----------> Partially dead
Studied 0 Chapters of CF ------------> I'm dead


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I realized that I haven't been taking much photos of myself lately. Even taking with friends are rare unless they are the ones doing the courtesy. I used to love taking photos, but somehow along the way, I lost interest in doing so. Perhaps psychologically I don't feel that I look nice in photos anymore. My classmate say I have a great smile, but then again, when I look at the photos was taken lately, I don't feel that great. I don't feel that happy after all.

I used to be so carefree and smile a lot last time, but these days I seemed to be bugged down so much that I forgot how cheerful I used to be. Mum said I have changed. And I realized that too. I evaluate my well-being almost on a daily basis. I think of what I have done throughout the day and compare it to how I used to be. Seriously, I am not who I am 2-3 years ago.

Being a really patient person for near to 20 years of my life, the sudden change in my attitude shocked my mum. I was pretty surprised that Dad was okay with it. He said he has been waiting for this day to come because he doesn't want to see me get bullied by others. Which is pretty true. During those days, some people tend to take so much advantage of me that I get bogged down by whatever comments they gave. They seem friendly but being friends with them over the years, I realized that they are not. They are just putting on a mask and pretending to be nice. I would like to thank them for teaching a lesson in life. A great one indeed.

Perhaps this change is not so good after all. Losing my patience somehow made me smile less...less cheerful. Can I smile more again?

SMILE Kee Kuen! Smile again~!

Babeh Burfday!

Happy Birthday Jiok!

This post is rather late. But well, hope you enjoyed yourself though.

Snoopy came from KK a.k.a. Kota Kinabalu to celebrate this babe's birthday! Fuiyoh! 

Celebrated @ TGI Fridays, Pavilion.

Birthday girl was in Pink!

Snoopy's IC : The Old Snoopy vs the Current Snoopy!!!! LOTSA DIFFERENCE!!

I didn't took much pic, but Snoopy did. So maybe read her blog! Well, she has yet to blog about it, but I think she will...

After dinner, Jiok + Snoopy bought Baskin Robbins. Pink Wednesday. So there's some discount.

=)

Look at Snoopy!!!!!

Happy Birthday Again Jiok! Love ya!!!! See ya soon~!!!

*Sorry I didn't get you any present. Sorry Jiok. =(*

Don't be mad at me alright?

Off All The Wonderful Days!

I realized that this sorta things always happen to me, especially during exam period. Either I fall sick or something will just come up.So Not Good!!!!

Pass 2 days, I was purely procrastinating. The only thing I did with my books were arranging them nicely, filing my notes. That's all! Didn't read anything at all. The only so-called-productive-part is that I watch almost half a season of CSI:NY S1 for the 2nd time. Great right? Sigh...

Off All The Wonderful Days in the week, my BRILLIANT yet CONSIDERATE neighbor decided to do his/her renovation beginning today!

DAMN!!!!!

Now, how am I suppose to study? 

1. Blast the music DIRECTLY into my ears *pity my ears*

2. Find another place to go.

3. Continue procrastinating.

4. Only start studying after their working hours

5. Call The Cops! Shoosh them away!! *highly impossible*

ARGH~!!!!!!!!

Seriously! Off all the Wonderful Days in the world, why today? 

I've lived here for almost a year, only TODAY you decided to do something with your trashy house? 

The house is in a total mess! 

Kena LELONG (Auction) before! 

Owing Management fees up to RM30k ++! 

Electric + Water kena cut off since doing how many eons ago...

and...the toilet bowl is in the living room!

*This is rather hilarious* 

How is that possible? 

Now, is it a trashy house? 

Oh well~~~ that's life! and it has to go on...

...and I'll go back to my books now~! 

Ciaoz!!

Morning Peeps!

Finally I have found time to blog.

Well, woke up early this morning, hoping that I'll have my body clock tuned back to normal.

Went to the management office and booked the badminton courts. I can't believe that people actually wake up early just to book the courts! They stood outside the office and waited for the office to open! My goodness! Well, Piggy ask me to wake up early to go book, so I went down and saw people already queuing up. It's my first time waking up so early JUST TO BOOK the COURTS. Usually I'll just go before 12noon, but today...exceptional case! Oh well, it all went well. Just had some irritating Aunties bragging about how they got into a road block and got out of it because she was 8 months pregnant. Some more got action one! *Hand extending from Belly outwards* Gosh~! 

Had a healthy breakfast: Muesli + A cup of milk

I'm trying out this regime to have a better lifestyle and a healthier body. I have been wanting to do so for such a long time but somehow, schoolwork just don't allow me to do so.

I have one more week till finals. Having said that, I'm so unprepared for it. I do hope I'll have a Credit for the subjects, if I were to achieve a HD or D, that'll be superb/ out of the world!!! Oh my~!

Went back home last weekend, and it was pretty stressful. Not because of studies, instead it was more of a family affair. When I was younger, I look forward to see my relatives coming back from overseas, but now, I have doubts visiting them when they are back. There have been too much controversy these days and the tension that was build up is not easily ease. I'm in no position to relieve it, so I might as well stay out of it. At first, I thought it was only my family that was having such nonsense, instead I realized that it happens in all the families, just that people don't talk about it. Oh well, I'm just thankful enough that everything went pretty well.

Will be heading to P1 later to help my friend in her termination thingy. Hope that it won't end up in a heated argument with those ruthless bastards. They have really bad customer service. Seriously! Their attitude sucks to the max! There are countless complaints about their service and the network coverage that they have. Agents will be convincing customers that there is coverage within the area and customers are entitled to have a full refund within 7 days if they are not satisfied with the service. Guess what? The company played with the words they used in the contract, and there are exclusion clauses and blah blah blah...in the end, you'll only get your refund after about 2 months~! So, see for yourself, how bad is their service? They practically con people into buying their product. Business strategy?  F*** IT!

Alright. That's all for now! Let's see if I have time to blog later~!
Ciaoz!!

Have a nice day people!!!

2 Months and 2 Days

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals! 

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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OMGosh!

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks? 

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose. 

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Holding Back The Tears...

I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
 I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~