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All of the sudden, I feel so bothered by the fact that I'm no longer going overseas. Not to say bothered, it's sthing like sad but it's like mixture of disappoinment and sad.
I just went to facebook to check out some things and came across some pics of friends... Sigh... I wonder how it will feel if I was able to go there. I mean I was really looking forward to it and it's like all this while I have this aim to go there. But Poof!...everything is gone...within minutes of lecture and talks, it's final that I'm no longer furthering my studies there...

Though I've been disappointed many times throughout the years...but this is totally different. Things have been planned but somehow it still went out of track and ended up...like this. I stucked! I always tell myself that perhaps it's sthing good actually, giving me another chance to choose a new path. But...sigh...that feeling of not getting what u were promised...I hate that kinda feeling!!!! I do understand the situation but stimes come to think of it...it's just sad...so...sigh...

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Tomorrow will be the big day for where I'm working. Wow! You should see the amount of flowers there were at the shop this morning! It's fully filled! Gosh! Even the new restaurant beside also didn't get so many flowers. There were so many Japs in the restaurant today and they came all the way from Japan to supervise us...so u can imagine the pressure we had. It was pretty hectic today cuz there were not enough people around to help out. It's like super multi-tasking throughout the whole session of my shift. It was fun though. =) I have to be at work by 8am tomorrow to prepare things for the grand opening. Lucky me, I'm being paired with that idiotic woman! She doesn't know simple things and it's damn irritating to be asked when u r taking people's order. Sigh...too bad for me then. On the bright side, I can go home early. =) 8am-5pm! Yeah! Hehe...I'm so looking forward to....going home.

Pig got a message to go True Fitness for a month trial..then I was invited as a friend. So I went him on Sunday before my work. Then guess what? I ran on the treadmill for 20mins...then did some really simple abs exercise which it really 'killed' me. Haha... My stamina is so damn low these days. Running for 20mins during those days was a piece of cake to me but now, 20mins on the treadmill only is already killing me. Now, my whole body is aching. Haha...I think they have pretty good equipment though but let's see...I still have about 1 1/2 weeks to go cuz I only the 14-days trial. Hehe...

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Randomness

The other day, I got a call from Inti! I was working half way then the phone rang so I went to the kitchen to answer the call. Mr. Ong, my officer-in-charge called. I was surprised but happy at the same time! *weird*. Anyway, he was asking me if I would to resit the paper I've failed. Then there was this moment of silence where I was thinking of how to answer him. But anyway, I told him most probably I won't be sitting for it because I don't see the point of it. If it's gonna be that Bitch that's gonna be marking my goddamn paper, I might as well not sit for it. She's definitely 100% gonna fail me again. I can feel the aura!!...even though she's like miles away from me. Damn her! It's not like I didn't study for my finals, but she's just making my life worst on purpose!!!!!!
U guys know what she told us ( the few that failed) . U'll be damn dulan with her too if u see what she said when we ask her why we can't resit but need to retake.
"HAH? Need to retake meh? Aiyo...if I know earlier that you guys need to retake, I won't fail you guys already..."
Walao!!! Do u feel like killing her right that moment???? ARGH!!! Anyway, I bet those that failed and planning to resit must be studying hard for the upcoming resit. All The Best to you guys...and hopefully everything goes well... =) I'll pray for you guys. =)

So here I am, blogging in the middle of the night in the cybercafe nearby. Sigh...life is tough without internet at home. Sobs...but I think I'll be getting it soon. Well, not me only..it'll be us. = me and pig. We just watched "The Day the Earth Stood Still" at Pavilion after my work. =.=
Told my dumb dumb manager that I wanted to leave by 9pm (which is the time I finsih my shift too), manatau Pig arrive about like an hour late. =.= Not blaming him cuz he was working...haiz...
The movie was great by the way! Keanu Reeve is so drop dead gorgeous! Seriously, I can just melt! Haha...

Mmm...I'm just not really in the mood today. I don't know why. PMS I guess. I feel bad for pig but I just can't help it. I've been like that since morning...Sigh...I get irritated and jealous and everything else easily. I mean...aih...hard to explain. I just feel like crap...so whatever la...maybe after a beauty sleep I'll feel betta. *Pray*

I start at 2pm tomorrow that's why I'm still here blogging. If I were to start at 9am, I would have gone back to be a pig...Hehe...

Anyway, have to Ciao now people. Till next time. Take care...It feels nice to blog again...

1st week of work

So I've started working already.

Well, it's been a week now. Hmm...I would say that the environment is pretty good. The people there are very nice and they are friendly. I'm not sure if my judgement are correct but let's hope that I'm write.

I've learned a lot of things througout this one week. It has been hell during the weekends cuz there were so much to do and there were so many people!!! But I enjoyed it. No doubt getting scolding from my supervisor and manager is unavoidable, but that's how we learn I guess. They don't actually scold, just that they'll raise their tone a bit. But they do tell us in a nice way most of d time. The work there is pretty fast pace where u need to be fast in every way, so there's no lazing around. So far, I've only worked in the morning shift, so it's still alright. There's not much customer in the morning...u know...eating steak as ur brunch is not that good rite? LOL

Come to think of it, I do miss home... Though I know I have to be independent and everything, but I do miss my parents n bro a lot. When I'm back in Inti, it seems like everything is so near and I don't feel like going back. But now, when I'm just slightly further away from home, I feel that I miss them. Sigh...but too bad. I don't really have hols. Only 1 off day per week, so it's pretty impossible for me to go home...

Anyway, I'll try to update again people...Take care...Till nextime! =)

Working Life starts..

There's much to update but I just don't have the time...Sorry people.

Anyway, just a short update.

I went for Elaine's wedding on Saturday and she look stunning in her wedding gown. Check out my facebook for more pics. Oops! It's not me that uploaded though...mm...anyway...just see if you can find it. Sowey...

I've got myself a place to stay in KL and will be working in Pavilion. Hehe. I'll be starting work tomorrow and will be working 6 days per week.

Since I don't have internet connection at the place I'm staying, so I'll be visiting the CC more often now. Hehe...Maybe can learn how to play DOTA? Pig wanna teach me? Hehe...

My eyes are darn dry with the contact lens...so...I'll be sigining off now. See ya people!!

*I Miss Blogging*

Shocking News!

Few days ago I was down with high fever. Very high indeed that I need to go for blood test to verify if I actually got dengue. It was really frightening though cuz there were rashes all over my body. Anyway, I'm feeling much betta now though I have some blisters in my mouth. Damn painful!!!

Alot of things happened recently and I have some really bad news...
It was rather sad at the beginning but I got over it. There were so much hope in the beginning but everything has come to an end now. I'm not going to Australia anymore. So yeah...I'll be staying back in Malaysia. I don't know how my future will turn out to be but I do hope for the best. Though not being able to further my studies oversea is quite a waste, but on the bright side, I can spend more time with my family and pig; and also help sort out with some family matters. Trust me, it wasn't easy for me to take it either. Guess what? I'll be able to celebrate my 21st birthday with my family!!!!! Hehehe...YEAH!!!!

I know I haven't been updating my blog recently. I'll try to update once in awhile. Take care people. =)

Untitled I

I'm feeling very restless now.
I don't know why...maybe I'm worried about you.
I'm worried about my studies as well...
It feels like I'm literally flunking the subject already.
Though I haven't actually sat for the exam yet, but it feels that way.
How am I suppose to sit for it?
I'm so unprepared.
I've read through it, but seems like nothing went inside my mind.
What is happening to me?
It's as though my mind is blank!
It's kinda freaky in a way...
Lost of confidence in the finals...
Sigh...
I'm not feeling that good (not sick though)
Perhaps a bit upset.
Perhaps I shouldn't put much hope...
Really...perhaps...in case I get disappointed...
Yeah...maybe it should be that way...

I just shouldn't be too nice sometimes...

Finale ?

Finals in a few days time...

I would say that I'm not entirely prepared to face it.

I've kinda lost my aim in the midst of all the controversy

Furthermore, what the lecturer wasn't exactly motivating...

Sigh...

I got a bad feeling about this!!!

Sigh...

Let's pray that I'll do well and pass the subject.

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This is really gonna be my last semester here in Inti. Though flunking Micro might need me to stay back for another semester but I don't really plan to do so. At most, I'll just take the sub overseas. Oh well, it's gonna be like...a real FINALE for me after staying in this deserted jungle for..mmm...3 years? Gosh! It's been a long journey...

I'm seriously gonna miss everything in Inti. Though I always complain about them but there are things that are worth missing too. ...

I shall talk about it nextime. Take care people!

Surprise!!!

Surprise!!!!!

Everyone loves surprise, don't they? Especially when you are so sure that no one is gonna celebrate your birthday for you. One step through the door and out they come with a birthday cake and a party, just for you. What a pleasant surprise!

There are surprises that are not that pleasant too. Where you'll actually find yourself in deep shit. A very good one is where you get back your results. You were totally expecting 4 flats, but who know, it came out that you not only didn't get 4 flat, but 4 F!!! So, that's pretty hard to take isn't it?

No doubt that I love surprise very much. Especially during birthdays, anniversaries, Christmas and maybe just random surprises. There were times that I look forward to all these so much, and I kinda ended up being disappointed. It's pretty much my own fault for expecting too much, so I've learned my lesson and wouldn't be so stupid anymore....but I still LOVE PLEASANT SURPRISES!

Recently, I would say that it's just not my days and I've been given more than enough surprises. It rather sad and hurting. I'm glad that it wasn't from piggy. *Thank God* I always wonder, how can a person hurt someone so much that it has already reach the limit, the point of no return. Apart from that, lies and many more lies have been told just to get out of deep shit? Is it suppose to work this way? NO! It's not! The more you tell, the more it lands you in deep shit. You totally deserve it! I have no pity on you sometimes...seriously, what's there to pity?

A surprise for someone turn out to be a disaster for yourself. Hahahahahaha!!!! Great surprise for you!!!!

Once again...

Once again, I'm being hit by the truth...
Once again, I need to go thru the pain...

There's so much repetitive mistakes and stupidity. How can that happen?
Sigh, it's just so saddening to see this happening all over again. I would say that I'm pretty fed up with it, but what can I do? I have no say in this matter, so...it's just up to the fellas to make their decision. To be honest, if I was given a chance, I wouldn't want this happening to me or to others that are facing or already went thru with it. Why can't things just be less complicated huh?

It's gonna be a short post. There's so much to talk about, but today is just not the day...Sorry folks.

I'm missing my pig... =(

I can't pretend and I will not!

This is pretty random but it was being kept inside me for a really long time, so I might as well let it all out now...since I'm in the mood. ^^

Sometimes I do wonder if I'm being paranoid. Is she really such a threat to me? I can't be mad at her all the time, but I just can't stand the fakeness in her that really makes me wanna slap or curse her. People tend to fall prey to her all the time, trust me, I never knew that she was like that when I first knew her. She's really good at it! Since so much have happen, I think my judgment towards her will not be fair anymore. Whatever things she does, it seems to be a hatred to me.

There were much controversy over certain things these few months, and I'm thanking God that it's coming to an end in a few weeks time. Though I still fear of what may lie in the future, but I have no control of it.

Forgive her? Friends? Yeah...on the outer layer, we are indeed friends. Within us, we know very well that there is a wide gap between both of us. Saying that it's all over? Nah...it's all bullshit. If it's all over, she wouldn't have so much grudges over me. I can see and feel it in the way she look at me, so...She treat me differently from others, so what do you expect me to do? Sometimes it's just so hard for us to communicate that I would rather not talk. I can't pretend and I will not pretend. I just don't get it how can others still talk when there's already a gap there? Sigh...am I abnormal?

No doubt that I might still be angry with her. I still feel that she is being darn ridiculous with all her selfish reasons. I still feel that she doesn't have the right to control and know about other people's life. What's her problem? I seriously don't know and I don't understand as well.

Oh well, just a few more weeks and I'm done. I'm through with it...Take Care people~!

A Mr TeePot Tag

The person who tag you is?
Mr Tee Pot

What relationship of you with him/her?
Close Friends

Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
Funny, Chatty, Stimes Lame Joker, Good Listener, Great Friend

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
'Fishing' right beside me and not get caught my teacher in class.

If he/she becomes your lover , you will?
=.= Funny...

If he/she becomes your enemy , you will?
=.= Even funnier...

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on?
Err...not really sure, never really thought of it that way.

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
Hmm...bully him?

The overall impression to he/her is ...
Very nice person!

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
I have no idea. Each individual have his/her own point of views. Better to ask them.

The character for you for yourself is?
Kind? Quiet?(not exactly true)

On contrary , the character you hate of yourself is?
being to nice sometimes. Get bullied easily

The most ideal person you want to be is?
A successful person with a happy and loving family. ^^

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
^^ *smile*

Ten people to tag :
1) Pig
2) Jiok Sin
3) Laura
4) Jared
5) Joann
6) Xianz
7) Ke Jun
8) Ai Jia
9) Chor Peng
10) Lizzie

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
No one yet. She's single and available! Very Nice and sweet girl!

Is number 3 a male or female?
Female

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
Err...Not likely. They don't even know each other. It's gonna be pretty weird. =.=

How about number 5 and number 8?
=.= No way!

What is number 1 studying about?
Multimedia IT

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Them? As in all? Can't exactly remember but Pig is just beside me. =)

Is number 4 a single?
Yeah! I think he's still...Are you?

Say something about number 2
She's one of my closest friends in Inti and she's the only one left after all our A-levels friends left. She's cute, humble, sweet, sometimes very noisy but fun, nice to chat with...etc...Overall, she's a really great friend and I'm so lucky to have her as my friend. Oh ya! She plays the Clarinet and Piano. Talented huh?!?!? Guys, she's still available, grab her before it's too late.. Muahahaha....

Borders Affair

My blogging mood just came back after reading some friends' blogs...especially Laura...^^

Well, let's not talk about what I've done throughout these few weeks, let's say about something general and random. The journey I'm taking now is not as smooth as it looks like, there are seriously very muddy and bumpy roads along the way, and somehow people get hurt and lessons are learned. I believe that the truth will reveal itself when the right time comes, so we shall not contemplate about what's gonna happen and what's gonna be the ending. We can't predict what will happen the next second, we wouldn't know what others are thinking as well...so let it be... I know it's hard to do so, but I'm trying to. =)

Yesterday I went to Time Square. Was suppose to wait for Pig to finish work but instead he finish early. Biing Wang came as well. Anyway, we went to Borders. The bookstore is one of the most comfy ones around. They have Starbucks inside it, so it's pretty relaxing. For the very first time, I fell so much in love with that place. It's as though I've step into this really relaxing place where I have no misery to think of and nothing to worry about. I felt so light. Yeah...that's the word. The music, the environment, the books...Aww...I just felt like I'm in paradise! I'm loving the books there. Why? "Buy 3 for 2"!!! It's so worth it!!! Gosh!! Seriously, I'm gonna get some books there once I have $$! Among the bookstores I've been too, MPH comes in second place. Popular are usually too crowded with people, so I don't really like it. Borders is seriously a nice place to chill. Call me Orang Kampung or what-so-ever, yesterday was the first time I step into Borders. =.= rite? Too bad for me then. I've always pass by that place but it looked so dead from outside so I never wanted to go in until yesterday, Pig said that it's a nice place...^^ And I totally agree with him!

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The semester is coming an end very soon. 2-3 more weeks and I'm done with Inti! My further studies to Aussie are still in the midst...so...can't really tell where I'm going at the moment. Somehow it's very confusing but I think I can handle it. People say that parents' duty is to bring their children up to be a useful person. Paying for the children's education is also a must. Well, perhaps half of it is true but I don't totally agree to that statement. This few years, I've met two person that told me the same thing(and they are friends), I don't really agree with both of you. Yes, parents are suppose to pay for our education, but have you all thought of how hard they earn to pay for it? Doesn't it pain you to see your parents working so hard? Yes, it's their duty but can't us, being their children be more understanding and not ask for more? Doesn't it pain you to see your parents getting more wrinkles day by day just thinking about how to get you through uni? Well, it pains me a lot. Every time I think about my tuition fees, think about parents needing to pay such a lump sum, my heart aches a lot.

For all the reasons, I never wanted to fail a single subject because my parents need to pay extra! For once in my college and uni life, last semester was the first time I failed a subject in Finals. It brought me a lot of pain and I got through it silently. I have no one to blame but myself for not being able to juggle between my studies and other things. I don't want to mention what things that were bothering me but I guess those were involved should know. I don't come from a rich family, so financial support matters a lot to me when it comes to oversea education. No matter how much I would love to go to Aussie, I have to think of my family as well...Oh well...the future is undetermined yet, so let's hope for the best.

It feels so much better writing it all out. So far, I haven't actually got any reply from any Aussie Unis yet, so let's see how things go. I just hope that things will go smoothly. ^^ *Optimistic*

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Gonna get back to my studies now...Till nextime people.

Updates to be delay...

Wow~! It's been some time since I updated my blog. Gonna be almost a month the next sunday. Sigh, just kinda lost the mood to blog these days. Sorry people.

So...the pass-almost-one-month, I was pretty much enjoying myself.

I would really love to update you guys with all the things I've done but I have to prepare for my test next Tues, so after Tuesday I'll update k?

Have a nice day people...!

18++:Clubs and alcohols

It's only been a week but so much has happened. Just can't help it, and I can't do anything. I'm glad that pig and my friends are here for me, if not, i think I would have gone senile long ago. Well, I think things have finally come to halt for now, so, let's hope for the best. What a week! Quiz on monday which I was late for about 5 mins...Sigh, didn't have enough time to do. Oh well! It's alright, only 2% of the whole internal marks. =) Supposed to sit for test last friday but thank goodness that she postponed it to monday, which is tomorrow. I still have one more chapter to go - Antigens and Antibodies. Anyone interested in reading it for me? Or perhaps sitting the test for me? I would be pretty pleased to hear that provided you can pass it for me. *Lame* I'm crapping...so...sorry folks. For two consecutive weeks I've went clubbing with pig.

1) Aloha! 14/9/08
It so happened that Pig's friend wanted to go and didn't know the direction so we kinda tagged along. Plus both of have the mood to club. Poppy was originally the place we wanted to go, but too bad, I'm underage and so are the other girls. In the end, we ended up in Aloha! @ Honolulu. Hmm...personal opinion: It's quite a nice place to chill. Music was okay...they only played RnB towards the middle of the night...so it was okay. The company that day was a bit...err...weird. We don't exactly know those people, only met two of them before...Anyway, it was a nice try.

Pig, Me and Liang Wei


Honolulu@ Aloha!

2) Sanctuary 19/9/08
Yeah, once again...Sanctuary! But this time, it's with Pig's friends. =) Well, all of them are already working and there's a married couple too, from Penang. Guess what? Most of them are ex-Intians plus they are really nice people and I enjoyed myself quite much that nite. By the way, I'm the youngest among them, like a lot younger. =.= We were playing this game and I kinda drank a bit too much, ended up vomiting. I don't think I was drunk cuz I knew what is happening around me and I can walk straight. Just that my stomach felt really gassy. Aiks! Had fun that day though there were no dance floor. Chilling and relaxing with them was pretty cool. =) I slept all the way back and Pig was so boring. I did something stupid too...well, it's P&C so...hehe...

Pig and Me


Sweepy - He's a bit tipsy when this pic was taken


The married couple ~ Winter and hubby


Winter, Me and Cherry (Really sweet Jie Jies)


Pig, Lionel and Sweepy


Pig, Me and Lionel


Me and The guys...Sweepy with cap down.

Okay...enough of clubbing and alcoholic drinks...
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Alcohol is an immunizing drink that basically numbs a person if he/she drinks too much. The feel of getting drunk, hmm..I'm not too sure, don't really know if I've ever reach that stage yet. Drinking alcohols is not all about getting drunk, so don't get me wrong. The feel of being tipsy is somehow nice at times, especially when you are going thru some hard times (like what I'm going thru). Felt light and floaty, as though you are experiencing some dimensional change. Somehow, it gets off whatever that's on your mind. Though temporary but it's good enough for a night.
The aftermath of drinking too much may not be that pleasant. For me, I'll vomit and it's totally no fun. The feeling of gas tumbling and twirling inside your stomach, really makes you wanna vomit everything out. I didn't manage to get everything out until the very next day. I even burp a few times the next morning. As in long and gassy burps.. Lol. *Disgusting*

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To be continued...with a new title

Life is a like a drama

I don't understand why.

Why must this kind of things happen to me?

I'm devastated by the truth but what can I do?

I'm stuck in between and there's nothing I can do.

Nothing seems to be going smoothly these days...

Feel like crap at time...

I just can't help it.

Every drama or movie I watch seems to be so reflective of my life...

How can that be? It's just a drama. Is my life that dramatic?

I'm trying to stay cheerful and strong, but how long can I fake my smile?

It's just pathetic.

I hope to be okay soon...

...and I will definitely be OKAY!!!!

...just give me some time...

Jogoya

JOGOYA!!!!!!! I'm lovin' it!

So yeah, I went to Jogoya with Pig, Wen n Kam Wah (Pig's Twin? They share the same name). Anyway, for those who don't know what is Jogoya and where it's situated. Let's me share with you this.

What is Jogoya?
A restaurant that serves Japanese buffet. (Yum!)

Where is it?
For starters, it's situated in Starhill.
Here's the full address:
T3, Relish floor, Starhill gallery,
181, Jln Bukit Bintang,
55100 Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia.

Contacts?
Just call the hotline - +603-2142 1268

They are having a promotion:
If a guy goes with a gurl, the guy will get 50% discount. Lol!!!! It's only until 18th Sept! Quick!
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After Thursday's class, I went to Pig's place and we left for Jogoya around 4.30pm to 5pm. Since we were unable to get reservation for Buffet Dinner so we wanted to try our luck for Walk-in. Wen n KW reached late so decided to go for the Buffer Supper which we were able to make a reservation earlier.

Pig and Me hang out in Pavillion and walked around. I'm loving the Forever 21 there. But too bad...no $$. Anyway, I manage to get a pair of sunnies at Padini Concept Shop. Vincci sunnies. =)
My heels were hurting my feet so much that I need to sit down to rest my feet. Sobs. My feet are bigger now, or should I say - more fleshy. Sigh...I hate putting on weight! After much walking, we decided to go Starbucks near KL Plaza to pass time. Ordered Macchiato - Yum Yum!!! The atmosphere there is pretty nice! You'll get to see all sort of people walking around, interesting life style. Opposite Starbucks, there's this place called 'Lecka Lecka' (hope I didn't spell wrongly). They have wonderful lighting there and it looks like a nice place to chill (the price should be pretty nice also).

Pavilion

Lecka Lecka

Around 9pm we called Wen and headed for Jogoya! Yeah! Waited awhile for our turn to go in. 4 of us went and the cost was about Rm280. Not that expensive though. Thanks for the discount. =) KW managed to get a VIP card, so yeah...we get to eat the special food. =) Too bad I forgot to take a pic of the King Crab we ate.

While waiting we camwhore-d...

Wen & Kam Wah @ Matthew


Me and Pig

I don't know how to describe the environment but it's just...nice and delicious! Let the photos explain themselves. Food is everywhere. Though they said last time was betta, but for a first timer @ ME, I'm more than satisfied. =) There were Haagen-Daaz ice cream you know!!!!! What's more when it's a buffet???? Lol!!! Oh ya! The coconut is...Hmmm...Hmm..! Very cooling! There were wine too!!!!!!!!!!! RED WINE!!!! WHITE WINE!!!! and err...AK-47? I think I heard sthing like that. Not too bad but there was this uncle that got drunk drinking it. =.=

Tempura, Salmon Sushi, Tuna & Salmon Sashimi, Scallops


Lobster Salad, Snails, Prawn Salads, Coconuts


Cod Fish & Snail (up close)


I don't know what is it called the shell thingy, the next one is StingRay. Nice!!!


Guess what's this? It's Guai Ling Gou *cute*; Cake desserts


Haagen Daaz!!!!!!


From L to R: Matt, Kuen, Wen, Matt


Wen & ME at this cute lil' place.

The buffet ended around12am. So, we headed home. Wen n KW went back to Inti, I suppose; while I stayed over at Pig's place. Going home the next day...

I totally indulge myself in the food that nite. Thank you Pig for bringing me there. =)
Hope that Wen n KW also enjoyed themselves. =)

Signing off people...

Back to school

It's back to school!!!!!

Not exactly school anymore --- more like uni now.

Sigh, I'm not really in the mood to study at the moment. I feel more like the break just started instead of it ending today~! Too bad for us, life goes on and a new semester just started like that.

Classes will be divided ~ Biotech or Immuno. Sigh, means less time spend with some classmates. I'm taking Immuno by the way, and there were only about 12 people in the class. Others are in Biotech. My timetable is pretty nice compared to the other semesters i've spent in inti. I would say that this semester is the most relaxing one. Since lab classes haven't start this week, so I have extra time. =) Went for a movies on Tuesday with Biing Wang and girl; Wednesday with Piggy and my classmates at MV. On both occasions we wanted to watch 'Money Not Enough 2' but we ended up watching other movies. Aiks...sad case, all tickets sold out.

Anyway, I wanna tell you guys about what happen after the show on Wednesday~ Me and Piggy left first cuz others are going clubbing or sthing. When we were coming out from the car park, this car just stop right in front of us. A gurl came out from the car but the car was still there and not leaving. After waiting for awhile, Piggy turn out and drove pass and I scolded 'IDIOT' towards the car. Guess what? My window was down and so was the other car's!!! Gosh!!! That guy turn and look at me~!!! =S So so so so embarassing. *shouts*

Met up with Biing Wang again on Thursday nite. Went to Steven's Corner for a drink and tried out something there. Hehe...nice experience. =) Around Friday noon reach college to pay fees...gosh! The queue was madness. I got my number 504 and the counters were only at 292. =.= After an hour or two I came back...the numbers are gone and everyone was queuing up. *deng* Lucky me! I saw this woman with the ATM machine asking who is using ATM card...so I went over and paid! Yeah! Hehe...Happy! Pig fetch me home after that.

Later at night, ChorWai, Sue, Piggy, me and my bro went out Yumcha at Temiang's corner. Lol. So many ''Corner's''... Had a nice chat there. Sobs that Mridula not there...

Well...the rest of the weekends until today was nice. Though didn't anything much, just feel that it's pretty much relaxing. Oh ya! Me and mum went for a cousin's wedding dinner lastnite at HeeLai Ton. Err...didn't manage to get any pics only few randoms one excluding me inside. The down side of that dinner is that I ate vegetarian dishes. So sad you know? I saw other tables eating fish, prawns and all..but I ended up eating vegetarian fish...=.= Thanks to my grams. !!!!! Oh well, I got through the dinner and later went out Yumcha with Biing Wang. After that Piggy, me and bro went to A&W for Waffles!!!Yum Yum!!! Met one of fatty cousin there and he was pretty shock to see me out so late at nite (it was already 1.30-2am)....Lol.

That's about it for this one whole week, going back to hostel soon...


CiaoZ!


Nothing much happen. Just kinda enjoyed my first week back to college. Relaxing and all...but I wonder how hectic this semester would be.

Fear,Lost,Disappointed

For once
I'm scared
Not about studies
Not about financial
Not about relationship
Not about friendship
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I'm lost for a moment
I don't know how to solve it
I don't know if I should even interfere
I don't know what will happen next
I don't know what I shoud expect
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I'm disappointed
in you
in everything you've done
in the lies you've told
in your dishonesty
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Sigh...what a night.

Missed

Looking back at certain things in life, just realized that how much I've missed.

Not coming back home during the weekends, means less time spent with my family. Mum told me today that she miss me a lot when I'm not around; can't imagine how would it be when I'm overseas next year. I bet dad feels the same way as well. This semester, I've been busy and there are a lot of things happening...just didn't feel like going home. Perhaps I've played too much, or perhaps I'm being naughty. Though it's kinda true that I don't have much freedom at home but it's still home. The warmth in it is just...so...homely, cosy...and...warm. No matter what, your family will stand by you through thick and thin...I HEART my family. Thank you for everything...

My dogs...Sigh. The sight of seeing them becoming all infested by ticks, it hurts me. Mum did took care of them, just that...somehow they got infected. Finally sprayed chemicals on them and bathed them as well. Piggy's one was really effective, most kinda dried and die off. Now, both Cassie and Sox @ Short Short smells nice.^^

Since many things happen few months back, I've lost(well, not exactly lost) and gain friends. I manage to see who are true friends and who are not. I'll learn from mistakes, that's for sure. I'm sorry that I didn't spend much time with you gals for the pass few months...perhaps it's already too late now, but I'll see you all/some in the coming few days e.g. Wen n Jiok. Not forgetting Gie...thanks you gals for standing by me all this time despite the 'lack of communication' between us...There are others as well...which I know in my heart, that will be good friends. =) Thank you piggy for standing by my side...=)
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I'm just glad that it's over now (at least I hope so)... Have a nice day people.

Pig-ging?

Basically, my holidays officially started on the 15th, a day after finals. But to be more 'official' and precise of the meaning of holidays - where I can actually relax at home, it only started last weekend. After much hassle, finally things are starting to settle down.

I heart pig-ging

Definition of pig-ging by Kuen:
Being able to sleep. The urge to sleep after each meal and being able to do so.

Just copy and paste the definition to pig and he said that he's not like that. Well, in fact, he's not. But I AM!!! Gosh!! I feel so sleepy after each meal! Perhaps too much carbohydrates or sthing. Hmph! That's so not good. Well, I don't actually pig...just have the feeling. You know, it's like paradise where you have nothing to worry about and living life to the fullest. Okay, it's not actually living life to the fullest...just that the feeling is there. Hmm...I'm weird huh?!?

Anyway, I manage to met up with Siao Chui, PuiMun, Hao Ying and Kar How that day. It has been ages since we last met. Siao Chui is currently undergoing teacher's training in Pahang; PuiMun in local U...mm...UPM I think, doing Stats if I'm not mistaken; Hao Ying in Inti doing BA - I see her around sometimes and she'll be calling 'Bear bear!!!' *lol*; and Kar How, all this while I thought he was in London, but actually he's just in MMU. =.= Kar How changed. Hmm...more well build? He looks bigger that high school days. All of the gurls looks pretty and thinner. Hmm..I'm feeling bad now cuz I'm like the only one putting on weight. Gosh~! I should seriously take the initiative to slim down!!!!!



Few days ago, Piggy was at my place. He came down and cooked spaghetti for us! Yummy!! Delicious!! Too bad, I didn't take a pic of him cooking. We fetch Yit from school that 2 days and that fella was so happy about it. (No need to take bus mer...) Oh ya! I made pudding!!! Lychee pudding~! We went to Pasar Malam near my place on Tuesday evening. Bought some food and pig met his friend there. Wow~!! That guy's from KB if i'm not mistaken and you see him in S'ban. Surprising. Anyway...after dinner, piggy went home...=(

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My semester result came out on Tuesday. Hmm...It was as expected I would say. Though I'm a bit disappointed but I'm over it. Sigh.

Few more days till the next semester starts. Sigh. What's a short break. I should be taking Immunology next sem as my elective, only one subject left before I actually fly off. Hopefully the b*tch will allow me to take her subject overseas. Don't feel like seeing her anymore...her sarcasm is just freaking irritating sometimes. Sigh...so demotivating.

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I went for my first driving lesson this morning. Err...it was kinda freaky. Driving in the school was okay, no prob. But coming out to the main road is like...Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Lol. I didn't expect the Uncle to let me drive in the main road so fast...=S. What's more when it's like...the main main road where there's a lot of cars! Gosh! Anyway, I drove all the way home... and I'm in one piece. I guess I kinda enjoyed it in the end. I'm like the slowest to get my driver's license...haiz...sobs...so embarassing.

That's all for now~
Signing off...

Piggy story II

Here comes the continuation from last post...

I had a wonderful 20th birthday this year. Though there were no parties or what-so-ever grand thingy, but I would say that this is quite a memorable one.
First of all, my birthday is on the 20th of Aug 2008, which makes it 20/08/2008. What's more when it's my 20th birthday~Hehe...CAn't really believe that I'm already 20 this year, time seems to fly by so quickly.
I got a lot of wishes from my friend and family, thank you very much. I appreciate it a lot.

Matt @ Piggy brought me out for dinner at TGIF on the 19th nite. It was really nice and sweet of him. ^^ It was my first time there, I've always wanted to celebrate birthday or have dinner at places like this. *Hugs piggy* The atmosphere was just nice, though they were showing Olympics. Well, as long as you spend time with your loved ones, no matter where you are, what you do, you'll be happy. We ordered set dinner with appetizer, entree and dessert.

The waitress was nice enough to take pictures for us. *Thanx* I had a great time there...really...I l ove it!


When the clock strikes 12, I received phone calls from friends. Laura!! Haha...u were the first, then comes soo ann...then my brother. Guess what happen? My parents forgot even though they called. =.= Then i kinda hinted my mum, only she realized it has already passed 12! Lol. Dad sang birthday song to me through the phone, so cute of him! Hehe...first time spending birthday eve with piggy! I got messages, testimonials on both friendster and facebookl..thanks people. ^^

*More pics in facebook*

The food was delicious~~~ dessert was...hmm...yumyum! We headed home(pig's place) after chilling awhile there. Then pig send me back to hostel in the morning to pack my bags to go home home. Haha...my bags were too heavy and pig had to come up to get it for me. *Thx & Sry* Dad wanted to fetch me but he was busy with some stuffs, so piggy send me home. Hehe...first time coming to my place. Lol. Well, we chilled awhile at my place then went out again with my brother. The guys had their gaming session until time to meet up with my besties ~ Sue and Mridula. Sue and ChorWai got me a bag whereas Mridula got me a Bear (Chocolate Bear) Awww...so cute! We had cakes in Secret Recipe then had dinner at Dragon Palace with my parents. *Too Bad ChorWai is not around...haiz...*After that, we headed back home to cut the cake. Dad bought me a Winnie the Pooh Cake! Lol! Its adorable^^. Dad said that I'm forever a kid in his heart. =)

5 of us went out again to yumcha at Roy's. Piggy stayed over for the nite.

Wen and Jiok came to visit on the next day so we met them up at Jusco. Went for Wall-E together and had dinner at the fish head mihun place. ^^


Bro, XueNeng, Jiok, Wen, Me and Matt

Xue Neng was there was as well. We went to pick him up on the way. Wen and Jiok got me something really...err...unexpected. Haha...a dustbin. A CUTE one! Lol. It was nice meeting up with them before Wen leave. Piggy went home that nite but he came back on Friday . =)

Another bunch of my friends celebrated with me at Kensington. Though it has already pass my birthday. It has been a long time since I actually met up with all of them. Aiks. There were some shocking news but it's alright. I had a great time with them. ^^




So...That's about it for the 20th Birthday...Hehe...I'm happy, lucky, feeling loved...awww...indescribable feeling.

Heart my family and my piggy

Piggy story I

Hi peeps~!!

It's been a long long time since I blogged. So..here are some updates.

Guess what? Piggy brought me to the Malaysia International Firework Competition at Putrajaya on Saturday(16/8). Hehe... It was Team China presenting "Niu Lang and Weaver girl". I would say that they did a great job! It was spectacular and really breathtaking! Beautiful~~~~!!! There were many people there and most of them were well prepared with their cameras and videocams. Ah well! Me and Piggy were just there to enjoy so we didn't prepare anything. Took some pictures though. ^^ The sunset that day was really nice as well. The sun was huge! Manage to take a pic of it, but not so nice.

Putrajaya in the evening

Sunset Putrajaya at nite

We went to Poppy after that to meet up with Piggy's ex-classmates and some of their colleagues. Poppy is nice~~~!!!!!! Too bad, I'm underage. Lol. Since they booked VIP, so I was allowed to go in. Haha. *thank you* The company was nice, the music was really nice...but the cons of Poppy is that- it's too packed! You basically need to squeeze yourself through in order to go to the dance floor. Piggy and I danced awhile during the last hour and we went back to the seats. Met some of my classmates there though. Was kinda surprised to see them...Anyway, after that, we went for YumCha at some Mamak nearby. Chatted a bit with each other. Then we left for home.

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I'm addicted to 'Word Challenge'. Well, I was more addicted previously but after finals it was lesser, but still it's addictive. Haha.

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Okay...Monday(18/8). Followed Piggy around the whole day until dinner time, we went to Subang with a bunch of friends to have Steamboat. Yummy!!!! It was very filling! ^^ Then we met up with Laura. Picked her up then went to Asia Cafe. Hmm...memorable place! Haven't been there for ages. I remember the first time there was to visit Ms. Lai - A-levels Chemistry lecturer.

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More updates tomorrow...