Any Hercules?

I'm always like that. Craving for something at the wrong time!

At the moment, I'm watching Valentine's Day and also doing my Accounting Past Year Paper.

Though I've watch Valentine's Day numerous times, but I just won't get fed-up of it. Somehow, it cheers me up and by the end of the movie, I'll have a smile on my face.

Yesterday, I watched Hercules! My All-Time Favorite Hero! I used to play the game almost everyday back then, but I think the movie is much better. It brings back a lot of sweet memories of me and my daddy.

Look at this kiddo with HERCULES!!! ADORABLE!!! I wanna take a pic too~!!

 

Heading back to the books + VDAY movie~!

The Little Culprit of My Pain

*DOM BOM BOOOOOOMMMM*

I was using Google Chrome and it failed on me. I figured that it couldn't be Blogger's prob because I saw my friends updating theirs. So much for being Miss Smarty-Pants, I smartly change my browser to Mozilla. I'm no tech savvy person, but I do have few browsers on my lappy in case one of them decide to fail on me.


It was already like that since last night. I was a bit annoyed cuz me, being smarty-pants forgot to on the laptop charger, so the lappy just shut down. Then before that happen, blogger gave me problem. Sigh. What a night!


Well, my main point of blogging is not because of that. It's due to something else MUCH MORE SERIOUS!

So I went for an interview last Thursday and I didn't have anything to wear except for a shirt. Ended up I went shopping with my friends on Wednesday in KL. Wanted to take the bus there but...let's just say Ferina's luck was with her, instead we took a cab to Pavilion. To cut the story short, I mange to get a pair of pants and also a pair of close-toe heels.

The next day, happily I went for the interview. I even scheduled to have lunch with my friends too. After the interview, my feet were already giving up on me. It's was getting really painful. Then it was lunch, which wasn't that bad cuz we sat half the time. Then it was the Zara Warehouse Sale @ Atria. Me and XiangBin went for it since it was on the way back to my place. I guess, my feet really gave way by the end of the shopping spree. I can't walk anymore. Since Atria was kinda deserted, so I did the unexpected :: I took off my heels and starting walking towards the car ::  It's embarassing but I just can't help it anymore.

The pain sustained throughout the weekend. I had this sort of pain before so I just let it be. With nail polish on, I didn't get to see what's happening to my toe until I washed it off on Sunday.

OMG!!!!! My Biggie Toe had Internal Injury!!!!

LOOK AT IT!!!! Awww~~~~

*Not a very pleasant view, so be prepared*

Mind my skin, just focus on the nail

To be honest, it doesn't look that bad but it's damn painful!!!!!

 

Blue-Black, that's what I call it, but not sure what others would call.

Gosh!!! No wonder it was so painful throughout the weekend.

Happy Diwali to my dearest friends!!!! A belated one. 

This year, Deepavali falls on a Friday, so all of us had a long weekend. *Wheeee~~~!!!!!*

For me and piggy, I headed back to Seremban on Thursday night and to my surprise, the highway was not as crowded as I thought it will be. *Good for us!*

But when we reach Seremban, the town was crowded!!! And JAMMED too~!! I guess people are doing their last minute shopping, so we have to take a detour to go back home. 

With the next day being Deepavali, we had prepared ourselves for feasts by our friends. 

First stop was at Sarvin's place for lunch. *No pictures*

For dinner, we went to Yun's place! 

I didn't take many photos but I'll let the photos do the talking...

We were one of the first comers to this splendid place!

AWESOME FOOD!!!!!

Notty but very uberdorable PUP! SPIKE is the name!

A Not-So-Clear Shot of the Fireworks.

Us and the HOST of the night~ Mr. Yunesh!

Little Kiddo here was hype on music & firecrackers!  Cute fella'!

So, that's all for Deepavali celebration on my side. How about yours? How did you celebrate it?

Cruelty to Man's Best Friend

It's a beautiful day today because:

1. I got a 12 hour sleep.

2. I got a call from someone which I hope I'll get (I'll reveal to you once it is supposed to be told)

3. I'm watching HOUSE M.D.

Well, to interrupt my good day, I came across this article about dog shooting.

Just wanna express my view and don't mean to have any political /religious  with anyone or any country. 

Previously there was this case on dog hanging (more like puppy hanging) but this two idiots, now in Ipoh, the city council decided to shoot dogs, even though they have license.

Very VERY disturbing photo by this two idiots!!!!

Read more here.

What is disturbing is that there are CATS straying around everywhere, you can see it anywhere, but there are no cat-shooting. Why is that so? Don't you think cats are more irritating? They will sit beside you, looking at you when you eat and 'beg' for food? I admit I'm not cat lover but that doesn't mean I scrutinized them. I just shoosh them away when they are around. But what do SOME people do when dogs are around? KICK them, SCARE the crap out of them...etc.

We have enough of racism in our country, now DOG-cism? This is absurd. Just because Malaysia is an Islamic country, it doesn't mean that people can be so cruel to animals. Yes, animals! But more specifically are dogs. I know dogs and pigs are unholy, but yet, there is no need to go to that extend.

STOP DOG SHOOTING!


STOP CRUELTY TO ANIMALS!!!!!!


DAMN THOSE IDIOTS 
THAT ARE DOING IT!!! 

When I was younger, I thought that Malaysia is a democratic country where you can voice out whatever you want. But to my dismay, it's not exactly how it works. When you voice out something that is not-so-nice towards the government, you'll be lock down under ISA. It happens, so many countless times. Sad eh? Fret not, cuz it will continue to happen until god knows when. 

One of my lecturers from Australia actually told us this while giving us lecture in class on one of the finance subjects. "If you want to know the truth, don't read Strait Times because 3/4 of the paper will cover solely on politics!" Somehow, I agree with him. Personally, I don't read NST because it's plain boring not because of what he said. I prefer The Star. Perhaps it's the culture at home where all of us read The Star instead of NST. We only buy NST on Sunday, so it's Sunday Times which is less boring.

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I think I'm out of topic. Hmmm....which makes me think I should just end the post here. Agree? YES! 

CIAOZ~!

Happy Halloween!

 HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I wanna announce that I'm pretty doomed and dead for the finals this semester.


Thanks to my procrastination that I'm not studying. I blame myself for it. So if anything were to happen, it's all my own fault.

I'm not greedy. Just a PASS would do for me. Ok?

God Bless all of us that's gonna be sitting for finals! Especially those that are sitting for Corporate Finance & Financial Institution and Monetary Policy on Monday!

All The Best Peeps!!!

S.Mile

You see what I tend to do just to avoid studying? Procrastination! I can just sit in front of the comp and just stare without doing anything. Great! Exam stress I supposed.

Breakfast: Muesli

Lunch: Tuna Sandwiches (2pcs)


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Studied 5 Chapters of FIM ----------> Partially dead
Studied 0 Chapters of CF ------------> I'm dead


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I realized that I haven't been taking much photos of myself lately. Even taking with friends are rare unless they are the ones doing the courtesy. I used to love taking photos, but somehow along the way, I lost interest in doing so. Perhaps psychologically I don't feel that I look nice in photos anymore. My classmate say I have a great smile, but then again, when I look at the photos was taken lately, I don't feel that great. I don't feel that happy after all.

I used to be so carefree and smile a lot last time, but these days I seemed to be bugged down so much that I forgot how cheerful I used to be. Mum said I have changed. And I realized that too. I evaluate my well-being almost on a daily basis. I think of what I have done throughout the day and compare it to how I used to be. Seriously, I am not who I am 2-3 years ago.

Being a really patient person for near to 20 years of my life, the sudden change in my attitude shocked my mum. I was pretty surprised that Dad was okay with it. He said he has been waiting for this day to come because he doesn't want to see me get bullied by others. Which is pretty true. During those days, some people tend to take so much advantage of me that I get bogged down by whatever comments they gave. They seem friendly but being friends with them over the years, I realized that they are not. They are just putting on a mask and pretending to be nice. I would like to thank them for teaching a lesson in life. A great one indeed.

Perhaps this change is not so good after all. Losing my patience somehow made me smile less...less cheerful. Can I smile more again?

SMILE Kee Kuen! Smile again~!

Babeh Burfday!

Happy Birthday Jiok!

This post is rather late. But well, hope you enjoyed yourself though.

Snoopy came from KK a.k.a. Kota Kinabalu to celebrate this babe's birthday! Fuiyoh! 

Celebrated @ TGI Fridays, Pavilion.

Birthday girl was in Pink!

Snoopy's IC : The Old Snoopy vs the Current Snoopy!!!! LOTSA DIFFERENCE!!

I didn't took much pic, but Snoopy did. So maybe read her blog! Well, she has yet to blog about it, but I think she will...

After dinner, Jiok + Snoopy bought Baskin Robbins. Pink Wednesday. So there's some discount.

=)

Look at Snoopy!!!!!

Happy Birthday Again Jiok! Love ya!!!! See ya soon~!!!

*Sorry I didn't get you any present. Sorry Jiok. =(*

Don't be mad at me alright?

Off All The Wonderful Days!

I realized that this sorta things always happen to me, especially during exam period. Either I fall sick or something will just come up.So Not Good!!!!

Pass 2 days, I was purely procrastinating. The only thing I did with my books were arranging them nicely, filing my notes. That's all! Didn't read anything at all. The only so-called-productive-part is that I watch almost half a season of CSI:NY S1 for the 2nd time. Great right? Sigh...

Off All The Wonderful Days in the week, my BRILLIANT yet CONSIDERATE neighbor decided to do his/her renovation beginning today!

DAMN!!!!!

Now, how am I suppose to study? 

1. Blast the music DIRECTLY into my ears *pity my ears*

2. Find another place to go.

3. Continue procrastinating.

4. Only start studying after their working hours

5. Call The Cops! Shoosh them away!! *highly impossible*

ARGH~!!!!!!!!

Seriously! Off all the Wonderful Days in the world, why today? 

I've lived here for almost a year, only TODAY you decided to do something with your trashy house? 

The house is in a total mess! 

Kena LELONG (Auction) before! 

Owing Management fees up to RM30k ++! 

Electric + Water kena cut off since doing how many eons ago...

and...the toilet bowl is in the living room!

*This is rather hilarious* 

How is that possible? 

Now, is it a trashy house? 

Oh well~~~ that's life! and it has to go on...

...and I'll go back to my books now~! 

Ciaoz!!

Morning Peeps!

Finally I have found time to blog.

Well, woke up early this morning, hoping that I'll have my body clock tuned back to normal.

Went to the management office and booked the badminton courts. I can't believe that people actually wake up early just to book the courts! They stood outside the office and waited for the office to open! My goodness! Well, Piggy ask me to wake up early to go book, so I went down and saw people already queuing up. It's my first time waking up so early JUST TO BOOK the COURTS. Usually I'll just go before 12noon, but today...exceptional case! Oh well, it all went well. Just had some irritating Aunties bragging about how they got into a road block and got out of it because she was 8 months pregnant. Some more got action one! *Hand extending from Belly outwards* Gosh~! 

Had a healthy breakfast: Muesli + A cup of milk

I'm trying out this regime to have a better lifestyle and a healthier body. I have been wanting to do so for such a long time but somehow, schoolwork just don't allow me to do so.

I have one more week till finals. Having said that, I'm so unprepared for it. I do hope I'll have a Credit for the subjects, if I were to achieve a HD or D, that'll be superb/ out of the world!!! Oh my~!

Went back home last weekend, and it was pretty stressful. Not because of studies, instead it was more of a family affair. When I was younger, I look forward to see my relatives coming back from overseas, but now, I have doubts visiting them when they are back. There have been too much controversy these days and the tension that was build up is not easily ease. I'm in no position to relieve it, so I might as well stay out of it. At first, I thought it was only my family that was having such nonsense, instead I realized that it happens in all the families, just that people don't talk about it. Oh well, I'm just thankful enough that everything went pretty well.

Will be heading to P1 later to help my friend in her termination thingy. Hope that it won't end up in a heated argument with those ruthless bastards. They have really bad customer service. Seriously! Their attitude sucks to the max! There are countless complaints about their service and the network coverage that they have. Agents will be convincing customers that there is coverage within the area and customers are entitled to have a full refund within 7 days if they are not satisfied with the service. Guess what? The company played with the words they used in the contract, and there are exclusion clauses and blah blah blah...in the end, you'll only get your refund after about 2 months~! So, see for yourself, how bad is their service? They practically con people into buying their product. Business strategy?  F*** IT!

Alright. That's all for now! Let's see if I have time to blog later~!
Ciaoz!!

Have a nice day people!!!

2 Months and 2 Days

The blog has been officially dormant for 2 months and 2 days!
Well, I didn't mean to make it dormant but I rarely have the time and mood to update it.
Doesn't really matter anyway, cuz I doubt many people will be reading this after all.

I wish I have the mood and enthusiasm to do so. But these days, I'm just slacking too much and being too laid back. As a result of it, my studies are lagging as well, which is totally not a good thing.

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The semester is coming to an end now. Finals will be on 1st and 12th of November. The timetable is damn sucky and we can't do anything about it.

Imagine having TWO(2) Finance paper on the same day. To make it worse, it's the first day! Well, it's not all bad, just that it's gonna be pretty hectic and there's so much to remember. Let's hope that all of us will do well! Though the petition to Australia for changes in date did not work out plus with sarcasm from them, don't give up, just gotta show them how all of us can actually do well!

I have only one more assignment to go and I'm done with coursework! Just passed up two assignments today. Thank you to my group mates for all that you guys have contributed. I'm not a good leader at all, so this is my sincere apologies to you guys if I have offended you guys in anyway.

The semester has been a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups and downs. Lots to do. Lots to think about. There are 50/50 of both happy and bad times. I wish I could spend all on happy times and let my life be wasted on happy-go-lucky; instead of frowning over worthless things. But life is not always smooth, so there are times I have to go through really humongous-unwanted-bumps!

Lovin' the time spend with my buddies in college. I guess my college life in Sunway wouldn't be as exciting without you gals. They are just fantastic! Lovin' you gals! 

Clubbing has been a frequent thingy for me lately. Not because I'm addicted to eat but it's more like lotsa celebrations throughout the past few months. We don't go for luxurious or expensive clubs, we just spend time hanging out drinking at places like Sanctuary, Library, Euphoria & Helo Bali. So, it's not always clubbing, it's more of drinking sessions. I enjoyed all of it to the max, because of the company I have. Cool and nice people they are~~
*I'm proud to say that I only went drinking once in October! Whee~~~~~*

It's been a few weeks that I'm not really myself. Maybe it's the late night sleep and waking up early in the morning. The stupid sleeping time I have is actually screwing up my body nice and slow. Most of the time, I won't be tired physically; but mentally, my mind is screwed up! I can't think straight nor can I think productively. Which is bad especially when it comes to assignments and group discussions! My mind will just go blank and I can't brainstorm at all! Argh! I need more sleep and rest.

Kinda hurt my wrist while finalizing my assignments on Tuesday. I thought it was Tendonitis, but my soon-to-be Doctor friend told me it's called Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. Wiki it, you'll get what it means. It hurts a lot! Now, I'm limp-typing here. Crap! Hope it'll heal real soon~~

Oh ya! I went for MotoGP the other day @ Sepang International Circuit. Got free tickets from my classmate cuz he couldn't make it. Thanks a lot Edward! I'm not a big fan of MotoGP nor F1, but there's no harm going for such an event when you have the chance. I got slightly tanned when I went on the 2nd day (we skipped 1st day), and there were not much crowd. On the final day, the crowd was WOW!!!! I didn't thought that it'll be so damn crowded! Finding a parking slot was awfully hard and the distance from the parking to the grand stand was like so f-king far! We were no VIPs, so no reserve parking. Overall, I enjoyed myself that day, it was a fascinating day for me. Saw a lot of people and got to know a bit about MotoGP. Almost everyone was a big fan of Valentino Rossi, even my bro is! Well, he won the race. I would very much like to upload the photos, but I guess I'll do it another time.

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It's late now. 4.31am! Gonna just sign off here and go to bed.

Good Night Peeps!

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OMGosh!

Finally my last semester result is out. For one particular subject that was delayed for almost a month! Gosh!

Guess what? I didn't do as well as I thought I did. And it was actually so unexpected! Most probably I'll request for a remark on my paper.

I'm not trying to be prejudice here but I have a friend that barely passed her internal marks which is about 60% out of 100% of the whole subject. But in the end, she can get a HD? What kinda bullshit is this? If she gets a D, it's acceptable, but HD? 40% is from finals exam. HD????

I got an internal of 48/60 which is securely a D. But I fall short of 4 marks to get a D, instead got 66/C! WTF? You will have to pass both papers in order to pass the subject; in other words, you'll have to achieve at least 50% for each paper. If I were to get 66/C, it kinda means that I flunked my final exam? And I flunked it with 2 marks? 

Ahhh... sickening!

I don't exactly look highly on myself, but I think I would know what kinda results I would get if I have actually studied for it and have achieve a relatively high internal marks. I shall proceed with the request I suppose. 

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Speaking of the devil, the whole week has not been exactly that good. I have been in a pretty bad mood (not PMS) and everything just didn't seem to be going its way. Hmmm...

Holding Back The Tears...

I love this song. "Holding Back The Tears"
Though i'm not very sure of the lyrics but somehow how they sing it really portrays how I feel at times.
You should watch the movie by them! It's really nice! Touching!
 I used to follow this Korea's group (TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起) progress back in those days.
Love their songs so so much.
Just got to know recently that they've split. I was rather sad though. Just hope that their songs will live on.

I have been in a very emo condition this whole week. It wasn't a really good week for me either. Nothing seem to please me and my smile will only last a few moment, not long. I'm trying very hard to be happy and to not think about whatever-it-is-in-my-freaking-mind, but it's hard.

Seems like it's not only me that is having a bad week. One of my close friend in college is having a tough time too. Hope she'll be well soon. *Hugs*

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I think I need some space to think....some space to rest...some space to breathe.

'N'

~~Happy 2 Years 1 Month Dear~~

A New Semester!!!!! More like results review...

A new semester just kicked off last monday and nothing much have changed.

Not forget to mention of the industrial dispute in VU, our results got withheld. It was some what a strike that has taken place by the university's staff. Surprisingly, it was not only VU that faced such dispute; in fact, quite a number of Australia Uni's too! Even UNSW! Wow!

Anyway, there was not much that we can do though. Though I'm anxious to know about my results, but what can be done? It's out of our control. Thank God that only the result of one of the subject a.k.a. Introduction to Marketing was withheld.

I'm pretty much satisfied with my previous semester results. Wanna know it? Hmm...not trying to show off here, but just wanna share my joy! I think this might just be the best results I got so far since I went into college!

Tadaaaaa!!!!

One(1) HD and Two(2) D

*Note: HD=High Distinction; D=Distinction

*Jumping with joy!!!*

*Hugging mummy after I saw the results*

*Woot! Woot!*

All I expect for this semester might just be only D, instead of a HD. Computing subjects are not exactly my fav, but then again, I have no idea how I got such results! I guessed my coursework marks were relatively high? Maybe that's the reason why. Because I know I didn't manage well during finals. What I've studied did not come out; whereas those that I actually put my heart and soul to study came out. I just wrote crap on to the paper and pray that I'll pass! Just a P=Pass will do for me. I'm overjoyed with my results! Hooray!!!

As for the Ds...As usual, I though I flunked when I saw D. But got to realize that it's not exactly what I thought, it was really relieving! The subjects are Accounting for Decision Making(ADM) and Professional Development 1(PD1).

Accounting was never my fav subject. As you might have known, I was not an accounting major before and science was my fav all this while. A sudden change might not be that bad after all. I like the fact that I'm actually find accounting pretty interesting and it's way easier to understand as compared to immunology, biochemistry and etc. Oh gosh! I can barely remember anything from Biochem now. Perhaps some structures and amino acids, that's about it I suppose. LOL. ADM was not as hard as I thought it is, my classmates can even get HD for it! It seems it's way too basic, so maybe that's why people like me also can get D. Haha.

PD1 is a full coursework subject. It's the most stressful subject throughout the whole semester because there were a lot of group discussion and as you all know, sometimes group discussion just don't lead us to the right direction. My group consist of 4 people and 3 of them are from Indonesia with only me - a Malaysian. It was rather shocking and I was pretty lost being in the group but it all went well after all. The weird thing about our group is that, most of the discussions are in Bahasa Indonesia, which I can't speak at all. My Bahasa Melayu is like awful, what 's more with the Indon language? Guess how I got through it?
::They'll speak in Indon. I'll try to understand as much as possible then i'll speak in English to give any opinions::
As time goes by, we spoke more and we're more close. All of them can speak English but I think it's a normal reflex to speak in Indon when u see your fellow friends. It's all good with me. By the way, they are all 3 years younger than me. Do the calculations and you'll know how old they are!

From LH to RH: Ardo, Winda, Kuen & Ricky

Guys! Thank you for a fantastic group work. Though it was stressful, but it was a true experience. All of you have great presentation skills! Keep up with it! Cheers! 

As for Introduction to Marketing...it's to be confirmed. Sigh...

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。

我，还是会介意。。原来还是很介意。。。
(Quoted from JS)


没有人会明白那种感受...
算了吧!
还是自己撑下去吧!


加油!


.....续....


累...

超累...

哭, 也哭过了...

干嘛还是这样?

你为什么还是不明白?

偏偏还是要持续下去...

我, 可以离开吗?

A Dream

I have something huge in mind.

Still thinking if it'll work.

I'll be doing some research on that particular area in the next few days and hope that it'll happen.

Wondering if there'll be anyone that will support us on this?

This is a dream of me and brother.

A dream that we would like to achieve.

...something that we both knew in our heart that it might make it big.

really looking forward to it.

Waiting

Life is like a busy road filled with cars. 

 Either you rush through the heavy traffic 

or 

you shall just wait for your turn to cross the road.

Stop. Wait. Look.

At times you'll get fed up with such processes especially when waiting is involve.

Have you tried being stuck in a traffic jam that last you for an hour or two, maybe even more? 

That's sickening!

Well, that's how life is. Half the time you'll be stuck in the jam and wait...and wait...and wait.

I do get stuck in the congestion sometimes but half the time,

I'm stuck in my own mind! 

Waiting for a resolution to arise 

or

even waiting for someone to appear right before me.

To be truthful to myself,

I'm tired to waitiing. 

I ask myself,

why am I always the one waiting?

All the while, I've been really patient.

Please don't test my patience level, 

it's definately degrading and that's not a good news.

I hope in the future, 

people will be punctual and not let others wait.

I don't wanna be a hypocrite here, 

I just wanna voice out my feelings cuz 

I just feel that I've been waiting for people since like forever!

People don't appreciate!!! AT ALL!

Okay!!!

I'll be sitting for my next paper in like 25 hours from now!!!!

I can't concentrate!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm going nuts!!!

I'm thinking of a lot of things!

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Let me list them down perhaps I'll be able to concentrate after this:

1.

 I wanna get a CAR. But no $$$$. 

No $$ No Talk

2. 

I wanna do my own business. 

Thinking of this particular one but don't know how to start with it. 

Still thinking...

3. 

I just found out that I have a cousin actually studied in the same school with me and I didn't know. 

She added me on facebook but I just brushed it off thinking that it was just another friend. 

While browsing, I realised that she was my cousin, a not-so-close one, I guess. 

Now she's studying like 1km away from me? 

Wow! Amazing! How did I not know that?!?!? Oh well! What a small world!

Wonder if she knew it all along that we were distant relative? 

4. 

I can't stop thinking of what I wanna do/going to do after finals!!!!!

5.

 I want finals to be DONE already!!!!!!! 

Ahhhh....

feeling better?

Hmm...

Yeah I guess.

Alright, back to study mode now. =) 

Oh! One last thing! I can't get CS off my head? I don't know why????? I wanna play wei~~~~~~

111?

What's 111?

Hmm...1=1x1?

Hmmm....1=1=1? *lame*

WRONG!

Actually those were spontaneously generated answers. Not something that I have in mind. 

Alright...this is what I wanna say.......

Woot! Woot! Woot! 

Happy ONE(1) Year Eleven (11) Months Dear~! 

Muacks!

*That's what 111 stands for!*

I enjoyed my every moment with you.

Regardless of any misunderstanding that is bound to happen, 

!~I Love You~!

P.S. Wish me luck in finals! 

Why do we always have to live in fear?

Why do we always have to live in fear? 

...living in a den as though we are afraid to let people know what we do.

...living as though we don't have any rights to do anything.

...living like servant to others...

What the heck is this?

I'm turning 22 in a few months time!

I have a life to live!

I don't want anyone to control how I live my life.

My loved ones are the people I treasure the most.

Regardless of what circumstances, I believe that we DON'T NEED TO LIVE IN FEAR!!

I don't care how people look at me.

I'm not rich nor pretty.

I'm not talented nor smart.

So what if I'm not rich? 

Can't I live my life MY WAY?

Can't I have a normal day?

Can't I have luxurious food once in a while?

Can't I go travelling with my friends?

Can't I JUST HAVE MY LIFE BACK?

I'm just a plain girl.

My family is MY FAMILY!

I don't see the point of explaning to people how I'm living my life.

All those idiots need to know is:

IT IS MY LIFE! YOU CAN'T CONTROL IT!

DAMN IT! 

IF YOU DON'T HAVE A LIFE! 

GET ONE! !@#$%^&*(

I seriously dislike people telling me what to do in my life. First of all, you guys took away something precious from me. FINE! So what's next?

I'm Almost Done....with 1st year...sobs

Another 8 more days, it's gonna be another battle. Wish me luck!

I'm almost done with my first year. Finally! FIRST YEAR will be over!!!!!

I wonder how many first year am I gonna go through! *Choi! Choi! Choi!; Touch Wood*

I would like to confess that:

1. I have not been studying much this semester.

2. I pray that I'll pass all my subs this semester.

3. I hope my coursework marks will be alright.

4. the Information System exam will be a open book test! It was for the previous semesters, but why not us? Sigh! Praying hard for an impossible miracle!

Actually, I find this semester rather educating depsite the fact that I haven't actually been a good girl. I came to know about a lot of things and also knowledge that I thought I wouldn't obtain. There are some people that has finally reveal their true self, which is rather disgusting and annoying. But I'm good with the fact that you wouldn't be in the same class with me anymore. Cheers!
I know I'm mean in this sense, but for my future, I can't risk anything.

This is only meant for certain people.

Sometimes I just feel that there's no point in staying in contact.

I don't mean to be rude but  regardless of how hard I try to keep in touch, people just don't acknowledge me.

I leave facebook message, I text them, I msn them...but all I get in the end is...SILENCE.

You guys would rather reply others except me. 

Is it cuz I have yet to reach the status that you guys have achieved?

Am I such a bad friend after all? If yes, tell me!!!

Or some of you have just been using me to get what you want?

Or is it just me, being myself?

So sick of it sometimes, seriously. 

I don't mean to hurt anyone in anyway, those that did this to me would feel it. If you're not the one, just ignore it. 

I just need to speak out for once and let people know how I feel.

I've been holding back my feelings all this while. I care for people but in return I get back stabbed. At times, I just feel like an IDIOT!

...I guess I'll have to lead a life as a loner...sooner or later...

P.S. I appreciate those that have stand by me throughout whatever I've been thru. Thank you.

什么?

我的头脑缩小了

什么屁都想不到!

真的很想很想大喊一会儿!!!!!!!!

困!

累!

闷!

S.I.C.K.

So sick of everything!

So freaking tired!

So sick of assignments!!!

and....I'm so sick!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

The thing is I got this very weird feeling last night after having dinner with Grace and Piggy @ Kim Gary.

First of all, my whole body started aching, then I was like so dead tired!

By the time we finish dinner, I'm already so exhausted! 

We walked Grace to her car and then we headed home. 

I was feeling feverish by then. It felt as though my whole body is so restless and there is a certain chilly feeling.

After reaching home, I was feeling damn cold! 

Didn't bathe though and went to sleep straight. 

I was wearing my jacket, long pants, socks with blankie on too! But still the chilly feeling never left.......

FEVER started. 

The night was not that bad and I woke up at 5am!!!! 

DAMN! But managed to sleep back.

Supposed to go to college for some discussion in the morning but just can't bring myself to wake up.

The worse thing is, headache came along!!!! 

WTF!

Finally woke up about 9++am, feeling much better compared to lastnight. 

Still having the weird feeling. 

Called mummy and she said my bro also had the same thing lastnight! 

Hmmmm....even weirder! 

My bro is in hometown whereas I'm in PJ! 

How is that possible?

Hmmm....weird...going class soon...ciaoz...

*I know I sound weird in this post. 

With all the non-proper phrases and sentences. 

Just for once I would like to write like that. 

Feeling drowsy and tired*

KL TOWER Part 1

I don't know what's wrong with facebook! I can't upload photos of my trip to KL TOWER!!!! Argh!

这样很闲啊!

It's so f-king irritating! *Oops! Sorry for such vulgarity (Does this word even exist?!?)*

Will update again tomorrow on the KL Tower trip 'cuz at the moment, I'm too darn tired.

With the internet speed like that, I'll go nutz soon!

Am trying to get some photos up so I might as well let you guys know a little about today.

I reach uni about 8++ am, had light breakfast and rush to the library's dicussion area to 'chop' place for discussion.

Waited...and waited...and waited for like 15mins, I tak-tahan so I sms my group leader. She replied and eventually turned up not long after that.

Pretty thankful that everyone actually turned up! =)

Then, I got a message from a friend saying that today's replacement class is cancelled! I was like WTH! Though it's replacement class, but if it wasn't for it, I wouldn't have suggested discussion such early in the morning! Argh!

Anyway, there's another class at 2.30pm but I skipped it! HEhe! For what? KL TOWER TRIP!

Since the completion of that tower, I yet to have a chance to visit it! But many thanks to VUBC (Victoria University Business Club), I got the chance!

Hmmm...I think it's time to sleep now. Having discussion again tomorrow noon! OMG!
P.S. Crystal! I need you badly in my group!...come back... *sobs*

The Playground!

 Ice cream never fails to cheer people up!

After our dinner at Betty's, on the way back, we drop by the petrol station to fill up petrol. At the same time, we were kinda craving for ice-cream!

So, I bought Red Bean Adsuki (Wall's) for Piggy and me - Mango Tango (Wall's).

We got to the playground in the condo place and sat down with ice cream!

Yippie!

Ah well...it brings back a lot of memories when I was young where me and bro will play in the playground with Daddy looking after us. Hmm...those were the days.

Just for Fun!

Will be visiting KL Tower tomorrow with my classmates!

An Honest Mistake!

ZOMG!

I swear! I hope! This will be the last time that this kinda thing should ever happen again!

I got a call.

In Cantonese (*note that the whole conversation was in Cantonese! Imagine me speaking!)

she asked politely, " Who's this? "

I answer, " Hmm...who's there?"

She said, " I got a message from your number, so I called back. I'm JJJ."

I answered," Hmm...message? What message? I didn't send any message."

She said, "It's a picture actually. Got a lot of numbers written on it. I don't understand, so I called."

Then it struck me! SHIT! I must have accidently pressed on the MMS thingy!

so I answered, " Aiks! I think I send it by mistake! Hmm...you are XXX's mum right?"

*must be wondering why I have friend's mum's number? Hmm...Good Question!*

She said, " Ya! And you are?"

I answered, " I'm his ex-classmate. Sorry arrr...I didn't know I send it wrongly."

She said, "Oh! You want to send it to him is it?"

I answered, "Actually no. It was just an accident. Sorry arrr..."

She said, " It's ok. K then. Bye!"

I answerd, "Bye"

I think that moment I just froze like...a snow-woman! Brain-freeze!
Of all the people! Of all my other friend's mum! *I don't hate you or anything!*
I just got too shock and this is just too unexpected!
It was funny at the same time too!

plus...

it's embarrassing...=(
Sorry Aunty. I didn't mean to. It was an honest mistake. 

Anyone wanna make a wild guess who XXX is?
*Hmm...don't think so I guess*

#1 MidTerm Break

Three(3) Post in a day, is my day that boring?

Hmmm...let's see. It's not that boring actually. Let's go through what I've done today.

I woke up about 11am, drank coffee & ate brunch and read the papers.

Called Piggy. His phone literally died on him and now he's using my brother's phone.

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Played with Cassie(my lovely dog) for a while and chit-chatted with Mummy!

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Mummy asked if I wanna eat Yam Cake. 

Of Course I want! It's delicious especially when Mummy is making it!

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 Chatted with Vivi for awhile

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No drama so I can't DRAMA-ED. Thus, I MOVIE-D

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Watch "Wizards of Waverly Place" and re-watch "Coffession of a Shopaholic"

(In between, I was multi-tasking where I watch and surf the net at the same time.)

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Dyed hair for Mummy used Henna. (She loved it!)

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Mummy cooked a simple yet delicious dinner.

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 Bathed

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Chat with Piggy & Vivi for awhile

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Watched "NCIS" and "Criminal Minds" with Mummy. 

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Here...I am...blogging...

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Sleep I guess...

That's all for now peeps! Off to bed! Signing off @ 2.02am!

Happy One-Year-Ten-Months!

Though unable to be with you on this day, but you'll always be in my heart

 一年十个月快乐! 

*Translate it, Piggy*

♥ You!

Miss You too ~~

Ahh...Missing you all

I was browsing through my photo album just now.
Came across some really memorable and makes me feel so nostalgic about it.
I miss those days when everyone was so close and those boudaries were not there.
These days, everyone seems to be so faraway, in different area, different country and doing different things.

Oh well...life goes on but...

...I miss all of you a lot...

I miss lab class so so so much!!!!! This is our last Biochemistry with Dr. Palsan!

Aww... now I really know that I love science more than accounts. But what choice do I have? Sigh

 

I miss my A-levels friends too...

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...my high school friends...

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The other day, I found this song in YouTube, where the group of us will get to listen when we study in the common room down Block G. Things were different back then as compared to know. I find that song pretty memorable and reminds me a lot of those days. Though it's really irritating when it gets repeated every single minute but that's the memory in it. I managed to shared it in FB with some of them but not to all. While I finally got to share to that one person, I almost got rejected denied by it. The way he put it is as though he don't want to have any connection with it anymore. I find that really hard to accept.  
Perhaps it was some misunderstanding that happened but I really hope it will go away.  
Perhaps it's not significant at all and only I would be so dumb to remember it.
Perhaps it really does bring back some back memories to you guys.
Ahhh...Sigh, that's what I meant by I hope there were no barriers like how all of us used to be. I know it's a childish and immature thinking but I can't help it. Ahhh...well, no point now. Guess the 7 Bears those exist anymore.

Regardless of what boundaries and barriers, if there's a will, there will be a way. Communicating and staying connected is no prob unless you don't want it. =)

Though I think not many of you will be reading this but it's alright. Just blogging anyway.