The HAIR Issue

Everything went as planned that day, but it was only one part and went array.

This is an overdue post, so just bear with me.

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It was last Tuesday.
After handling some stuff in the morning, I went for a HAIRDO.

Aim:-To get highlights

BEFORE

AFTER

OMFG!!!! I almost fainted!

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Let me tell you the process.

First I chose the colour I wanted. Then after some suggestion, I settled with a fair decision.
I like the way the girl highlighted my hair, with so much passion and patience in it. The whole highlight process took about 1-2 hours. I was chatting away happily with my cousin-in-law(CIL) so I wasn't aware of the time. FYI, my CIL owns the saloon and that day she was short of staff, so there was only two of them working. One being my cousin-in-law and the other one being "A" which is the girl.

After washing off the dye, my CIL suggested that I get a perm with big curls. I was thinking, why not? I trust her. All the while, I thought my CIL would be doing the perm for me, but it ended up that A was the one doing for me. The curls were okay but the blow dry cum styling part was the freak-ish part EVER!

I was looking for s.i.m.p.l.e. yet elegant curl. But she gave me !@#$%^&.
I was like so "LALA"

I was scolding "SHIT" (in my heart) all the way after A blow dry and styled my hair. I still can't accept my hairstyle being like that. I guess she sensed my facial expression, so she told me that this was only her way of styling it. I can style it my way when I go home.

After listening to some explaination, I was like "THANK GOD! IT'S NOT PERMANENT."
I would be doomed if they were!

When I reach home, I asked my bro to open the gate and everything, the next thing I know, I was running inside the house.

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After some experiments...

I finally got what I want on the day to Piggy's coussy's marriage registration!

TA-DAAAAA!!!!!

I'm satisfied with the hairstyle now. =)

P.S. I know A means no harm and it's not that her style is bad. Just that I dislike the way she style my hair. I would say, it's the style that I dislike, not her. Apart from that, she's a very nice and good worker. =)

The R word

R stands for a lot of things but what I meant here is the Results.

So the word is out and everyone is checking their results I suppose. I got to know it from my friends too, I didn't know it at first. The news came when I was about to go out with my parents for Yumcha session. My GOD! That YumCha was like the longest ever~~~~

After reaching home, I came straight to the room and start login to the VU website.

Everything seems so slow...even the page loading was like taking forever.

Once it was loaded~ I felt a punch thru my heart!

I got D!!!!!

At first I thought it was like a D, "D".

You know, "D" in our public exam is like 'FAIL' or in college was like 'RESIT'.

...but in fact, it was a DISTINCTION!

Anyway, I'm very contented and very happy about my achievement. Though I think I can do better but it's good enough for a starter.

::Results::
1 High Distinction (Business Statistics)
1 Distinction (Management)
2 Credits (Business Law & Economic Principles)

So yeah, this is "THE END" of the semester. A very fulfilling and satisfying one.
I can enjoy the rest of my holidays without any worries.

Heap! Heap! HooraY!

梦

有种感觉

难以形容

甜甜的

疼疼的

好久没有那种滋味

这不代表什么... 只不过是一种心情

我做了好多很奇怪的梦

梦中的你, 是多么的完美无缺

可是, 醒来以后就知道, 刚才所谓的完美, 只不过是场完美的梦.

心想:: 这场梦是不可能会成真! 醒过来吧!

就这样一来, 一天又过去 .

Jesse McCartney

Jesse McCartney is so addictive!!!

From 'Beautiful Soul' until now 'Body Language'...

I don't know why I still find the youthness in him and the songs he compose.
There is something special in it and there's not much of imitation.
No doubt he's cute and good looking but his songs are more amusing.

I can't remember since when I started loving his songs, then I kinda lost track on the way. But recently, I got it back and I'm back on track now.



He changed from a very boy-ish teenager to a more matured looking man.



I can't believe he's no longer a teenager.
In my mind, I can always remember him as a kid, as 'that-guy-in-SummerLand'...
But now, my impression towards him is like...'Wow! He has grown up so much!!;

I'm Lovin' It!

Holiday~!

Sleep Deprive~~~~~~~~

I've been out the whole week and I didn't really get enough sleep. My legs are sore, so are my arms. Basically I would say, my whole body is paining and aching every where.

But, the good thing is that I went SHOPPING!!!

Retail therapy at last~!!!!!

Had a great week with my classmates and I'm looking forward to this 3 months break!

There are a few essential things that I need to do during this break.

Most importantly is to get some rest
Secondly is to LOSS WEIGHT!
......and the list goes on.

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Have a great holiday people~!

Happy

I'm happy for myself!!

Seriously, I'm delightful-ly happy for myself!

Everything is settled for now, at least before the 30th of Nov.

The lecturers have finally uploaded all the internal marks and I would say, I'm DARN HAPPY with it!

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Internal Results are as below:-

Business Law : 33/40 ;

Management : 44/50;

Business Statistic : 39.67/40

(which I'll aim for a D or HD)

and

Economic Principles : 24.5/40

This is the ONLY ONE which is not that satisfying but it's not all bad because knowing very well that it's very new to me. I've tried my best studying for it but eventually...it didn't turn out that good for me. My 1st test was alright, got like 14.5/20 but the 2nd test which was full MCQ is total shit! I messed it up~! Well, nothing much can be done now. Instead, I studied hard for my finals, so I hope everything will turn out alright. I won't be aiming high for this subject but at least a Credit would be very good~! ^^


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I'll enjoy myself to the fullest until 30th~! If everything goes well, then I'll totally drown myself to this 3 months break!! Whee...

Some YouTub-ing Results

Though it's still exam period but I'm more on YouTube than my books!

Anyway, I came across this few songs by MALAYSIAN ARTIST.

Quite impressive music they have.

One of them is James Baum from Penang. He is of German and Indian mix-parentage.
So far, I heard 2 songs that are quite nice.

i) SOLDIER




ii) LOCKED IN LOVE







The first time I heard both song, I thought it was some American artist or group singing. After searching on Youtube, only I got to realize that it's actually by a Malaysian~!

The other one is Bunkface. They are pretty famous for their song associated with TM Advertisement. If not mistaken, their song is Through my window. The video clip is cute~!



Enjoy people~!

Sometimes unpredictable things happen. When it occurs, it's gonna be a life changing event. It don't apply to all but only some of it.

Though it's hard to take it but somehow it's a good experience. It is also when one learn to be smarter and not make the same mistakes again.

Regardless of what, I'll always support you~~~

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2nd of November~!
That's the day where everything will start...
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9th of November~!
It's where every thing end!!!!!!

Yup yup~~ Finals is just a few days away. Kicking off with Statistic, followed by Economics & Management. Lastly, the finale ends with BUSINESS LAW~!!

I can't wait for it to come to an end. So looking forward to my 'Summer Holiday' which will only end in February~! Muahahaha~~

I shall get back to my books now~! Ciaoz

Ballet

I miss BALLET~~!!!!!!!!

I was browsing through my classmate's photo and saw her in ballet attire. It brought back a lot of memories to me...

The shoes, the attire, the posture...so elegant and unique~~~

How I wish I could turn back time and continue with where I stopped...

∆ Change ∆

∆ ChAnGe ∆

The definition I got from my Management subject is "Alteration to status quo".
Basically, I feel that it's just more of alteration, difference in norm.

Time changes, every milliseconds, every second, every minute, every hour; so does LIFE~!

I have about a week from my finals now, then I'm done with my Year 1, First Semester. Come to think of it, sometimes it's a pathetic situation. Knowing very well that I can finish my final year by now, but yet I can't do so due to certain circumstances. How could it change to be like that?

Again, it involves change.

Like what I was taught today, without change, there will not be any improvement in life or anything else. Innovation fork out new ideas that can be improved.

*Result of 3 hours of Management in a day*

Relationship, friendship...can change, for the better or worse. It cannot be accurately predicted of what the future may be, all you can foresee is just how the situation MIGHT be moulded with the given scenario.

Life is precious.
This lifetime only comes once.
Live it to the fullest~!
Believe and have faith.

I miss this...

♥ I miss this ♥

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T.

It's all different now...
It don't seem to be the same anymore
What is wanted is unwanted; What is unwanted might be wanted.


[courtesy of ClipArtof.com]

I'm supposed to study for my economic test tomorrow, I'm not well prepared at all.
Everything just seems to be out of the way, out of motivation I suppose.
Or am I under stress? No idea.
It's just that I have so much in mind that Economics just not seem to be part of it.
There's Management in mind,
there's Sue's Bro's wedding...what else?
Everything except Econs.
Guess I'm just trying my very BEST to avoid that subject!!
Anyway, gotta face it regardless of what.


Wish me luck people~! It's gonna be my last TEST before my finals~!!! ^^

Signs

I came across this video clip online,
find it quite interesting and would like to share it with you guys.

Perhaps it's nothing new, but it's pretty meaningful.

Take some time off your books and relax your mind.

Click here

Just my thoughts

Seems to be so near yet so far these day,
Rain falls and river don't go dry.

I'm here with a splintered heart,
my tears are at the midst of falling down.

Things don't seem to be same anymore
Have we changed? I wonder...

I have my thoughts to voice out,
You have yours...

If everything comes out at the wrong time
Things will go gaga...

Teardrops on my Guitar,
makes me cry...
makes me reminiscence...

Silence doesn't mean that I'm angry,
I would rather not say anything to make things worse.
It's better that I keep silent and think.

Who would know that I'm crying silently?
I wonder...
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I'm tired...and I wanna sleep

D.O.T.A.

DOTA:
Defense of the Ancient as defined by Wikipedia.

I used to find the game rather boring and stupid. Hmm..guess I was wrong back then. Though I still find it kinda waste of time but yet I played it for 3 consecutive hours today.

It was quite fun but being the only girl in the whole battle is...hmmm...I don't know if this is an advantage or disadvantage.

It was a 5 on 5 game with Piggy's colleague. Met up in Danau Kota (Setapak) TBun for the game.
Initially I though I'll be bored 'cuz thought that I was not joining them for any game. Since there was not enough people, so I joined. Hmm...most of the time I'll be teamed with Piggy cuz he has to guide me here and there. I would say that I'm quite dependent on him cuz I don't really know what to do. After a few game (each game only lasted about 45min I think), I think I know what I have do.

Heroes that I've tried are Drow Ranger and Vengeful Spirit. I personally prefer Vengeful Spirit compared to Drow. Don't know why?!? The first hero I used lastime was actually Drow and I got to master it. After not playing for some time, I just forgotten everything. So this time I used Vengeful Spirit since Piggy trained me using that one. Hmm...guess I've improved after such a long time.

Finally,
#1 - I don't get killed so often
#2 - I get to use my skills
#3 - not getting LOST so much but I still do
#4 - I can KILL hero!!!!! and I KILLED 3 in a one of the game! My highest record!!
#5 - I don't need to be controlled by Piggy anymore. ^^

The thing with DOTA is that I still get 'lost' while fighting and also unable to 'stun' the right hero. ARGH! There are still much room for improvement so I'll play more I guess...

When girls don't put out!!!

got this from a forwarded email and just feel like sharing it...

When girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy...it's pretty damn smart.



I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much.
And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.
I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.


FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.


The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfit s. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all.

She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... She was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
Dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....
but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.


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Agree?


Disagree?

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Personal opinion:

This is so absurd!!! Okay, perhaps the girl did sthing wrong, but she doesn't deserved to be treated that way. Do you know how much humiliation she had to go through?!? In bed, there is only 2 of them; this is in a jewellery shop, paying money and the guy just put off like that?!? I don't feel that it's right for him to do so though. No offence but guys, come on! You might just get into more trouble like this...
Smart way? Guess not...it'll backfire someday...
Calling your own girl a bitch?!? Might as well you just stay away from her...

Corey & Me

Corey
*such a poser*



The ever hungry Corey trying to get the biscuit out of my hand!!!




This was taken on Saturday (5/9) at my Grandma's place.
Piggy was feeding him biscuit crumbs.
Corey was so cute~!!!!

1 2 3 4...

There's only one thing...
To do...3 words...for you....
I Love You!!!!!

My brother was supposed to play for me the other day, but I was 'TOO BUSY' watching drama...
Sorry Yit but thanks a lot too...
This is a post for you...with you playing...

Please click here to listen to Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4....


~Enjoy~

Celebration.Announcement.Tragedy

I have been procrastinating for the pass few days and not doing anything productive at all.

List of what I've done:
. Sleep
. Watch Drama
. Online (MSN, FB..etc)
. Eat
. Driving lesson n test

Staying at home has always been like that....

But...

This mid-term break has been slightly different.

(1) A Celebration
First of all, it falls during the Merdeka celebration. Though I have not been exactly celebrating Merdeka for the pass few years but I've seen the whole nation celebrating it. I read from the papers, from the TV and from my friends' updates in Facebook. I realize that different people have different way of celebrating it.
As for me, same as any other years before this, I've been celebrating the day with my family. Merdeka day is also my Dad's Birthday~! So yeah, we went for a small family dinner at Kensington in Oakland after that we went back home for the traditional 'CUT-Cake' ceremony. Knowing that Dad loves the 'Pecan Butterscotch' from Secret Recipe, we manage to get it for his B'day cake. He loves it a lot and all of us had a good time chit-chatting while having cake. I really miss those days when all my family members are nearby and back when I'm always in Seremban.
Comparing the days back then and now, I really miss those day. Those are the most treasured time I had with my parents and my brother. Now that all of us has grown up and Dad is out-station most of the time, we don't get to meet up so often. Only during festivals or some odd-weekends that the whole family will come together...
I wonder what will happen in the next 10-2oyears time when both me and Yit is already married?!? Sigh...
Love you Daddy~! Happy Birthday!!!

(2) An Annoucement
I passed my DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE NOW~~~ ^^
I know it's not sthing to be proud of because I took ages to get it done. It's not because I failed previously but it's due to other circumstances. Anyway, it's all good now~! ^^
Piggy, you don't have to drive so much now~! ^^

(3) A Tragedy
On this Merdeka Eve, something tragic happen. One of my cousin brother had some drinks with his friends in Era Walk and ended up drunk. He was quite big-size so no one can actually move him back into the house. He wanted to sleep in the car so his siblings just left him there.
The next morning, one of the my uncle went to his house and found him in the car. He was breathing but already in a coma.
According to them, half of his face has already turned black. By the time, he was sent to the hospital, half of his brain is already dead. Brain haemorrhage it seems. It was a devastating news to all of us, and his Dad almost fainted in Johor. Everyone rushed back from all places to see him. Even my aunt and cousins from S'pore came back too.
As my cousin brother's blood pressure fluctuates, thus the doctor is unable to operate on him. The doctor advise that he should be sent to KL General Hospital for operation. On the same day, he was admitted to KLGH.
This is where the most tragic, most devastating news come in, he is pronounce brain dead. There is nothing much to be done at this stage, the doctor ask if the parents are willing to donate his organs. And they agreed, so by yesterday evening, they've already harvested some of his organs for donation. Currently, they are having prayers at my Uncle's house.

I believe, his death will bring about awareness among the family members. Especially my cousins that smokes and drinks a lot. Thanks to alcohol and cigs, it has taken a young man's life. He is on 33-years-old when he passed away. He leave behind his parents, 3 sisters, his wife and three (3) children.
It breaks my uncle and aunty's heart to see their ONE AND ONLY SON leaving them due to such incident. I saw my aunt today, her eyes were almost popping out of the socket, so swallon, so red. It pains me to see them this way. I feel really sad for his wife and children, I wonder what will happen to them now. I guess my uncle will really take care of them on behalf of his ONLY SON. He is also the ELDEST grandson in my Mummy's family.

R.I.P. Ah Wai Kor Kor




Basically, these are the main events that happened throughout these few days. So people, take good care of yourself. Appreciate your life and time with your loved ones. You will never regret it.

Nice day~!

Excitement on...

At this point of time, I am at my UTMOST MOOD today...

This is due to Management and Organisational Behaviour subject.

I was quite happy and satisfied with the assessment marks that I've gotten~! YEah, though it's not the highest in the class, but yet I'm very happy with the achievement on not being in the group of '70% of the class got 4.75/10'

Though not very nervous but more like anxious to know my marks, I went for Tut class as usual. Miss YaYee was kind enough to distribute the assessment after discussion on Questions, if it wasn't for that, I suppose the whole class will have problem concentrating!

Anyway, everything passed by like super slow (for me)...1 hour's class felt like 2 hours!!! Finally, time to get our assessment back. She asked us to jot down the expected marks and show it to her before she give us back the paper.

When it was my turn, I just told her that I was expecting about 4/10 (because she said so many people failed, I don't dare to put much hope). Her reaction was like 'Are you sure?!?'...which makes me even more nervous. >.<"

The moment I took my paper back, I saw 8.25!!!! I was so happy~!!!!
Yup yup!! I got 8.25 out of 10 marks!!!!!

Practically I've been smiling the whole day!!!! I went shopping at Forever 21 (I ♥ Them) to treat myself! ^^ Bought 2 blouse! So yeah...at least my effort paid off~! I shall do better next time~Ganbatte!

Arlow~~~
I would very much like to blog about my B'day Party but I'm really very dreadfully tired today.
For the FIRST time in my life I sat for Economics Test!!!!!
Well, it was an assignment test, so wasn't that bad. We had about a week to prepare for the answer. I was a bit nervous during the test because I kind went 'blank' while doing the paper...sigh. The good thing is that I manage to finish the paper on time. ^^

Hope that I'll do well in that paper though...

It's a Saturday tomorrow but I have classes. Block Teaching from Mr. Matt Nichols from VU Melbourbe, Australia. It's on Business Law subject. This thingy goes on for about 3 days but once the tutorial it's done, then the 3rd day we don't need to attend anymore. So yeah, tomorrow's gonna be a busy day~! After classes, will have to meet up with Ah Gong they all for dinner at Shogun in 1 U. A friend - Jing Kai came back from US I think...so we are having dinner together.

I shall blog about my Birthday when I'm a bit free...I free from exam for now, but have assignments to do~~~~~

Ciaoz...Have a nice day~~

Law Plan is up next on the LIST~~~~Here are my not-so-piled-up books...


Initially, my aim was to finish my law assignment by today, but seems quite impossible after realizing that there are a lot of things that are missing. I guess I still have a long way to go...
It's due on MONDAY~~~~ again...it's on a MONDAY!!! Why do I have to choose Monday's Tut?!?!? Know why? I don't have a choice 'cuz I didn't turn up for the tut signing up. *Smartness*
But fair enough that my timetable is not that sucky compared to some of them that actually set their timetable. ^^

Lastnite me and Piggy watched District 9 for FREE~!! Yup yup!! Thanks Terri for the tickets~!! I guess different people will have different view on that movie cuz it's not really that straightforward. Some might complaint, some might compliment, but for me, it's quite a nice movie. Regardless of the beginning which was a bit 'SESAT', the overall outcome is GOOD~!! ^^
Personally, I feel that the plot and the storyline is quite unpredictable, which makes it nice! You won't know what to expect and what comes next. Furthermore, I didn't read the sypnosis on this movie, all I know was that it's about Alien & Humans...that's all...

Till then...Signing off!

My First...

Finally I passed up my very very FIRST ASSIGNMENT @ Essay Plan!!!

on Management & Organizational Behaviour~~~

I'm so glad~!! One down...few more to go...

Me not feeling so well since yesterday, having cough and slight sore throat. According to Piggy, my throat is sore due to ulcer. I can see the ulcer too!!! Haiz... As for the cough, hopefully it'll go away soon...

It rained today in college. The libray is unusally cold!!! Today is not really a productive day though, haven't read much. Not that I don't wanna read, but I don't have the mood and books to read. My body wasn't feeling that well, but I know that is due to the rain and coldness...but now I'm alright~! Just a bit cough here and there...*cough cough*

This is cute little Corey from my Grandma's place.



Cute eh? Guess what he's doing??? Pee Pee-ing!!!!!
Muahahaha
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He's kinda the replacement for Spanky...sigh...
but he's a lazy bum though, hopefully he wont' be one when he grow up~!

唉！

我累了
好想停下来一会儿
好想慢慢走
好想往后看看
好想……好想……

感觉上我很久都没有停下来了
没有喘气的那一刻
从工作到读书
都没有真正的休息过

没有地方居住是很难的
每天要依赖朋友接送
我很不好意思

唉！

Disappointment-to-be?

I got a feeling that I'm gonna be disappointed by the event that's gonna happen soon...

Not to say that I'm being negative...

Just the thought of it, reminds me of what happened few years ago...

It's just really disappointing and I just felt like kneeling down and cry at that moment...

In exactly a week's time, the event is gonna be organize again...

Do u think it'll turn out to be a disappointment?

I hope not...I just have the fear of it reoccuring again...
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Sigh...

1 out of my 2 best frens are not coming...

2 out of my 5 Sban close friends are not coming...

Disappointment?!?!?!?!?

Something to....

Guess what?

These days I've been spending more than half of the day in the library. The thing about this library is that it's very comfy and the environment encourages you to study. The resources here are quite unlimited.

Kinda like the library here...
I like the books here basically, I can find anything I want here. Though the resources needed to do the assignment are not easy to find, but at least there EXIST here...

From where I'm sitting, this is a small section of it.
This is also where I find my books. ^^

Something to ask...

How can I assess environmental uncertainty to Apple and Iphone in Malaysia???

Can anyone help me?

I'm lost at this point. Apart from that, I'm okay I guess.


Something weird...

These days I've been pretty dehydrated. I can feel it. It all started the other when I filled up water in college, the water was like muddy color, then I kinda have this fear so I didn't fill up water in college. At times, I forget to bring water to class. So I ended up buying small bottle of mineral water or drink coffee. >.<" Well, at least today it's slightly better. I brought my own water bottle FILLED with water~~~~

Some progress that I would like to share with you guys...

I have been doing some walking in the college and I found this 'newly renovated' toilet at one of the corner. Hmmm...it's way better than the other toilets around...Yikes!!!!

I manage to found a few new routes too!!! It eases the pain of walking and getting lost around. ^^ Cheers!!! It's like a MAZE in here...

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Have to get back to my assignment now...
Have a nice day people... ^^

Assignments are starting to pile up now.

I have 1 assignment due next monday(10/8) and another due on the (17/8)~~~~One for Management and the other for Law. Perhaps it's the consequences of leaving school too long, now I have no idea and pretty clueless on how to start on the assignment. It's just a plan, nothing big, but still it's giving me some pressure. Even though I look like I've got nothing to worry, but in fact I have A LOT to worry.

The thought of doing assignments, sometimes I would rather choose to do lab reports than these kinda essay assignments. Though I know how to 'crap' a lot but then again, there are words limitations and there are requirements to it. Anyway, no matter how much I complaint, I will still have to finish up my assignment.

To make things worst, I have test coming up on the (21/8). The subject is Economic Principles. I kinda have difficulty in this subject. The lecturer is going pretty fast and I think she's assuming that all of us had taken Economics before. Hmmm...I guess the basics on economics do help a lot in this matter. Even my classmate with economics background is having a hard time understanding certain facts on Elasticity. (Test is on Demand & Supply and Elasticity chapters - 21st August 2009)

Just finished my Statistics Excel Sheet thingy. Quite fun though 'cuz of the function available in Microsoft Office 2007. No doubt that this newer version is more complicating but it's quite interesting when you get hold of it.

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Getting stressed up d...

There are more assignments to come and due too~~~Sigh

It's only Week 3 by the way, so I still have a long long way to go...

P.S. Still can't find a place to stay~!! ARGH!!!!

Some interesting picture to share with you guys. It's made of Cellotape ONLY!!!!

~Have a Nice Day~

Right.Wrong.Decisions.Choices.

It's so hard to make a judgement these days of who is right, who is wrong.
Basically, I can't make any judgement these days. Making a decision or choice is already hard enough for me, what's more if it's a judgement of who is right?

I always think of others when making a decision. It's really hard when you need to satisfy both sides if there are 2 different people. In the end, I'll just say 'Anything!'. It's not that I don't want to choose, but it's rather a difficult position for me to choose. I'm not that fussy about stuff, so basically I can just go with the flow, no specificity. If I try to satisfy one side, the other might not be happy or vice versa, isn't it hard? I feel really bad if I have to make a decision that can't satisfy both...
Anyway, I've been trying to make decision without really contemplating about who to satisfy. I'll just suit myself. Sometimes I still wonder if my moves are gonna be too harsh on them. Hmmm...

Then about judgement. It's not exactly judgement, it's more like judging who is right or wrong. I can't decide when all of them are my loved ones. That's pretty hard you know... My love for them have to be balanced I supposed. But somehow, it won't be enough to make everyone happy.

Sigh...that's the bad thing about ME...

I tend to feel bad whenever this kinda things happen. It makes me really frustated. Especially when I'm super tired today, having all this is mind is so-not-good!!!

No matter what, I'll try to get a good night sleep.


~NITEZ~
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31st July 2009

View of Genting Klang from 17th Floor.

31st of July mark the last day that I'm staying at the place. It will surely bring back a lot of memory to me. Regardless of the pathetically small room size, this room has been my companion and my shelter for the past 6-7 months.
Me and Piggy have been shifting out the things for quite a few days now, but until today it's still not done yet. After class tomorrow, I'll go back to do the final packing and also 'bid' my room GOODBYE for good~~~~~~~

Sigh...

Thinking of places to stay...I'm gonna get serious HEADACHE~~~~~

ARGH~~~~

Gotta Sleep now...Buzzing off now...Nitez....

Two blogs in the same day?

Yeah...that's basically what I'm doing now.

I wanna read and study a bit for my Economics but then again, Cc is not exactly a place to study.

Sigh...

The people beside me that came in later than me just left. Sigh...

Argh~!!!!!!!!

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Anyway, what I wanted to blog about just now has alraedy gone of my mind.

I'm leaving now. Getting sick of this place too~~~~~

Ciaoz

I'm so sick of this~!!

I'm so tired~!!!!!

Traveling to class is really taking a toll on me. I guess it's gonna be more worst for Piggy. Sigh...


What am I sick of?

-Not able to find a place to stay.

-Found a place to stay and paid deposit. Only to know that the apartment is having a lot of financial problem~! Thank goodness I got my deposit back!!!!!

-Still can't find a place to stay.

-Got cheated by the stupid taxi!!!!! (Really very very pissed off~!!)

-Traveling...

-Waiting...

etc.

Currently I'm in the Rock Cafe @ Sunway blogging, online-ing while waiting for Piggy. This place has become my 2nd hang out place since coming here. It's called 'Medan' lastime and people still call the same name. Pretty convenient here with the facilities and food around. I can see my classmate playing Dota here but they have no idea who I am. =)

According to this PC that I'm using now, I've been here for the past 2hrs 14mins. Sigh...

Hungry...Tired...Sleepy...

Experiment of New College Life

Experiment: Experiencing New College Life

Objectives:
1) To be familiarize with the college.
2) To understand the lectures that were taught.
3) To make new friends.


Procedures:
There is no specific procedures. Just have to adapt to the environment.

Results:
Day 1
Went to college with Vivi. (Thx!)
I got lost in the college compound.
I have no idea where is where and the building does not connect to each other.
Lectures were okay.
Bought a few text books.
Walked a lot.
Got to know a friend from Maldives - Yamani.

Day 2
Went to college with Vivi. (Thx!)
I got LOST again.
Finally managed to get my receipts after several attempts.
Got my access to Blackboard & Computers.
Walked a lot.
Got to know a friend from Tanzania - Rahma.

Day 3
Travelled to class from Wangsa Maju to Kelana Jaya.
Took cab to Sunway from KJ.
Did NOT get LOST. *happy*
First class for Statistic today. Lecturer was funny.
Met no new friends today...

Day 4
Piggy fetched me to class. ^^
Did NOT get LOST. *happier*
Met with my Mentor.
Met back with my FIRST friend from Orientation - Ivy.
Had lunch with her.
Economics is confusing.

Day 5
Piggy fetched me to class. ^^
Yamani was absent from class.
Got to know a new friend from Indonesia - Mei Ping.
She and Ivy are in the same Mentor-Mentee programme with me~!
2 hours of lecture for today.
Went back home after class. Piggy fetched!! ^^

Conclusion:
It was quite hard for me to get thru the week. Though classes were okay but the thought of travelling from a place to another is quite tiring. As the class is pretty big, so it's kinda hard to make friends. The college layout is pretty confusing and only certain places are linked, thus you have to walk another way to get to your destination. In general, the lecturers there are quite cool. Lectures are understandable but only certain parts are confusing.

Day 3 & 4

I'm proud to say that I've made progress in NOT getting LOST~!!

Well, the condition has been improving. Finally, I kinda found back my friend from orientation. She was the first girl I spoke to cuz she was sitting beside me. So yeah, it feels GREAT today~!!! Finally got her number and we had lunch together. ^^
So I guess today is one of the happiest day for the week. Hehe...

I won't say that today is a productive today 'cuz I don't really understand what the lecturer was teaching in Economics. Hmmm...Got kinda confused at one point, and by the end of that lecture, I'm blurred~! >.<"
Have to read up a bit to do some revision.

Well, Piggy is working now. Hmm...pity him though, he came and fetch me after class. After dinner he rest a while then he's off to work again...sigh...but he got a day off later cuz he's been working quite long hours for few days straight.

Anyway, I was listening to some songs just now and came across this long-time-didn't-hear-song : So Close from Enchanted.
This song brings back a lot of memories. Regardless of what has happened in the past, this song will be my all time favourite. I remember back then after the movie was out, I kept listening to the OST non-stop. It's pretty addictive and I don't mind repeating the songs over and over again. Was kinda hoping to get the score for that song, but after like 2 years, I still haven't get it.

Better sleep now. Ciaoz people~!

Day Two

Day 2

This is really embarassing. I got lost again.
But this time is not fully my fault. The admin ppl told me to go to the opposite direction of the computer lab, so of course I listen to her. Then I ended up don't know where. Some very isolated place without any people walking. Sigh...this is just sad...

The best thing about this is that I WALK a lot~! Although there are lifts around but it's pretty crowded with people, so I basically walk the stairs! Which is GOOD! Well, let's hope that I'll be hardworking enough to walk for 3 more years. LOL

Finally got my receipt today~!! Like after so many days of waiting, asking, waiting and more asking...Thank goodness to Uncle KS that kinda screw that guy. Basically that guy lost the bank-in slip, so u know what he said when he requested for it? He said that it was NOT CLEAR. Like BULLSHIT! wei...I saw the slip before and I wrote my name on it! It was perfectly CLEAR!! Every single word can be seen...I guess their eyes just grow in the backside? LOL. Anyway, I finally got it after like 5 days of waiting, nextime I won't make payment that way anymore, I'll just make cash/Ccard payment~!!!!!!

Classes today was okay. Met this girl from Tazania. She's so tall!!! and pretty also~!!

Met up with Laura for Lunch at "Pink". Hmm...there are few places to eat actually, e.g. Orange, Pink, White and Medan. I find them very cute like they identify the shops by color except for Medan. Food was not bad but then it's pretty expensive too~~~Well, I guess I have to prepare for that...

After classes Me and Rahma (Tazania gal) went to CLC to get our Username&P/w. Then met up with Vivi at Library. After that we left for Pyramid. We walked around and shopped a bit. Then met up with Piggy for dinner~!!
Yeah~! Piggy that's it! Missed him so so so so much~! We had dinner at TGIF then I followed Piggy back to here - KL~!

Yeah, so I'll be taking the train to Uni tomorrow. It's 1030am class so I'll have some spare time I suppose.

Anyway, that's about today. Ciaoz people. Sleepy time now...NiteZ

Day 1

Okay...
This is gonna be a quick one cuz I don't have much time left.

First day of class
-not that cool, just okay...
-bought books which cost me RM75 [considered cheap cuz all my books are above RM100]
-met up with Laura
-Ate lunch with Vivi...
-Class finish at 12.30noon...so I have like so much time left.
-got LOST in campus~!!!!
-sweat a lot from walking [cuz I go lost]
-went to library
-went to Financial Services but still can't get my receipt! Damn it~! Paid like almost 5 days ago but still can't go thru...stupid~!
-settled my tutorials.
-manage to make ONE(1) friend from Maldives! Cool gurl~!
-came to CC to online...

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End of Day 1

15...16...17...18!!!!

15th July 2009
My First day at Sunway College.
Not exactly classes, I was just there for orientation. *lame*
Hmm...not too sure how to cope with it though. I have this really weird feeling like jitters to go back to studies. No idea why but just have that feeling. I suppose that's the feeling after working for a period and going back to studies after that.
Sad to say, after 1 day of orientation, I only made like 1 friend. *Pathetic*
She's quite nice but too bad she's only taking Economic Principles with me. Hmm...
My class is pretty big, 3/4 of the Auditorium is occupied that day, so I suppose the lecture theater would be full. Nah, not too sure about everything. With such big class, I guess it's gonna be pretty hard to make friends. =(
Since I don't have a place to stay yet, so I stayed over at Vv's place for the night and she sent me to college the next day~! Thanks a lot girl!!!

16th July 2009
Supposed to go college today but didn't go. No transport.
According to them that today is one of the most important day cuz we have to register for our tutorials. Too bad I can't make it nor can I choose my tutorial. Let's pray that there are still places left for me to CHOOSE a BIT. I don't expect much but at least give me a chance?!? Hmm...
Stayed at home the whole day, trying to look for a place to stay...

17th July 2009
Okay, definately didn't attend college but then I attended ACCA Prom.
For this, I'll blog separately...
^^
Oh ya~! Have a looked at Indah Villa as well. Hmm..not that good though. Look really worn out.

18th July 2009
Woke up kinda late this morning. Anyway, we went to Sunway to look at the place. It was nice. Both that we went - Sunway Lagoon View & Palmville. Well, staying at all this 'luxurious' place, there's a price to pay too. There's not much choice here so I have to take up either one. The bargains are quite good actually but then again have to consider other factors...Hmm...


*No pictures yet of me in College...see if I have the courage to camwhore in class. =)

S'ban vs Kajang

When in Seremban::

1-Slept in my cosy bed...

2-Helped my brother do some drawings...

3-Went out Yumcha @ FoodTiam with bro and Piggy...

4-Talk talk to my brother...

5-Read my offer letter...(I'm ACCEPTED!!!!)

6-Thinking of Orientation

7-Search for a place to stay...

8-Ate home-cooked food..

9-Played with Cassie & Soxsox..(my doggies)

10-Stayed at home and didn't do anything much...

11-Ironed some clothes..

12-Get ready things for classes

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When in Kajang::

1-Out half of the time

2-Played some DOTA...

3-See people play DOTA...(not gud enuf to play with them)

4-In the Cc half the time...

5-Feeling out of the place sometimes...

6-Blogging here...

7-Searching for a place to stay

8-Facebook-ing

9-Thinking of Orienatation

10-Listen to people shouting while playing Dota...*clueless*

11-Yumcha session with the Piggy's friends. until now...almost 2am.
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Well, that's basically what I've done throughout this weekend. Nothing productive or anything, just purely wasting time and enjoying before I go back to study.


Pray that I'll find a place to stay soon...I can't stop thinking about it~~~~~~~!!!!

Looking around for a place to stay...

I've resigned from my work few days back. I will definately miss all of them working there. Even though there are misunderstandings and problems all the time, but it was a good experience plus I've met GREAT people there~~~~

The last 2 days I've been searching for rooms around Sunway. Damn it is hard to get a room there!!!! Seriously, it's really hard and there are so much requirements. Prefer Female ONLY, Prefer MALE Only, Prefer Indonesian-Chinese...etc...

I've tried calling so many people but no one actually replied.

Posted in the forum but only a few responses...

Emailed a few people but only have 1 response...

SMS them but totally NO reply...

Call them but NO answer...

How would you feel when you get this kinda responses?

For me, I was kinda down. Loss of hope. I can't blame anyone for this actually. Everything was in a rush...applying for uni, waiting for the offer letter(which have yet to arrive), quiting my job, looking for a place to stay...etc. Everything was not well ordered and managed. If it wasn't due to change of plans, I would have plenty of time to find for a place to stay.

Now that I've called up Sunway, they said they've couriered the offer letter to me, but I haven't received. They said that it's a MUST to attend Orientation... =.="

Speechless. I thought that I could just not go to orientation and shift my things, but now, looks like I don't really have a chance.

Wish me luck in finding a place to stay tomorrow. If you guys have any suggestions or places that you know that I can rent, do let me know ASAP.

Text me on my mobile if you may.

Thanks a lot peeps~!!!!!

Gotta go now...keep on searching...

It hurts...

I'm a bit upset with what you have said earlier. Even though it is the truth but it do hurt a lot. Perhaps it is better to be kept secret and not revealed to me. I suppose there is a reason of why there are certain things that are meant to be secret, too bad for me that I know about it now.





Sigh...I do regret of what I've done previously, but I hope that people will stop mentioning about it. It's not like I did not do my best, it just didn't turn out right for me. I did tried my best but perhaps not good enough. At times, there are reasons of why I did so badly, you guys should know better. If it wasn't for all that, I might have a better ending.





My mood is spoilt now. I'm not angry with you or anything, just feel upset. The feeling of being hurt...u know...its hard to explain though.

What a small world~!

Something really strange happened today.









I have been wondering about something for quite some time since I started working with BHPetrol.




It is about this station in Yong Peng, every time the dealer call,




he would say "Sini BHP xxx, Mr Ng sini, saya nak tolong customer active-kan card....."




Then in mind, I'll be wondering if this Mr Ng is my friend's father who owns a petrol station in Yong Peng.









All this while it has been playing inside my mind, especially when that particular station called.









Finally, the day has come for me to know the answer.









Once again, I received a call from the same station again. This is it's a girl. She wanted to activate the customer's card. I was trying very hard to analyse her voice, then I finally call her mobile phone. After it was connected, there was this 'tak tak tak...tak tak tak...' sound from the other side of the phone, then I knew that it was my friend. After the conversation, I asked her, "are you Sze Fang?" I bet she was pretty stunned, then she ask me back, "EH? How you know one?". Then the conversation started. I asked if she remembered me, then she was like Yayaya~~~ Then we chatted for a while before hanging up!!!









This is such a small world! I can even 'meet' a friend from across the phone!!!




So now I know, the station (somemore it's BHP) belongs to my friend's DAD!!!!









Here are some pics of us lastime when we were doing the 120 hours non-stop swimming event.
It was a successful event, being recognized by the Malaysia Book of Records!

The Organizing Committees

Sze Fang is the one in d middle, next to me

Record Breaking Event with the swimmers

~Everyone~

AnGel~

Just thought of this song suddenly and felt like listening to it.
It's been awhile since I listen to all these songs...
It's like a reminiscene of those days in college, hanging in the hostel room ~ G4-54, I still remember the room I stayed in. It's really cosy, sometimes I wonder if I'll actually find a nice place to stay in the near future.
I remember Wen asking me about this song lastime...now that she's happy with the one she love, I'm glad as well...


专属天使 - TANK

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望


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Lil' Brother

Brother just told me sthing and it makes me feel better and also bad at the same times. It's very hard for me to side both sides when both are important to me. So, I suppose I'll just have to let it be...hopefully one party or both will realize...

I realized that my bro has grown up to be a more matured person. Even though he is still mischievious and all but now he knows how to think for himself. We've noticed much changes after his birthday the other day, I am very happy for him...These days, he seldom quarrel with me anymore. He listen to what we have to say and accept/reject whatever that goes through his filter. It's better this way where he learnt from his mistakes. Yit, u've seriously changed! Love u bro~!

Keep it up~!

Farewell - Yirou

Sigh, everyone seems to be leaving the company...

It's a very sad sight but there's nothing much that I can do about it.

It's just life I suppose, that we have to move on and grab whatever opportunities that comes by.

Monday was Yirou's last day.

Yirou

After work we went to Time Square's Neway to 'Cheong K'!

This is gonna be my first and last time going out with my colleagues cuz I don't think they'll be much chances of us going out anymore.

Anyway, all of had fun that day. We had buffet dinner and sang until about 11pm++ before we Ciao.

I would say that it is one of those memorable times that I'll remember and cherish. All this memories will not be easily erased.

Customer Service Assistants: Wayne, Yirou, Me

When Tuesday comes, I went to work. I felt sthing was missing already.

There's no one to wave to when I open the door.

There're less emails coming in...

There's less noise...less life...

There's no 'emoticon' face there anymore.

I can't call 6647 anymore...

No one to send me any songs via bluetooth anymore...

I can't do a lot of things anymore...

Really miss those days...Sigh

Most of colleagues in BHP are very nice and friendly just some are rotten tomatoes. I'm gonna miss them a lot when I leave in the near future. Now that half of my friends left already, it's not that hard for me, but still I'll miss working there...this is one of those places that will actually leave an impression on me.

Yirou...All The Best to you in your future~!

Miss you lots gurl~~~~~~

Farewell - Wayne

In a day's time, my colleague @ friend will be leaving for UK.

Although it has only been 3 months we worked together, but I know that I'm gonna miss him a lot. It was such a sudden decision and it's a bit hard to accept it. Within a week, so many things happened.

First, it was Yirou that left the company for studies on Monday. Then now...this colleague of mine...Wayne.

Wayne

Everything just happened within glimpse of seconds, so it's pretty hard digest. I almost cried a few times thinking that he'll be leaving and don't know when we'll see each other again.

Though both of us are from the same state but not of the same town, at least this is in the same country; now that he is leaving for a country which is thousand miles away, the chances of our life to cross again might be even lesser.

He is a really nice and good colleague. He is so cute plus looks like a cute bear! HAha...Everyone in the company likes him~! Friendly, helpful & etc., he's just really nice and easy-going. Previously he's from another department but then after he quit and he came back into my department; from CashCard to Customer Service. Working with him is really fun and the department looks really cheerful and lively too!

To tell the truth, I really 'berat hati' to see him go to UK. But life goes on and when opportunity comes, you'll have to grab it and hold on to it!

Have a safe trip my friend! Hope you'll enjoy yourself there!
Really gonna miss you~!!!

Take care...

P.S. He is so gonna kill me if he see this...hehe...^^

Another weekend gone~~

It's been like so long since I last blog ~ I just didn't have the time these days plus there was only 1 computer at home.

Now that I got a new lappie, I can do things more freely.

Gramps bought me this lappie so that I can use it during uni days in the future. ^^ Pig helped me chose it, so it should be quite a good lappie. Thanks Grams~!!!



The other day Grams just went for Cataract Surgery. 9th of June! I remember the date, I don't know why but significantly 'printed' in me. Anyway, she's recovering now. Called her the other day, it was nice to hear her voice and glad that she's alright.

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Somehow I feel that there is not much that I can blog these days. I have the urge to blog all the time, like I always do. But somehow I'm restraining from it. I don't know why but I just feel that way.

Blogging used to be where I express myself and all, but these days the feeling of blogging is different. There seems to be obligation to it. Sigh...

Well, I'll see how it goes then maybe I'll be back to myself. This blogging thing is getting further away from me after my old lappie broke down. I missed very much when my old lappie is with me, going thru thick and thin with me, without even complaining. Maybe she does complaint, but it's only a few times. She has indeed sustained a lot of injuries and surgeries before she can't take it anymore. Anyway, hope that she can recover soon.~~~~

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It's gonna be a Monday again tomorrow. Sigh, need to work again.

Till then...Will be updating again maybe tomorrow depending on the connection.


P.S. * P1 Wimax is not that good afterall *